chilling out to

:x

almost fainted this morning while i was waiting for my bus to work.
i was seeing stars & my heart thumped so fast.
it took me quite awhile to reach home.
i had to stop every few steps as i can't breathe properly.
i was breaking out in cold sweat, too..
first time i felt this way..
아이고..
when i finally reached home, i had the vomitting urge.
i threw up my breakfast & my EPO.
sheesh... now then i know the EPO is so bitter!
yucks!
i think i know why i felt so sick this morning..
it should be the 4 caps of EPO that i've taken before i head out.
initially i was having very bad cramps & i thought it will ease the pain ASAP.
duhz... instead it made me sick.
too much of something is bad. bad. bad.
lucky i didn't faint on the streets..

all right... let's have something to cheer up a bad day.
SJ - 행복
free hugs!


THSK - Summer Dream
바다가 가고싶어~~

flowers of Jul

i don't mean the real flowers.
꽃미남!

꽃미남연쇄테러사건 to be released end of this month.

going to be a hilarious movie =)

개와 늑대의 시간
not the typical korean drama of police, spy & triad.
this is dark.

kbs world

whoa.. belinda told me of kbs world on scv.
yeah! =D
i can watch it!
i'm so kbs-fied.. lol
i love kbs!

pv winter love

진짜 예뻐요!
i think i'm missing winter time..
it is my fav season.. though it freezes my butt off..
i guess it is because i love snow~

mouldy heart

lol~
just kidding... ^^;
my new cyworld skin~


need some pumping music to get me hyper =)
no more grouchy or gloomy rara~

o~ get me some love~

mv o 正.反.合

time to sleep..
having headache again.. blah

deserted

it is raining so heavily now..
just like my little beating heart.
the grey skies added more gloom to my miseries..

i thought the love is timeless...
i thought it will be everlasting...
i thought we will give it a shot to make it work...

why is the person i'm penning for not giving me the attention?
instead it is the rest of the guys?
i don't want them to call/sms/msn me...
what i want is him...
don't just brush me away like i'm some other acquaintance..
i'm not just another someone..
i'm not..

there are so many things going on in my heart, mind & soul...
pls. enlighten me...
someone tell me what to do...

难道就这样的说忘就忘吗？

timeless mv part 01

timeless mv part 02

missing tvxq

11 days since i last landed onto Seoul City. i'm missing the country, my friends 경은 & 남윤, the BM girls, the billboards, the subway, Olympic Park Stadium, Apjujeong, shinhwa, hyesung & minwoo's board cafe, tvxq, the fans.. finally i'm penning all my feelings down.. why do i hesistate blogging for such a long time? probably, i know i will be feeling all melancholy and blue...

*takes deep breathe* long long blog to go...
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10th Feb 2006

boarded SQ 886 at 7.45am. to be honest, i was rather grouchy as i packed my luggage last minute. i only had 3 hrs of sleep as the gang met up to discuss alvin & pauline's wedding for the last time. got home at about 1am, showered and checked my luggage. in the end, i slept at 2.30am. lucky, terence drove me to the airport or else, i got to wake up even earlier. T.T
i was rather nervous as i'm travelling alone again. i always feel i might do something stupid, just like my previous trip to Brisbane. almost missed my flight *growl*

the flight wasn't full so i ended up sitting alone, which i gladly preferred. i saw a team of Korean sportsmen. not too sure which sports though. cute group of youngsters. went to sleep as i was totally drained. about an hour later, it was tea time. didn't bother to eat as i want my sleep. listening to my yepp, i drifted off in dreamland. at about 2pm, i was served lunch. yummy salmon with potatoes. dessert was king's tiramisu. 1hr later with a bumpy landing, i set foot into Incheon Airport. i was overwhelmed as i'm finally in S.Korea, a place that i've long wanted to visit. i saw snow for the 1st time, too. it reminded me of shaved ice, just like ice kacang. ^^;

after the immigration, i switched on the mobile that jamie lent me. 경은sms-ed me! but.. i don't know how to operate the mobile T.T rushing to the arrival gates, i saw her~ my dearest friend.. <3


check out the pretty babes ^^


it was a feast. the restaurant was really warm. i could feel my back burning as the charcoal heater was just behind me.. the 1st stray animal i saw was a fat, white cat! it was so pretty.. SG cats don't look this way. lol~ after dinner, we went to a cafe. 2 cute servers. boy~ Apjujeong is surely a place full of gorgeous people. i ordered chamomile tea and the 3 of us shared tiramisu cake. delicious! we chatted and discussed the plans for the 11th. we intend to watch 'Millionaire's 1st Love' in the morning and go to COEX Mall for lunch before we go to Olympic Park Stadium.

i shared a cab back to the apartment with 남윤. when i got up, i saw helen, tan and aung. i asked them where were the 9pm girls. they told me the girls were taking cab and coming over now. it was about 11.45pm.. poor things.. they were all waiting in the airport... sigh.. a short while later, someone called helen. they were downstairs..! i went down to meet them. i can't help but feel sad.. they could be here much earlier and not spending so much on cab.. i hugged all of them and sneaked them in.. everyone washed up and prepare to sleep as we were all bushed. tina gave us dried mangoes.. <3

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intend to blog my day 11th-13th of feb in Seoul.. will do it when i'm in the mood..


listening to 김재중 - 발걸음 20060212 1st Concert Live