friends forever

ha~ i wish it is true..
at least i think it is true.
terence & gang.. i'm really disappointed with all of you.
this is NOT the 1st time that i feel this way.
when i say i'm over it, i mean it.
why must all of you think i'm not?
just because i'm too emotional for my own good?
just because all of u think i'm not over it, u don't want to call me out?
all of u promise to stay as friends though the relationship is over.
all of u promise to call me out & not feel awkward.
NOW WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE AWKWARD?
YOU GUYS! NOT ME!
mr eng, if u were really to bring a new girl into the group, so be it.
i'm not that ungracious to bitch at u or her.
look.. i may feel jealous or envious at 1st.
if i'm not, something is wrong with me.
but like i say, it is over already.
we are good friends, right?
i'm happy with it. but are u?
i need to move on with my life.
it is no point to lament & hold u back.
i'm not that selfish..
i'm so disappointed..
my good friends.. i choose to believe all of u are still my good friends.
but.. do u guys feel the same?
i'm afraid not...
i don't even know why i'm crying for all of u.
i really feel nothing last forever.

난.. 진짜 실망해.. 힘없어..
너.. 다들 나의 참다운 친구야?
친구 좋다는 게 뭔가?
너무 슬퍼요...
교분이 식어져...