i'm losing myself again.
and i hate myself for doing it.
it just ruin everything i've worked so hard for.
trying to prove to someone whom i love that i can be better.
in the end..
all my efforts gone down in the drain.
many a times, i want to give up everything i have
and go to somewhere far far far away...
i had really crazy thoughts in the pool last night...
selfish, self denial, self pity, irresponsible are the words that come to my mind.
how can someone, who is not in my shoes, comprehend?
life is crap.
i feel like crying my eyes out.
who will hold me while i sob?
no one.
fly away.. fly away love.. (quote: 김재중 - 인사 )
listening to 東方神起 - I Wanna Hold You 20060210 1st Concert Live
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don't give up
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