tonight

i'm going to email him.
going to abandon all the 'what ifs'.
just email & wait.

我真的是完了~
checking on my fan cams & guess what..
i'm not even looking at 東方神起 :x

my heart is thumping so fast & my head is spinning.

어떻게..
어떻게 그렇게 됐느냐? >ㅁ<

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
11.08pm

i did it.........
i'm shivering so much...