woooh

their comeback on kbs is <3
in fact, i think this is my fav out of all their comebacks~
live perf is 짱~
relived to see 윤호 doing well...
준수 seems to be so smiley =D
현준~~ ㅋㅋ

i'll be there

061014 쇼음악중심 comeback special

061015 인기가요

hope 윤호 is recovering fast.
he is going through too much hardships.
it feels so weird not to see him in today's perf.
they won the mutizen.

why do i feel so down when i hear 'i'll be there'?

anti

holy frack!
i was taken aback when i read the news :(
an anti-tvxq fan drugged yunho's drink during the filming of KBS' 'Girls 6' yesterday.
there was a note to curse him to death.
after consuming the spiked drink, he vomitted & was sent to the hospital.
that vicious anti must be captured by the police.
this is absurd.

동방신기 유노윤호, '음료수 테러'

그룹 '동방신기'의 유노윤호(20)가 안티팬으로 추정되는 여성에게 '본드 음료수' 테러를 당했다.

14일 밤 10시께 KBS 2TV '여걸식스' 녹화 도중 휴식시간에 팬으로 위장한 여성에게서 건네 받은 음료수를 받아 마신 유노윤호는 구토 증세를 보이며 병원으로 급히 옮겨졌다. 음료수에는 본드로 추정되는 유해물질이 들어있는 것으로 알려졌다.

사고 후 현장에서는 '너를 죽여 버리겠다'는 내용의 쪽지도 발견됐다.

동방신기 측은 "유노윤호가 마신 음료수 병을 15일 국립과학수사연구소에 지문감식 의뢰키로 했다"고 밝혔다.

유노윤호는 병원으로 가는 도중 피를 많이 흘렸지만 생명에는 지장이 없는 것으로 알려졌다. 현재 서울 강남의 병원에서 입원 치료중이다.
newsis

mouldy heart

lol~
just kidding... ^^;
my new cyworld skin~


need some pumping music to get me hyper =)
no more grouchy or gloomy rara~

o~ get me some love~

mv o 正.反.合

time to sleep..
having headache again.. blah

comeback

whoa~
아주 멋져!
형준 & 준수~~ ♡
재중.. reminded me of final fantasy character. 짱!
유천.. like captain jack sparrow! lol~
윤호.. and his dangling earrings.. blah
창민.. no comments :x
watching it online live was a torture~
lag my PC like crazy. duhz~
anyway.. enjoy this =)

061001 인기가요 comeback special

deserted

it is raining so heavily now..
just like my little beating heart.
the grey skies added more gloom to my miseries..

i thought the love is timeless...
i thought it will be everlasting...
i thought we will give it a shot to make it work...

why is the person i'm penning for not giving me the attention?
instead it is the rest of the guys?
i don't want them to call/sms/msn me...
what i want is him...
don't just brush me away like i'm some other acquaintance..
i'm not just another someone..
i'm not..

there are so many things going on in my heart, mind & soul...
pls. enlighten me...
someone tell me what to do...

难道就这样的说忘就忘吗？

timeless mv part 01

timeless mv part 02

withdrawal~

i miss 신화~
i miss 동방~
i miss 슈주~
i miss 태국~
i miss the fanmeeting~
i miss 성민's surprised face when i spoke korean~
i miss 한경's look when i spoke mandarin~
i miss 시원's face when he heard me speaking mandarin to 한경~
i miss 예성's sexy look when i walked over~
i miss 신동's shocked face when i told him of the birthday present~
i miss 은혁's shy look when i spoke to him..

i'm missing so many things...

...

i'm feeling so depressed after the dinner with them.
the promotion.. sigh.. oh.. never mind........
it is pointless crying over split milk.

mr andy.. he is such an interesting person ^^
i was so surprised that him said 'i love u' after i booked the cab.
lol~ i know it was a joke.
i felt sad when he was heading back to Seoul.
he is really a very very nice person.
very honoured to know he trusted us..

mr charles.. hmm.. there is something about him that makes me think..
he is cute.. i don't know..
i don't find him cute when i 1st met him a few days back :x
i'm such a weirdo~

mr jackie.. haha~ such a dork..
i'm so glad to know 윤호 is such a great person <3

mr shin.. u r truly a respected person....
i don't know how to express my heartfelt thanks to him..

how deep is ur love

i just farking hate how everything could be so screwed up.
sneering me at the same time.
internet connection sucks.
i can't talk to the person i want to.
i want a job badly.
i want to scream on top of my voice.
i feel like crying myself silly.
no.. in fact i did that already.
i farking look like a goldfish now. ㅠ.ㅠ

why must i hear 'how deep is your love' now?
u have wander away~
and i don't want u to show me anything.
let me dwell in my own world while u enjoy every moments in your life now.

allow me to live in my own fantasy world where i will be truly joyous.

<슈퍼주니어의 "속담아, 노~올자!">
8월 16일 함께 할 멤버 : 이특, 은혁, 성민, 강인, 규현
1st time 규현 is attending this radio show =)
♩♪ 인기가요 1 부 ♬
1. Summer time ... 포지션
2. 열정 ... 인순이
** 스타 뮤직 블로그 with 싸이 **
3. 연예인 ... 싸이
4. 새로운 사랑을 ... 보은

Super Junior 의 속담아 놀자
with Super Junior ( 이특, 은혁, 성민, 강인, 규현 )
5. Dancing Out ... Super Junior
6. Candy ... H.O.T

♩♪ 인기가요 2 부 ♬
1. Maybe I Love You ... 걸프렌즈
2. Goodbye ... 이브
3. Throw My Fist ... 신화

** 말꼬리를 잡아라!**
4. 노을 ... 부활
5. 내사랑 송이 ... 원우

song list credits kbs
these boys are so delirious~
and they want to go to a-nation?! lol~ silly dudes ^^;;
omg...... i can't believe what i hear at 11.35pm (KRN Time)
hahhaha! a male fan called in ^^
who turned out to be..... read on~~
based on my goldfish memory ^^;;

at about 11.35pm, a male called into the radio show.

male: hello! this hyunjoong. (in a girly voice)
suju: hello!
male: who is this?
suju: blah blah (the suju boys were introducing themselves)
male: HUH? who is this? blah blah~ (can't hear well because he is mumbling)
dj junhyung: which suju member do you like best?
male: who is this?
dj junhyung: park junhyung ^^**
male: ahh... i like... Kangin the best (giggling in the background)

by this time, i was already very amused by this male fan who likes suju.
he sounds so young..

kangin: ahh.. thank you (sounding alittle surprised and amused)
leeteuk: where are you from? are you a student?
male: who is this?
leeteuk: leeteuk.
male: ahh.. i'm a high school student. (giggling again)
leeteuk: jaejoong ah!
male: ah... AHAHAHAHA! ye, hello! jaejoong here.

i burst out laughing when i found out it was him who called in <333

suju: ah~ where are you now? japan?
dj junhyung: in japan? for 'Sky' promotion?
jaejoong: ah.. it is for a movie premiere in Osaka. it just ended.
dj junhyung: oh~ where are the rest of them?
jaejoong: pls wait (giggling again)

male: blah blah (alot of static from his mobile, he was introducing himself)
eunhyuk: ahh.. junsu ah~~~~
junsu: blah blah (i can't hear him but he was really hyper and happy =DD)
suju: (laughing away at his comments)
dj junhyung: who else is there?
junsu: pls wait~~~~ (laugh)

male: HAHAHAHA! (he laughed very loudly)
leeteuk: ah.. yunho ah?
male: ahh.. ahahaha~
leeteuk: yunho? (uncertainty in his voice)
male: NO~ it is CHANGMIN ah~ (=.=;;;;;; he is weird)
dj junhyung: it is fun in japan? what are you doing?
changmin: oh.. hello! hyung! just finished the movie. it had been fun in japan ^^
dj junhyung: who else is there?
changmin: pls. wait~~

male: ah.. hello~ (deep voice, sounded like he had a bad flu)
leeteuk: ah.. it must have been very tough on yunho.
dj junhyung: ah.. yunho ah? this is junhyung.
yunho: yes.. hello junhyung~ hyung~
dj junhyung: how are you? is everything ok? it must have been hard on you. a leader who has to take care of his younger ones. it must be tough on your body.
yunho: ah.. it is ok~ (i think he was trying to add on he is fine and doing well on his leader role. i don't know how he mentioned kangin's name)
kangin: yunho ah~ this is kangin~ (laugh)
yunho: oh.. kangin hyung (sounded rather surprised)
kangin: pls. take care~ where is yoochun?
yunho: ok. i will~ pls wait (sigh.. poor thing.. his voice is really choked up ;( )

yoochun: HELLO! (he sounded so hyper, like junsu)
dj junhyung: hello~ what are you doing now?
yoochun: oh~ we just finished watching a movie. just ended.
dj junhyung: do you know who am i? this is park junhyung.
yoochun: ah.. i know. junhyung~ hyung (he is like act coquettishly!!! ^^;;;;;;;)
dj junhyung: come to kbs radio soon all right?
yoochun: OK ^^ (i can almost pic his beaming face)

------------------- end ------------------
ha~ how pathetic my life is?
i'm happy over such little things~

T.T

i don't know why i'm feeling so sore.
i ought to be happy because the tickets are with me already.

am i doing the wrong things to make the distance even further?
why are u acting strange?

i hate myself even more.
i wish i know what is going on.

---------------------------------

thank u maddie <333
u cheered me up~
for saying i'm looking like 재중 ^^;
he is such a pretty boy~
i would LOVE to have his delicate features and charmistic smile =)
in fact, i think he is more girly than me =D

maddie says:
jaejoong look-a-like = rara

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
:x
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
wah.... i'm jaejoong?

maddie says:
the hair the hair
maddie says:
covering one eye

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
i don't mind manz =P

maddie says:
ringo

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
ahahahaaa~ he is pretty!
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
i want to look like him

maddie says:
rara kirei too

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
kirei?

maddie says:
pretty?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
ooooh... *blush*

maddie says:
wat shampoo you use huh?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
ahahah~ i use 'the face shop' intensive shampoo ^^;

maddie says:
oh...good ma?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
it is good for colored hair ^^

maddie says:
ah so...looking for frizzy hair one

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
hmm.. i think they have hair straightening ones too =D

maddie says:
ah must go see see

i want to

drink the ice soda that they are having~
준수 looks so skinny >ㅁ<

m size 060814

credits to lovecc
edited by `rara


sigh.. why is the graphics so lousy? :x
so blurry~
been a long time since i last made a gif.
i can't remember the old programme that i used.
the graphics was so clear.

^^

finally got home =D
just now i was spazzing so much with momo & vi at mac's ^^
we are the psychomoravi. lol!
we can stare at one 슈주 pic and yakked so much~
슈주짱!

ahh.. went for an informal interview which ended up as proper interview ^^;
i was decked in jeans & my fav black top~
well.. kat told me i don't have to be in formal attire.
she suggested another job =D
how coll~ (유천 style)
i ended up meeting 2 recruit consultants and their manager in that 1 hr =D
i did 3 personality tests, too~ ^^

*cross fingers and toes*

*hugs my lucky charm tightly*

it has been such a cheery day <333

Full Ver of Free Your Mind Remix MV

click on frame to watch
credits to withyoonho
edited by `rara

형준.. 보고 싶어~

free your mind

oh.. the remix ver
but it uses all the 1st concert in Seoul's footage~
blah.. anyway, this is the preview ver only.

Free Your Mind (Remix MV)

click on frame to watch

hahahah~ the boys are funny!
they throw the crew into the sea =P

M Size 060807 MTV Jpn

click on frame to watch

credits to withyoonho + narynyuchun
edited by `rara

zepp tokyo 060628

WATCH THESE!
why?
i saw my hairbands again!
and i truly ♥ their Japan 1st Live Tour 2006!
did i say 준수 & 재중 ooze sex from every pores of their bods?
tell me.. how can i NOT be high?

WARNING!
provocative! :x

Try my love + Break up the shell

click on frame to watch

one + backstage

click on frame to watch

credits: on vids

whoa

lotsa eye candies!

TVXQ - M Size 060731 MTV
준수 is the winner <3
창민 is violent! =.=

click on frame to watch

Shinhwa - 僕らの心には太陽がある 060730 NHK Music Express

click on frame to watch

원탁의 천사 MV ft 민우

click on frame to watch

Super Junior - Love Dance Cut 060730 SBS X Man

click on frame to watch

credits to oceansix, 3asian, myteuk

vacation mv

i love this mv so much...
struck a cord in my little heart <3
this song is so sad...
sweetie, i'm missing u ♡

click on frame to watch
credits to SM

insomnia

:x cannot sleep.
so i ended up surfing net till now~

muahahhha~ my hairband on 재중
forgive him for wearing it wrongly =P


cute =D


형준! *^^*


준수 & 기범 <3333333


i would GLADLY swop places with LG boss =D


credits on pics

geez.. almost 6am..
time to hit the sack~

red sun mv

another summer song~
i like it but there are too many people on screen.
it is so confusing.
their faces get blurry when the camera focus on all of them.
oㅁo;; 기범 gets so LITTLE airtime!
even newbie 규현 gets upclose shots.. :x
lol~ they ought to pair 준수 & 은혁 together!
instead of 이특 & 예성 couple =P
almost can't recognise The Trax.
they discard their grunge look~
i think Rose disappeared? o.O













click on frame to view

credits to withyoonho
edited by `rara

geez.. i slept at 5am this morning
time to go to bed again with sun rays beaming at me =D

ah........... helen & nicky arriving in SG tonight <3

sky pv + lyrics

their 7th japan single pv just aired around an hr ago on MUSIC ON! TV~

u see the caps here 1st <3
it's SUMMER TIME! =D
i can't stop giggling at their dance ^ㅁ^
apparently, someone's outfit is so.. erm.. off
wrong color combination!

윤호 always looked tormented :x
준수 the angel <3
재중 the sex god =P
유천 & his red car again oㅁo;
창민 the birdnest hair do =.=








get the single!
releasing on 16th aug =)

wanna watch? <3

click on frame to view

credits to bestiz & lovegratia
edited by `rara

lyrics

★재중★
晴れわたる空高
맑게 개인 하늘 높이
どこまでも手を伸ばし
어디까지나 손을 뻗고
光 體中に浴びて
빛을 몸속까지 쬐어
騷ぎ出す胸の鼓動
두근대기 시작하는 가슴의 고동
忘れられない 夏にしよう
잊을 수 없는 여름이 되게 하자
君がここにいるから
네가 여기에 있으니까

★유천★
脫ぎ捨ててゆく 傷も痛みも
벗어가고 있어, 상처도 아픔도
自由だけだきしめて 明日に向かうよ
자유만을 안고 내일을 향할 거야

★동방신기★
太陽が今僕らの上で
태양이 지금 우리들 위에
耀き續けるから
계속 빛나고 있으니까

★창민★
この夏は永遠に終わらない Believe me
이 여름은 영원히 끝나지 않아 Believe me

★동방신기★
好きな感じで樂しめばいい
좋아하는 느낌으로 즐겨도 좋아
くり返す Everything's alright
반복되는 Everything's alright

★준수★
何もかも熱い世界に屆け
어떤 것도 뜨거운 세상에 닿을 거야

★창민★
南風吹く場所で 見つめる道の先は
남풍이 부는 곳에서 보고있는 길의 앞은
搖れる蜃氣樓のかなた
흔들리는 신기루의 저편

★윤호★
夢は僕らに何か
꿈은 우리들에게 무언가를
傳えて前に進むため
전해주기 전에 나아가기 위한
心强くさせるよ
마음을 강하게 해줘

★유천★
一度しかない 今日という日に
한 번밖에 없는 오늘이라는 날에
思い切りぶつかれば　扉は開くよ
마음껏 부딪히면 문은 열릴 거야

★동방신기★
見上げれば空 見下ろせば海
우러러보면 하늘 굽어보면 바다
そこに僕らは生きて<
그곳에서 우리들은 살아가

★창민★
この夏にめぐり合えた奇跡 Believe you
이 여름에 다시 만난 기적 Believe you

★동방신기★
笑ってゆこう君と一緖に
웃으면서 가자, 너와 함께
飛び出せば Everything's alright
날아오른다면 Everything's alright

★준수★
限りなく晴れわたるあの空へ
끝이 없이 맑게 개인 저 하늘로

★동방신기★
太陽が今僕らの上で
태양이 지금 우리들 위에
耀き續けるから
계속 빛나고 있으니까

★창민★
この夏は永遠に終わらない Believe me
이 여름은 영원히 끝나지 않아 Believe me

★동방신기★
好きな感じで樂しめばいい
좋아하는 느낌으로 즐겨도 좋아
くり返す Everything's alright
반복되는 Everything's alright

★준수★
何もかも熱い世界に屆け
어떤 것도 뜨거운 세상에 닿을 거야

credits to daum

my destiny

orange - japanese pronounciation
blue - korean translation
black - english translation

동방신기 - My Destiny

歸えりたい。長い夜に 僕の胸はまだ迷っている
카에리타이 나가이 요루니 보쿠노 무네와 마다 마욧테이루
돌아가고 싶어. 기나긴 밤에 내 가슴은 아직 헤매이고 있어
I hope to go back. A long night of waiting, my heart aches
歸れない。淡い朝に 告げた誓い 噓になるから
카에레나이 아와이 아사니 츠게타 치카이 우소니 나루카라
돌아갈 수 없어. 희미한 아침에 고했던 맹세가 거짓이 되어버리니까
However, there is no turning back. When the morning comes, all is gone
あの頃の僕らの影が 今 立ち上がり 動き出す
아노 코로노 보쿠라노 카게가 이마 타치아가리 우고키다스
그시절 우리들의 그림자가 지금 일어나 움직이기 시작하지
In the past, I see our silhouettes moved but now they did not
You know that I'm still waiting for you

Another day, Another night
未來はそこに 立ち止まっているけれど
미라이와 소코니 타치토맛테이루케레도
미래는 그 곳에 멈춰서있지만
The future will not come as time has stopped
Now Living without your love
君の 震える 肩を 思い出しては 言い聞かせてる
키미노 후루에루 카타오 오모이다시테와 이이키카세테루
그대의 떨리는 어깨를 떠올리고는 되뇌이고 있어
I still remember how you stood there, trembling
現実だけが切ない My destiny
이마다케가 세츠나이 My destiny
지금만이 애절한 My destiny
Now, it is only sorrowful my destiny

忘れたい。君の瞳 君の淚 君のため息を
와스레타이 키미노 히토미 키미노 나미다 키미노 타메이키오
잊고싶어. 그대의 눈동자 그대의 눈물 그대의 한숨을
I want to forget everything. Your tears, your breathes...
忘れない。リング外し氣持ち隠し 過ごす 每日
와스레나이 링구 하즈시 키모치 카쿠시 스고스 마이니치
잊을 수 없어. 반지를 빼버리고 마음을 숨기고 지내는 매일
There is no way of forgetting. Everyday, I still think of you as I breathe.
心だけ叫んでいるよ もう一度だけ傳えたい
코코로다케 사켄데이루요 모-이치도다케 츠타에타이
마음만이 외치고 있어 다시 한 번만 더 전하고 싶어
My heart is yearning for you, I hope to go back again.
You know that My heart's beating for you

Another way, Another line
永遠なんて信じていた 蒼い季節
에이엔난테 신지테이타 아오이토키
영원같은걸 믿고있었던 푸른 계절
I believe we could be together eternally
But Living without your life
君とまわり道でも 手を取り合って步きたかった
키미토 마와리미치데모 테오 토리앗테 아루키타캇타
멀리 돌아간다 해도 그대와 손을 잡고 걷고싶었어
You are so far away from me, I wish to grasp your hand
思い出と 溶け合う My destiny
오모이데토 토케아우 My destiny
추억과 함께 녹아드는 My destiny
My destiny melted in reminiscence

二人でいれば風も波も雲も 越えられる 氣がした years ago
후타리데 이레바 카제모 나미모 쿠모모 코에라레루 키가시타 years ago
우리 둘이서라면 바람도 파도도 구름도 넘을 수 있을 것 같았어 years ago
Years ago, two of us are like the wind, waves and clouds
叶うなら One more chance
카나우나라 One more chance
이루어진다면 One more chance
Could we go back, one more chance
時間旅行へ飛びたい Spread my wing
지칸료코에 토비타이 Spread my wing
시간여행을 향해 날고싶어 Spread my wing
I want to travel back to the past, spread my wing

Another you Another me
生まれ變わっても結合ばれぬ 思いならば
우마레 카왓테모 무스바레누 오모이나라바
다시 태어난다 해도 맺어질 수 없는 마음이라면
But it is not possible
So Living without your near
君と夢で会えたらそれだけで いい それだけが いい
키미토 유메데 아에타라 소레다케데 이이 소레다케가 이이
그대와 꿈에서 만난다면 그것만으로 괜찮아 그것만이 괜찮아
I can only meet you in my dreams, it is all right.. though it is in my dreams
痛みさえ奪って my destiny
이타미사에 우밧테 my destiny
아픔마저 가져가... my destiny
It is painful... my destiny

Another day Another night
今は二人でそれぞれの道を進む
이마와 후타리데 소레조레노 미치오 스스무
지금은 둘이서 서로의 길을 나아가
Now I'll move on alone

Now Living without your love
君の 揺れる 睫を 思い出しては 言い聞かせてる
키미노 유레루 마츠게오 오모이다시테와 이이키카세테루
그대의 흔들리던 속눈썹을 떠올리고는 되뇌이고 있어
Remembering the times
現実だけが切ない My destiny
이마다케가 세츠나이 My destiny
지금만이 애절한 My destiny
Now, it is only sorrowful my destiny

The last time we made love, you said that you love me true
I'm missing your tender touch, I'm missing your...

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