whirlwind

:( today is a madness day.
feeling very pissed with my colleagues.
as usual, i don't know wtf they are doing.
why is it so hard to decide on what to do with a few cartons of expired drinks?
throw away!
i don't understand why they have to make a big fuss out of it.
some of the things, they can make the decisions and yet they will have to come to me.
they can decide for themselves.. why ask me?
or ask the boss then..
i'm really not superwoman.
i hate to be sandwiched between my boss and my colleagues.
it is not good to be someone nice..
i had enough of people stepping on my head.
i just hate it whenever i get back to office on fri.
more than half the time, it always a screw-up when i'm back.
and they always complain. i'm sick of all these.
i can't wait to leave this place.

another thing is the auctions and the FC membership.
we are not too sure if jade and i are already members.
i wish things will be alot simpler..
damn SM for making things such a hassle for us.
Good Enter is much better manz~ direct and straight-forward!
hope rei and ying will get their tickets ASAP <333
i'm so excited for them!
if i have enough $, i will go definitely!

my ankles hurt.
thinking my nike presto will be comfortable enough..
in the end, my plasters are bloody again.
the 1st time, my blisters hurt so badly ;/
damn heels.
my head hurts too.. i only 4 hrs of sleep :x
i think i just hate fridays..
damnit!

i wonder if i can survive heels when i'm in KL tomorrow..
sob..
i need to wear formal dress...
*throws heels one side*

*bawl*