그리고..

feel like sh*t now

just like the song.. 그리고.. (holding back the tears)

if u want to hear it, vacation

♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬♬
10.12pm

just got home after spending a day with helen.
she is still stuck in SG as she couldn't get a flight back. :(
i had a wonderful time talking to her, considering both of us are around the same age group.
mutual understanding when we talked about our troubles.
i feel more sane after that. thank u, helen <3

bea informed us to watch Superband as this group Soul is singing 東方神起's Rising Sun & 바보, Mandarin ver.
T.T we got back at the Supreme Hotel at around 7.30pm & guess what?
NO CH U on the TV~ :x damnit!
anyway, i heard Soul screwed up :x

so i ended up watching SJ's Full House ep 7 & 8 on helen's laptop.
we laughed so hard at them =P
they were so dorky! esp 혁재, 동해, 한경 & 희철!
they were learning english! hehhehhehe~
혁재 is the highlight of these 2 ep =P
'Nice Weather' 'You're so gorgeous!' 'Obey Me'
muahahahaha! 혁재 kept saying he wants to go to the mountain. =P
'I'm long!' wtf! he got it mixed up for height, it should be tall.
hello~~ 이혁재~ i know u are long. muahahhhahhahaa!

helen confirmed my imagination during the concert.
i'm not that type of person who will insist 'who & who' are staring at me during the concert.
there were so many fans, these 가수 could be just looking randomly~
anyhow, she told me that she saw 혁재 looking over at me for several times, be it when all the SJ on stage introducing themselves or performing.
he would be stealing glances :x
he saw my '은혁'clip ^^
omg.. well.. at times, my eyes wander to 이특 =P
nevertheless, i'm really honoured after helen confirmed that <3
people always say others see better than urself.

next is 형준!
i went into a super duper spazzy mode after i took pic with him.
i just sat down next to helen & hugged her.
after so many years since 신화 times... finally~
at the Krn concert in Feb, when i saw him walking out of the room, i couldn't shout his name because i FORGOT his name!
i got so nervous that i forgot his name. wtf =.=
so i told myself i'm going to freaking rem his name & talk to him next time.
when bea asked me to ask him for a pic 1st time round,
i said 'no, what if he rejected me?'
bea 'no, he will not! trust me~ just go.'
me 'ahh... cannot~'
bea 'yes, go! u r pretty & he will be happy to take pic with u'
me 'erm.. ah... cannot T.T i'm very scared!'
i held onto helen and told her i must go to the toilet~
went in and took many deep breathes. 'i can do it! i can do it!'
however, when i got out & saw the a to z team, i got all clammy again! T.T
no idea why i was so jittery!!!!
finally, after they went into the gents, i told myself to be brave.
i don't want to regret that i miss this last chance. they were approaching the gates!
really on 7th heavens when he agreed! <3333333333333333333333333333
oh god.. he said thank you after that.. his voice.. *spazzy*
helen told me he turned back to look at me after all of them got onto the travelator.
i was too spazzy to notice that..
but i feel euphoric upon hearing that~

helen confirmed 2 of my most zingy moments with 혁재 & 형준.
i'm going to have sweet dreams <3


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재중야~ 진짜 귀여워~