why?

why am i stressed out at work?
didn't feel very good today..
seems like i screwed things up.
even my colleagues too..
maybe it was partly due to the new system..

watching the last ep of 'saving the last dance' by eugene on ch u.
i think i'm immune to touching endings..
i used to sob when i see 'man confesses to woman of everlasting love' & love each other after all the hardships they have been through & living happily ever after.
it will never fail to tickle my little heart.
BUT i did not cry. *stunned*
i am someone who cry easily.
moved by the slightest touching scenes.
is my heart dead now?
void?

maybe