恨你

我好想好想恨你

我了解
你只活在记忆里头
原谅你的残酷理由
人类的心是个无底洞
没有好感再尝试也没有用
大多数人都相同
喜欢的只是爱情的脸孔

我好怨卷这样的生活
也许活着是一种悲哀
有些事情就是看不开
世上是否真的有好聚好散

我和他已变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人了

i will never forget the pact to go to kr 2 yrs later from now.
i will not devote my time to any guys.
that krn guy is just a friend, nothing else.
i will not turn to him just because he supports my interst.
i'm at my most weakest state but i still can differentiate rights from wrongs.
my heart, mind & soul hurts like crazy but i will not choose to hurt another person.
i will rather hurt myself & drown in my own sorrows.

will i lose myself along the way?

frankly, i've no idea.