timeless or heartless

if i could swop my heart, i would.
my poor heart is saturated with so many thoughts of all of you.
working much too hard to erase the pain & unhappiness.
my ailing heart is failing.
i don't think i want to endure all these anymore.
stop turning my life into a big yo-yo.
the best solution is to hate me.
it is not that hard to hate someone like me.
i want my heart to stop beating.

i don't mind turning into a robot.
but i will want to erase all memories.
what is the point of bearing all the past memories which will haunt me?
all things should start anew.
am i able to do it?
do i have the courage to start afresh?
even this robot shed tears..
would clara the robot be able to control all emotions?
maybe she can lock up her feelings?
*turns her heart into steel*

where has the innocent love gone to?
where has the unrequited love gone to?

i want to believe in forever love.
i want to believe in friends forever.
time & time again, my heart get slashed.
the bleeding has to stop somehow.
i'm so weary...
谁能带我到一个遥远的地方？
一个没有痛和伤害的地方..
我真的真的好怨卷...

i wish i have a death note to kill myself.
i want to cook up a wonderful plot for myself.