i was watching a fan-made mv of 윤호.
the fan used m's girlfriend as the background music :(
i felt so sad watching it.
it was made from the ban jun where the girl he liked died in a car accident while she was on the way to meet him.
one of the saddest ban jun i've seen ;(
there is a twitch in my heart as i watched the mv.
i missed m.. i really do..
there is a weird feeling that i cannot explain.
i love shinhwa as much as i love tvxq.. used to..
but ever since what happened in dec 2005, i found myself drifting further away from shinhwa.
i hate whoever made that happened.
and i hate myself for trusting those people.
i should move on but this moving on made me realised i no longer have strong love for shinhwa anymore.
only have myself to blame.
to make myself forget the pain, i've stopped getting their vids and news.
is it worth it?
no, it is not worth it.
8 years of loving shinhwa and 1 time of bad incident with a bunch of bitches made me drop shinhwa.
till today, i detest how they claimed to be friends.
to hell with it.
i can't never forget the hurt i felt on the day of m's 1st concert. 060115
i must not give up shinhwa.
my 1st loves.
i must force myself to forget those bad memories...
i must...
devastated 윤호 after he heard of her accident
he made a discovery..
네게 가장 소중한... to me, my most cherished...
정말로.. 신화가..
동방신기가... 네게 가장 소중한...
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