Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts

Friday, November 17, 2006

the colors of rainbow

Once upon a time
the colors of the world started to quarrel.
All claimed that they were the best.
The most important.
The most useful.
The favorite.

GREEN said:
Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."


BLUE interrupted:
"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."


YELLOW chuckled:
"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun."


ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet:
"I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and pawpaws. I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you."


RED could stand it no longer he shouted out:
"I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."


PURPLE rose up to his full height:
He was very tall and spoke with great pomp:
"I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, cheifs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me! They listen and obey."


Finally INDIGO spoke, much more quietly than all the others,
but with just as much determination:
"Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."


And so the colors went on boasting,
each convinced of his or her own superiority.
Their quarreling became louder and louder.
Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.

In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak:
"You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different?
Join hands with one another and come to me."

Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands.
The rain continued:
"From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace.
The Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow."

And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky,
let us remember to appreciate one another.

source

In my search for the Rainbows end, I found, not GOLD, but you my friend.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

what am i?

i'm a cross between aquarius & pisces.
i possess both signs' characteristics~
wonder if this is good or bad~~

aquarius or pisces

Aquarians are always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many have lots of imagination and are very intuitive.

The Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is the age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening.

The negative side of Aquarius is fanatical eccentricity, egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society.


They are also secretive, hard to know, and hardly know themselves.

They must learn how to use power wisely, they have vitality, have an urge to rule.

They are easygoing, affectionate, submissive and offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters.

They are emotional rather than rational, instinctive more than intellectual, and have limited willpower.

They tend to withdraw into their own dream world as a retreat from the harsh reality of day - to -day living and the inability to cope with real life.


i'm always burying myself away from the harsh reality :x
sometimes, i do not even understand myself.
wish i could be more sane.

went for lunch with 2 of my closest colleagues.
jeanelle's friend, coman, came to fetch us to ikea.
boy! i missed the swedish meatballs! yummy!
oh~ another interesting thing~
coman loves japanese & korean dramas & soft toys!!!
it is uncommon to find a guy who adores such things.
and a very tall singaporean guy. lol~
i find it really amusing XD
we kinda bullied him.
hahha~ we are mean girls.

i wonder how my ol' buddy is doing in finland & paris.
wah.. i would love to be in his place to sample all the yummy food!!!
and shopping~ all the lavish boutiques, cafes~
i want to stroll along the romantic streets of paris <3

*day dream mode*

Sunday, October 15, 2006

friend

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first
names.

A real friend has their phone numbers in his address
book.


A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has
gone to bed.

A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their
problems.

A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you
have an argument.

A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until
after u've had a fight.


A simple friend expects you to always be there for
them.

A real friend expects to always be there for you.

which one are you?

the departed

is a remake of 无间道.
throughout the whole movie, i kept hearing 'fuck'.
well, probably because it is a police-thief storyline.
such vulgarity is common.
begin & end a sentence with 'fuck'.
i wonder if it is a necessity?
or merely a form of expression to emphasize on the issue.
it is a blood & gore twisted movie.
there is no clear line between black & white. right & wrong.
in the end, all are dead.
blah.

i hate how i'm turning into a serious junkie.
i hate how i'm submitting to junks for comfort.
i hate how one can be nonchalant.
i hate how things are becoming.
i hate how i've to adapt to the changes.
i hate how i wanted to hate the world.
i hate how i hate assumptions.

i've made myself clear..
if u guys wish to continue to assume, i'm going to leave.
for good.
i really had enough of assumptions.
i'm going to void my heart of love.
not going to love another.
i do not want to go through this heart-wrenching cycle again.
u have made me change my views of love.
i used to think as long my guy loves me as much as i love him, it is a bliss.
i'm so naive. blame myself for loving evian.

sadly, this is not going to work on me anymore.
love & like have already turn into hate & dislike.
fairytales do not exist. just like santa claus.
just like unicorns.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006

timeless or heartless


if i could swop my heart, i would.
my poor heart is saturated with so many thoughts of all of you.
working much too hard to erase the pain & unhappiness.
my ailing heart is failing.
i don't think i want to endure all these anymore.
stop turning my life into a big yo-yo.
the best solution is to hate me.
it is not that hard to hate someone like me.
i want my heart to stop beating.


i don't mind turning into a robot.
but i will want to erase all memories.
what is the point of bearing all the past memories which will haunt me?
all things should start anew.
am i able to do it?
do i have the courage to start afresh?
even this robot shed tears..
would clara the robot be able to control all emotions?
maybe she can lock up her feelings?
*turns her heart into steel*

where has the innocent love gone to?
where has the unrequited love gone to?

i want to believe in forever love.
i want to believe in friends forever.
time & time again, my heart get slashed.
the bleeding has to stop somehow.
i'm so weary...
谁能带我到一个遥远的地方?
一个没有痛和伤害的地方..
我真的真的好怨卷...

i wish i have a death note to kill myself.
i want to cook up a wonderful plot for myself.

Monday, October 09, 2006

small world

wah..
i'm meeting a financial planner this wed & my new colleague is his friend, too!
what a smal small world!
yeah.. i've many new colleagues this month ^^
all newbies. so fun!

i'm going to cheong 궁... =P
this drama is airing tonight on ch U!
bet it will be a big hit =)

hmm.. a nice surprise to get a call from my buddy =)

Sunday, October 08, 2006

finally watched it.. at ep 5 now.
it makes me wonder...
it is cinderella dream for most girls..
to be married to a prince
(but that happen to be a promise between the late emperor & best friend to have their grandchildren to marry in this drama)
to marry a man who does not love u is a torture.
no one to stand by ur side when u needed help most.
if i were her, i would rather die.
stupid 신 is all haughty & cold towards 채경..
but it seems like ice man is melting..
율 likes 채경, too..
hmm.. 4 angled love.. very interesting...
will 신 accept 채경.. who will stand by him
or his 1st love, 효린 (the bitch in making)?
or will 채경 accept 율 who is always by her side?

oh well.. all these are in dramas only..

NOTHING LAST FOREVER...

i don't believe in anything now.
in this world, people walk in & out of your life.
the only foot prints that are left in your hearts..
are the true friends who will stand by you...

i'm really tired of hearing the same thing again.
if u r my good friend, u would have thought of me.. however..
친구아.. 나인데.. 거짓말아..
나의 마음이.. 너무 아파...

Saturday, October 07, 2006

friends forever

ha~ i wish it is true..
at least i think it is true.
terence & gang.. i'm really disappointed with all of you.
this is NOT the 1st time that i feel this way.
when i say i'm over it, i mean it.
why must all of you think i'm not?
just because i'm too emotional for my own good?
just because all of u think i'm not over it, u don't want to call me out?
all of u promise to stay as friends though the relationship is over.
all of u promise to call me out & not feel awkward.
NOW WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE AWKWARD?
YOU GUYS! NOT ME!
mr eng, if u were really to bring a new girl into the group, so be it.
i'm not that ungracious to bitch at u or her.
look.. i may feel jealous or envious at 1st.
if i'm not, something is wrong with me.
but like i say, it is over already.
we are good friends, right?
i'm happy with it. but are u?
i need to move on with my life.
it is no point to lament & hold u back.
i'm not that selfish..
i'm so disappointed..
my good friends.. i choose to believe all of u are still my good friends.
but.. do u guys feel the same?
i'm afraid not...
i don't even know why i'm crying for all of u.
i really feel nothing last forever.

난.. 진짜 실망해.. 힘없어..
너.. 다들 나의 참다운 친구야?
친구 좋다는 게 뭔가?
너무 슬퍼요...
교분이 식어져...

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

mel ^^

oh gosh! i'm so glad she found me <3
she is one of my best mates in poly.
we didn't keep in much contact after she was detained for 1 semester.
mel is currently flying with one of the best airlines in the world, SIA.
i'm so happy for her that she is getting married next year =D
we used to skip classes & head down to town to shop ^^;;;
recently, she found me through friendster and added me on msn ♡
can't wait to meet up with her and a few of the other girls ^^

~HunnY~ says:
Clara?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
hey! ^^ how have u been?
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
i just got back from a movie ^^

~HunnY~ says:
AAArrrrhhhhhh!!!!!
~HunnY~ says:
Clara!!!

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
hahah!

~HunnY~ says:
i finally found you
~HunnY~ says:
u lo0k so good in the friendster pic.

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
lol~

~HunnY~ says:
like u have never aged.

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
erm.. u got to be kidding me :x

~HunnY~ says:
honest

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
=D

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

missing tvxq

11 days since i last landed onto Seoul City. i'm missing the country, my friends 경은 & 남윤, the BM girls, the billboards, the subway, Olympic Park Stadium, Apjujeong, shinhwa, hyesung & minwoo's board cafe, tvxq, the fans.. finally i'm penning all my feelings down.. why do i hesistate blogging for such a long time? probably, i know i will be feeling all melancholy and blue...

*takes deep breathe* long long blog to go...
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10th Feb 2006

boarded SQ 886 at 7.45am. to be honest, i was rather grouchy as i packed my luggage last minute. i only had 3 hrs of sleep as the gang met up to discuss alvin & pauline's wedding for the last time. got home at about 1am, showered and checked my luggage. in the end, i slept at 2.30am. lucky, terence drove me to the airport or else, i got to wake up even earlier. T.T
i was rather nervous as i'm travelling alone again. i always feel i might do something stupid, just like my previous trip to Brisbane. almost missed my flight *growl*

the flight wasn't full so i ended up sitting alone, which i gladly preferred. i saw a team of Korean sportsmen. not too sure which sports though. cute group of youngsters. went to sleep as i was totally drained. about an hour later, it was tea time. didn't bother to eat as i want my sleep. listening to my yepp, i drifted off in dreamland. at about 2pm, i was served lunch. yummy salmon with potatoes. dessert was king's tiramisu. 1hr later with a bumpy landing, i set foot into Incheon Airport. i was overwhelmed as i'm finally in S.Korea, a place that i've long wanted to visit. i saw snow for the 1st time, too. it reminded me of shaved ice, just like ice kacang. ^^;

after the immigration, i switched on the mobile that jamie lent me. 경은sms-ed me! but.. i don't know how to operate the mobile T.T rushing to the arrival gates, i saw her~ my dearest friend.. <3



check out the pretty babes ^^


it was a feast. the restaurant was really warm. i could feel my back burning as the charcoal heater was just behind me.. the 1st stray animal i saw was a fat, white cat! it was so pretty.. SG cats don't look this way. lol~ after dinner, we went to a cafe. 2 cute servers. boy~ Apjujeong is surely a place full of gorgeous people. i ordered chamomile tea and the 3 of us shared tiramisu cake. delicious! we chatted and discussed the plans for the 11th. we intend to watch 'Millionaire's 1st Love' in the morning and go to COEX Mall for lunch before we go to Olympic Park Stadium.

i shared a cab back to the apartment with 남윤. when i got up, i saw helen, tan and aung. i asked them where were the 9pm girls. they told me the girls were taking cab and coming over now. it was about 11.45pm.. poor things.. they were all waiting in the airport... sigh.. a short while later, someone called helen. they were downstairs..! i went down to meet them. i can't help but feel sad.. they could be here much earlier and not spending so much on cab.. i hugged all of them and sneaked them in.. everyone washed up and prepare to sleep as we were all bushed. tina gave us dried mangoes.. <3

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intend to blog my day 11th-13th of feb in Seoul.. will do it when i'm in the mood..


listening to 김재중 - 발걸음 20060212 1st Concert Live