T.T i want these

damnit.. i want these..
i wanted to sleep but i ended up browsing for things to buy at g market T.T
http://www.gmarket.co.kr/challenge/neo_event/tvxq/tvxq_main.asp
those that i desire can't be shipped out. wtf...
their jeans, coats, t-shirt, accessories to their dancers' outfits.. holy sheesh.... :(


their coats














their fila t-shirt that i want very badly..


their pendants.. mystic ones..
haha~ i love how they were named ^^;







i should just go to bed and sleep it over.

T.T *grouchy*

clumsy 재중

:x i should not watch the Ban Jun's NGs..
hahaha! 재중, 윤호 and 준수..
i will cap my fav NGs today when i get home from work..

can't stop smiling.. puahahaha~ =D

edit:
next week's ban jun... i can't wait for it to come..
재호.. 사랑.. ㅋㅋㅋ







how can i not spazz about next week's ep.. the long awaited 재호 moments.. <3
준수's '안녕' 정말 귀워요...

gee.. i'm smitten with 유천 in yest's ban jun..
a really sad love story..
he looked really charming, innocent..
and 재중 was really funny. puahahahaaa! dork.....

hmmm.. i think i should proceed to continue watching my tvxq dvd.. 2 more discs to go~

beautiful life

ah... i'm feeling so spazzy T.T
at about 1pm, the postman came knocking on the door with a parcel.
i didn't expect it to be from Yesasia as i only placed order for my stuffs on thurs evening.
this is the 1st time, i got my package in less than 4 days. whoa~
the 'all about tvxq' dvd is.. gorgeous!
the story photobook that comes with it is pretty, too.
the boys penned their thoughts on each other..
ahhaa! 윤호 and 준수 find each other with the most charms. lol.. so silly XD

see it for urself on how beautiful it is....
all in the order when i open the dvd with care~





the pretty post cards...







dvd cover






as u can see i'm too hyper when this thing got into my hands.
the dvds are placed upside down. lol~ but i didn't notice it ^^;
i just went on snapping pics..
i was about to watch the dvds when i saw the mv of 'beautiful life' is out.
it made me spazz even more..
this is my fav song from their 2nd jib and i've been waiting for them to do something about it.
finally.. a long wait.
재중 has lots of screen time in this mv.
<3



these parts are really adorable
<3>



i'm going to spazz more now as i'm going to watch my dvds...
3hrs of tvxq. overdose....

watching 동방신기 - All about 東方神起

edit:
ERM... i totally forgot that i didn't post 유천's postcard.. till Helen pointed it out to me..
^^; i'm not a big fan.. so... hahaha!

happy things

=D smiling is contagious.
Terence came home with good news about his job.
high chance of securing a promotion to managerial position ^^
seeing him grinned so broadly made me elated <333

puahahaa~ 준수 and 창민 as a couple :x

and... cutie 윤호 here

i can't help staring at his little mole. hahaaaa~
sheesh.. why am i so spazzy..
i want to be the girl.. kissy kissy XD

this vid is so entertaining~~
재중 constantly blabbering about learning his Japanese
유천.. erm... greasy as usual.. :x
there was a scene when the girl asked 윤호 how are the tvxq members like in real life.
what 윤호 replied was so.. 당연히~~ ㅋㅋㅋ
and about lots of girls who like 유천..
erm... i don't agree with 윤호..
유천 is my least fav member :x

i haven't laugh so loudly since.. i don't know when..
going to continue watching more vids~
more happy things coming along the way~~

watching 동방신기 반전극장 - 도쿄홀리데이 20060226

missing tvxq

11 days since i last landed onto Seoul City. i'm missing the country, my friends 경은 & 남윤, the BM girls, the billboards, the subway, Olympic Park Stadium, Apjujeong, shinhwa, hyesung & minwoo's board cafe, tvxq, the fans.. finally i'm penning all my feelings down.. why do i hesistate blogging for such a long time? probably, i know i will be feeling all melancholy and blue...

*takes deep breathe* long long blog to go...
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10th Feb 2006

boarded SQ 886 at 7.45am. to be honest, i was rather grouchy as i packed my luggage last minute. i only had 3 hrs of sleep as the gang met up to discuss alvin & pauline's wedding for the last time. got home at about 1am, showered and checked my luggage. in the end, i slept at 2.30am. lucky, terence drove me to the airport or else, i got to wake up even earlier. T.T
i was rather nervous as i'm travelling alone again. i always feel i might do something stupid, just like my previous trip to Brisbane. almost missed my flight *growl*

the flight wasn't full so i ended up sitting alone, which i gladly preferred. i saw a team of Korean sportsmen. not too sure which sports though. cute group of youngsters. went to sleep as i was totally drained. about an hour later, it was tea time. didn't bother to eat as i want my sleep. listening to my yepp, i drifted off in dreamland. at about 2pm, i was served lunch. yummy salmon with potatoes. dessert was king's tiramisu. 1hr later with a bumpy landing, i set foot into Incheon Airport. i was overwhelmed as i'm finally in S.Korea, a place that i've long wanted to visit. i saw snow for the 1st time, too. it reminded me of shaved ice, just like ice kacang. ^^;

after the immigration, i switched on the mobile that jamie lent me. 경은sms-ed me! but.. i don't know how to operate the mobile T.T rushing to the arrival gates, i saw her~ my dearest friend.. <3


check out the pretty babes ^^


it was a feast. the restaurant was really warm. i could feel my back burning as the charcoal heater was just behind me.. the 1st stray animal i saw was a fat, white cat! it was so pretty.. SG cats don't look this way. lol~ after dinner, we went to a cafe. 2 cute servers. boy~ Apjujeong is surely a place full of gorgeous people. i ordered chamomile tea and the 3 of us shared tiramisu cake. delicious! we chatted and discussed the plans for the 11th. we intend to watch 'Millionaire's 1st Love' in the morning and go to COEX Mall for lunch before we go to Olympic Park Stadium.

i shared a cab back to the apartment with 남윤. when i got up, i saw helen, tan and aung. i asked them where were the 9pm girls. they told me the girls were taking cab and coming over now. it was about 11.45pm.. poor things.. they were all waiting in the airport... sigh.. a short while later, someone called helen. they were downstairs..! i went down to meet them. i can't help but feel sad.. they could be here much earlier and not spending so much on cab.. i hugged all of them and sneaked them in.. everyone washed up and prepare to sleep as we were all bushed. tina gave us dried mangoes.. <3

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intend to blog my day 11th-13th of feb in Seoul.. will do it when i'm in the mood..


listening to 김재중 - 발걸음 20060212 1st Concert Live

lazy once again

i was just telling momo i will do something to my blog..
and this is what i've done.. nothing. T.T
been spazzing too much over tvxq's concert..
ended like only a few days back..
i'm missing so much things..
the BM girls, the boys' parents, korean food, my 2 lovely friends..
time passes too fast and i can't grasp hold of it.
i better get to bed.. it's late.
i shall do a proper blog tomorrow.
all my experiences in the Seoul City.. <3

listening to - my fan and air con :x

am i doing it right?

i'm grouchy. moody. -_-
there are tonnes of things piling up and i wonder if i EVER get to finish them on time.
my neck is aching as usual. heavy always.
is my head too big? -_- wtf.
i think i'm spending too much time sloughing in front of my PC.
i'm literally rotting in front of my PC.
i can't seem to peel away.
am i too devoted to my forums? so much that i'm losing my own life?
there are so many things going in my mind and i want to blog it all down
BUT.. BUT i'm always not blogging.
it seems that i'm always abandoning my blog sites.
then wtf am i doing here again?
*search me, too*
i guess i need to vent my fustrations, which is why i'm back here.

my soju hut at xanga has long been gone.
doing nothing in there but looking at my shinhwa skin warm up my heart.
oh boy! i'm so tired.
i feel like quitting all i have on hand.
no.. i'm not a quitter! i'm not.
but the things going on in the forum is simply driving me nuts.
only the ones closest to me are aware of how i'm REALLY feeling.
i fcuking hate my life.

no.. wait! one thing happy. i dreamt of tvxq this morning and i kicked 재중.
hahaha! i'm insane

listening to Shinhwa 7th jib - Angel