peeved T.T

if i could do something, i will want to fly to Japan and smack someone.
AND GET BACK MY $.
it is just amazing how one can owe me $ for months and despite the number of times of reminders, i still don't get my $ back.
in oct 2005, someone msg me on msn asking for help to get some cds.
i happily agreed as i trusted this person.
then in dec 2005, some major screw-ups occurred in the forum i modded.
the whole forum shut down and i 'lost' contact with this person.
those people started another forum, which i have no interest to join.
(why join a bunch of liars and fucking fakers?)

in this new millennium, there is this thing called the Electronic Mail or Email for short.
we even have the famous MSN messenger.
in my email, i asked her why she did not deliver what she had promised in dec 2005.
she replied i was not even online and she can't contact me.
T.T
interesting reasons i would say!
those who know me always see me online. fucked up excuses.
today, i found out that she is helping some members to get the japan ver of shinhwa stuffs and ordering some branded skirt that is ONLY available in USA.
how would i feel?
yes, u r right. PEEVED.
how responsible this person is!
a fucking liar who told me she will return the $ ASAP.
she got someone(who owed her $) to send me part of the debt 1st.
promised to return me the remaining as she will be going to the post office and mailed me my $.
my foot! T.T
you know what?
EMPTY VESSELS MAKE THE MOST NOISE.

i emailed her again just now to ask for confirmation.
she is supposed to email me once she send out the mail.
apparently.. NOT. 5 whole months of waiting.
i'm feeling damn fucking pissed.
i fought with terence partly because of this matter.
this whole $ chasing thing is pissing me off and ruin my mood.
and it just messed up all my happy mood.
i never thought i will ever type 'fuck' in my blogs.
and i refrain of using it.. but
why?
i cussed them when i'm really angry.
i'm sick of all these crap.

that relaxing swim earlier did not calm me down.
damn it.

lesson learnt:
do not EVER help someone to order things whom u thought u can trust.
only do it AFTER that someone pay u 1st.
i hate asking people to return me my $.
why?
because one should always have the initiative to return the things one owe.
THIS GIRL SIMPLY DOES NOT HAVE IT.