balloon

be free~

finally watching goong again after a long break.
how nice it would be to go anywhere without being the attention of the public.

death note

lol~ fancy watching it on oct 13th~
i didn't have time to read the comic but i'm loving the plot.
i would try to read it soon.. provided i've time.
it seems like i've 1 & many other million things to do.
i wonder if i will ever finish.. but anyway..
i'll try.
'L'~ i love his style. woot!
mainly because we are junkies. lol~
i would love to have 1/2.. erm.. 1/3 of his brain cells.
such a smarty kid~
then i would have solve many problems.
that is good right?
how wonderful that would be..

having a death note book... hmm..
i wonder how it would be like?
the ability to kill someone.
very dark & mystic?
one can kill someone just with a thought.
well, i mean in theory, i can kill someone with my evil thoughts.
there is always a dark side to ABs
we are eccentric beings :x

before i went out for movie, i was watching ep 13.
lol~ coincidental huh?
ep 13 on 13th oct. lol~

so heart-warming ^^


doh.. i don't know why i feel so sad for 율 as he stood there looking at 채경, while reminiscing their encounters ;(


forced to consummate.
lol~ 신 is so shy... puahahaa!
they ended up doing crutches & playing games.. till...


채경 hit him near his eye with the bead.. &...
smooch....? almost..


&... finally... =D
(kissing scenes in movies & dramas are always so <3)


i've the sudden urge to cry...
this drama is really getting onto me...

habanero chili ice cream

muahahaa~~
i had this special ice cream just now.
u read it right.. i didn't type wrongly.
it is habanero chili ice cream.
vanilla ice cream with habanero chili blend.
sweet with a touch of spice.
yummy.. but now i'm having a sore throat.
that power.. :x


i'm loving rochester park <333
been there twice with 2 of my closest friends.
both sessions were so fun =D

1 rochester is more for chilling out with alcohol.
north border has excellent food.
yummy!

oh~ i forgot!
hehhee~
i saw this pasta dish that reads as 'aunty helen's whoop yo' ass pasta'
it is a spicy seafood pasta.
it reminded me of dear helen =P

ooooh... this scene is so <3
why 신 becomes so sweet....?! ah!
gaga~ *hug myself*


ah~ ep 11 is so sweet!
he carried 채경 when she fainted in sch.. omg..
haha! he still don't want to admit he has indeed fallen for 채경.
muahahahaha~ own up, prince charming!

*pulls hair*
then 율.. sigh.. 默默地守着..
好可怜


슬퍼요..

small world

wah..
i'm meeting a financial planner this wed & my new colleague is his friend, too!
what a smal small world!
yeah.. i've many new colleagues this month ^^
all newbies. so fun!

i'm going to cheong 궁... =P
this drama is airing tonight on ch U!
bet it will be a big hit =)

hmm.. a nice surprise to get a call from my buddy =)

bears

stupid 신!
is it that hard to make a phone call back to report safety?
the ego of guys is bigger than a mountain!
*slaps*

one reason that i love 궁 alot is partly due to bears.
i always love teddy bears & i've lost count of the # of bears i have at home ^^;
the other reason is the outfits & hairstyles.. gorgeous!
other than that, i like the storyline =)
many will love to hate 효린.
yes, she is the bitch for trying to break up 신 & 채경~
which girl will not fight for her own happiness?
she regrets going for her own dreams rather than marrying 신.
how will the ending be?
i predict 신 will still pick 채경.
the silly girl who knows nothing...
but it has been hard on her.. knowing that 신 still loves 효린.
who can tolerate that?
only someone who is kind at heart.
ep 9 is where the twist starts.. ep 10 onwards will be exciting.

i realised i miss my grandmother so much..
i cried so much when the empress talked to 채경.
할머니.. 정말 보고싶어..


how nice it is to have someone to talk to & hear your heart out.


where is my someone to be there to offer his shoulder?
to promise he will make me smile


to give a hug..
to tend to me when i'm sick..
to let me cry my eyes out..
to give a little knock to wake up my senses..


do i need one?
no, i only need my teddy bears.
they will be beside me all the time.


i've always been a girl full of imagination & picture myself as the lead.
lol~ i'm that silly...
i need a reality check.
i can't live in my own fantasy world.
is it because my own life is such a bore that i'm turning to my fantasy world?
dreaming of living a life that is out of my reach..

wake up, clara~

must watch

goong (宫) is definitely better than full house.
from ep 6 on.. 신 is.. & 율 is.. <3
feel so sad for 채경.. ;(
i thought i'm no longer have any feelings..
as in.. numb & void of feelings for other people..
but i realise.. i'm loving this drama..
been a long time since i laughed so loudly~
ep 7 & 8 are very cute~
when 신 goes to 채경's house to stay for a few days <3

아이구.. 정말 귀여워 =D
when 신 wants 채경 to hug him from the back.. lol


stupid 신 trying to act cool~ boo boo~

if i can feel this way.. it means..
i still have a heart..
the last time i cried really badly for a show was 'Millionaire's 1st love'.
i think this will be the next show..
i shall try to finish this drama by tues~

Stay(스테이) - 당신은...나는 바보입니다

난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
我是笨蛋. 我就是笨蛋.

후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
后悔也迟了 我知道 无法再回头

그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
再也见不到你 我知道

내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的错了 实在对不起

그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那时没有说 是我太傻

이제와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
此时此刻 我焦虑地乞求原谅

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

자존심 때문에
因为可怜的自尊心

술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
用烟酒堕落

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪

그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
但是 我依然像个笨蛋

그러진 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
不要这样 请再想想

우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
我们曾经多么艰苦地共同到现在

다시 생각해봐요 후회하실꺼예요
请再想想 会后悔吧

내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말미안해요
我真的错了实在对不起

그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那时没有说 是我太傻

이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
此时此刻 我焦虑地乞求原谅

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

자존심 때문에
因为可怜的自尊心

술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
用烟酒堕落

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪

그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
但是 我依然像个笨蛋

그대 없인 나 한순간도 살 수 없어요
沒有你 我一瞬間也無法活下去

머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
剪了頭髮 也喝了酒 我仍然流淚

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

자존심 때문에
因为可怜的自尊心

술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
用烟酒堕落

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

아직 사랑하기에 하루종일 펑펑 울고만있죠
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪

그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
但是 我依然像个笨蛋

이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요.........
現在開始不要讓我再墮落下去...

perhaps love

궁 OST 사랑인가요 mv

언제였던건지 기억나진 않아
是不是昨天 我記不起

자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
思緒開始因你而混亂

한두 번씩 떠오르던 생각 자꾸 늘어가서
偶爾的想念不斷遞增

조금 당황스러운 이 마음
開始慌張的這顆心

별일이 아닐 수 있다고 사소한 마음이라고
也許沒什麼 只是我多慮

내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한건
我不斷提醒自己的模樣多麼勉強

사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
是愛嗎？如果你我一樣就開始了嗎？

맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑하네요
心總是想要愛你

온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
想要全世界都聽見似的大喊

왜 이제야 들리죠oh~
為什麼我現在才聽見

서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고
為了讓彼此相遇 此刻才找到愛

지금 내 마음을 설명하려 해도
如果我想要說明我心意

니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법뿐인데
只能讓你成為我來感受我的心

이미 난 네 안에 있는걸 내 안에 니가 있듯이
我已在你心裏 就象我的心中已經有你

우린 서로에게 이미 길들여진지 몰라
也許我們已經被彼此馴服

사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
是愛嗎？如果你我一樣就開始了嗎？

맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑하네요
心總是想要愛你

온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
想要全世界都聽見似的大喊

왜 이제야 들리죠oh~
為什麼我現在才聽見

서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고
為了讓彼此相遇 此刻才找到愛

생각해보면 많은 순간 속에
（생각해보면） （속에）
想想看 這麼多的瞬間裏面
（想想看） （裏面）

얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
曾有那麼多的心動

조금 늦은 그만큼 나 더 잘해줄게요 oh
遲到的時間 用我更加愛你作補償

함께할게요 추억이 될 기억만 선물할게요
讓我們一起 把只能回憶的記憶當作禮物

다신 내 곁에서 떠나지 마요 짧은 순간조차도 불안한걸요
不要再從我身邊離開 哪怕只一瞬間

내게 머물러줘요 oh~
請在我身邊停留

그댈 이렇게 많이 사랑하고 있어요
(이토록 많이) (그대 하나만)
我是多麼的 愛著你
(是如此深深的)（只愛你）

이미
已經

궁

finally watched it.. at ep 5 now.
it makes me wonder...
it is cinderella dream for most girls..
to be married to a prince
(but that happen to be a promise between the late emperor & best friend to have their grandchildren to marry in this drama)
to marry a man who does not love u is a torture.
no one to stand by ur side when u needed help most.
if i were her, i would rather die.
stupid 신 is all haughty & cold towards 채경..
but it seems like ice man is melting..
율 likes 채경, too..
hmm.. 4 angled love.. very interesting...
will 신 accept 채경.. who will stand by him
or his 1st love, 효린 (the bitch in making)?
or will 채경 accept 율 who is always by her side?

oh well.. all these are in dramas only..

NOTHING LAST FOREVER...

i don't believe in anything now.
in this world, people walk in & out of your life.
the only foot prints that are left in your hearts..
are the true friends who will stand by you...

i'm really tired of hearing the same thing again.
if u r my good friend, u would have thought of me.. however..
친구아.. 나인데.. 거짓말아..
나의 마음이.. 너무 아파...