Monday, May 28, 2007

rocher


i love this!
these taste sooooooooooo much better than the ones i got from the ordinary stores.
so much more crispier, creamier, nuttier!
the regular rocher is of no fight to her german cousin.

must go to Candy Empire to stock up on my desk <3

blue szeto babe, i love sweets from your country ;)

Sunday, May 27, 2007

big girls don't cry

agree?
i do.
girls are not as weak as what most people think.
=) stand tall & proud.


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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

you'll never walk alone

GOOD LUCK to my fav team to the big match! =)
champion league final!!!


Thursday, May 17, 2007

나쁜

놈

그 놈은 발칙한 놈이야

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

feverish

didn't realise a bad throat in the evening will lead to fever at midnight.
feeling so cold & my body aches.
been a long time since i last fall sick.
feeling so drowsy but i want to get my work done.
feel like chopping off my neck.
it hurts :(

i think this mv will make most guys feverish =P

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Monday, May 14, 2007

>ㅁ<

슬퍼하는 라라.

너.. 사라져.

너.. 까불거리는 여자.

가.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

미녀는 괴로워

i like 200 pounds beauty =)



natural vs plastic.
right or wrong?
i see it as nothing wrong & i don't look down upon them.

hate it when people say "Oh.. looks is not important. character is more important."
that is bullsh*t.
what is the 1st thing that humans notice in the first 10 secs upon meeting someone?
the face.
which means.. it is our looks.
so screw those superficial people.
not everyone is born as a natural beauty, be it a guy or girl.
ALWAYS love yourself for who you are.
it is your life & if you feel that by going for plastic surgery makes you more confident in other aspects of your life, go for it.
the most important is you must not regret your decision.
or hurt yourself or someone in the process.
there is no turning back once you go under the knife.
so... think very carefully.

mum

Saturday, May 12, 2007

non color-fast

sheesh!
my new white top is ruined.
all due to the non color-fast t-shirt from the neighbour upstairs.
don't know if i can save it.
it is not even worn yet :x

Monday, April 30, 2007

happy birthday


to my dearest friend, don =)
a day late.. :x
by the time i got back to SG, it was past midnight.
glad to know u had a fabulous time ;)

my vacation was fun!
i hate the flying coaster though.
got a bad headache after that.
the outdoor theme park is so so.
i think my expectations a little too high.
my fav is still Japan's Disneyland =)

casio was not bad, a tad too smokey for me :x
didnt gamble, more like a spectator.
my dear is good at roulette! ;)
i see so many old folks there, especially at the Jackpot!
i think they can spend an entire day sitting in front of the slot machines.

i would say it was enjoyable & the weather was good.
however, we might not consider this place again.
it's more for gambling, not our cup of tea.

a short trip is refreshing =)

Friday, April 27, 2007

vacation

looking forward to it though it's just nearby =)
never been on a trip just by the two of us.
need to recharge our lives.

blissful that we have sorted things out.
let's work hard hand in hand to pave our future <3

If an angel is someone who's so filled with love,
It's a gift that they constantly share...
If an angel is someone who looks out for others,
And gives them a nudge here or there...
If an angel is someone who touches your life
With a heart that's both joyful and wise...
Then even though you don't have halo or wings,
You're an angel in human disguise
- Emily Matthews

Monday, April 23, 2007

talk

it will be great if u open up.
i'm more than willing to hear from your p.o.v.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

rest in peace

my deepest condolences to the deceased of massacre of Virginia Tech Uni.
a very shocking news.
this state is known to be very lax about their guns licensing.
they ought to do something about it.
it also made me ponder hard how violent koreans can get.
when it comes to love.
or would i say jealousy.
i rem i read an article recently about a korean couple who got into dispute when the guy suspected his gf to be dating another guy.
the angry guy climbed into his gf's apartment & slashed her.
this is insane.
too much love turns into hate?

Monday, April 16, 2007

wild hogs

went for a free preview at GV gold class on fri.
courtesy of citibank.
gosh~ the sofa seat reminded me of business class flight seats.
lol~
very comfortable <3
thank u alan =)
wild hogs is hilarious!
a good chill-out movie.
fight for ur dreams!

oh yes...
forgot to introduce caramel =)

my beloved lovable pudding soft toy <3
thank u dear <3
she has such a smiley face.
will definitely perk up my day, everyday =D

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

fox salon

is such a cool place =)
was there for a free styling by jeremy.
a very nice chap!
he wants me to his gf.
his gf for hair styling. hahaha!
he loves my hair.
i love the style he snipped ;)
chic!
not my usual style =P
my dear thought i looked much younger. kekee~
we went to k box to sing our lungs out.
hahaha!
the next time i were to sing 爱错, i think i might laugh alot.
both of us put this song on repeat mode to see who will sing out of tune.
laughed at each other till our ears were watery.
puahaha!
it was such a fun day ;)

Sunday, April 08, 2007

easter sun

=) happy easter sun!
i love my lindt gold bunny! <3

wanted to take pic of it but my LG phone is nutty.
i think the camera is a goner :x
kept hanging when i tried to activate the camera mode.
sad

Saturday, April 07, 2007

otters

adorable <3
otters that...... hold hands!

Thursday, April 05, 2007

colin


my dearest buddy!
many happy returns of the day! =)
may all your dreams come true!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

to my soul mate

somehow, out of all the twists and turns our lives could have taken, and out of all the chances we might have missed, it almost seems like we were given a meant-to-be moment ~ to meet, to get to know one another, and to set the stage for a special togetherness.

when i am with you, i know that i am in the presence of someone who makes my life more complete than i ever dreamed it could be. i turn to you for trust, and you give it openly. i look to you for inspiration, for answers, and for encouragement, and ~ not only do you never let me down ~ you lift my spirits up & take my thoughts to places where my troubles seem so much farther away and my joys feel like they're going to stay in my life forever.

i hope you'll stay forever, too. i feel like you're my soul mate. and i want you to know that my world is reassured by you, my tomorrows need to have you near, so many of my smiles depend on you, and my heart is so thankful that you're here.
- Carey Martin

quoted this from a card that was given to me 3 years ago.
memories...
다른 사랑의 눈에는 띄지않게
슬픔은 잠시 웃음뒤에 숨겨둘게

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

幸福

是 DIY.
你觉得呢?

Monday, April 02, 2007

사랑

Sunday, April 01, 2007

all fools' day

did u get prank on April Fools' Day?

i hope not.
=)

i love suns!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

뭐냐!

어째서 그런 이야기를 믿게 되었느냐?!
너! 도대체 무엇을 원하는 거냐?!
너! 조용히 해라!
너무 너무 너무 싫어!

ㅠ_ㅠ

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

josh


happy birthday to my dearest buddy! =D
may all your wishes come true!
stay healthy, happy & charming always <3

Monday, March 26, 2007

눈빛

난 틀려섰다.
난 사랑은 알 수 없다.
너 참된 눈빛 보여 주세요.

love is a game of power.
manipulation of emotions.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

진짜요?

상현오빠 어떻게 되었느냐..?
"너에게서 소식이 오기를 기다리고 있었요"
"진짜요?"
"네..."
should be contented to know he is always there?
it is weird.
he always calls at moments when i'm down.
6th sense?
sometimes, i do wish i've an elder brother by my side.
to educate me.

기다리는 자에게는 모든 것이 성취된다?
정말요?
i really hope that is the case.

왜 그사람을 기다리게 하다?
나는 정말로 너를 좋아하는가...
알라요?
雄, 「네」라고 말하다...

Thursday, March 22, 2007

more

yes..
i truly deserve more.
i can perform way better than this.

went to watch Mr Bean's Holiday.
free tickets for this premiere.
a good way to relax after a stressed week.
the beautiful scenery of Paris makes me want to go on a trip...
fight for star club~

Superdog has yummy hotdogs.
i had german bratwurst & zax had spicy italian.
oooh... delicious!
will consider going back again =)

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

buttons















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Sunday, March 18, 2007

tipsy

for 2 nights in a row is bad :x
we were at MOS's members' area, which is a good thing.
the dance floor was packed like sardines.
it was great talking to jason though he was already quite high.
robin & him drank quite a bit.
amazing to know he was a star club qualifier for 2 years. =)
a pity he left our company already.
if not, i can seek more advise from him.
i'm remembering his words to work very hard in our industry.

yest, we went to watch 300 1st.
a bloody movie. guys will love it.
adrenalin rush for them.
then to Billard Bar at Fort Canning Park.
a nice place to chill out.
we had free mixers for our Southern Comfort.
we can go from playing 5-10 to pool to watching the match of Chelsea vs Sheffield United.
5-10 is the deadly game. lol~
repeated offenders had to drink our formulated drink! XD

feel so good to chill out after a long week~

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

cough

:( coughing so badly till my chest hurt.
the lack of the sleep is really bad.
a toil on my health.
i think i'm stressed out.

i can't wait to go for tennis <3

ah.. happy white day!
hope u received some candies or chocolates.
it is sweet of J to call me from Seoul =)
glad that this brother of mine still rem me.
lol~

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

girlfriend

i love this girl <3
she is full of punk!

suddenly i miss my long, dark hair..


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Monday, March 12, 2007

confidence

is what i'm lacking.
:(
i need to boost up my morales...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

elfie

is the cutest chihuahua dog <3
=D
would love to bring elfie & turbo (collie) out to east coast again!

Friday, March 09, 2007

rara & blue

introducing...


and

2 of my fav gifts <3

Thursday, March 08, 2007

happyness

*beam*
i'm having this big =D on my face since last night
the road to happyness <3

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

be truly happy

and successful = my goals.
i'm going to fight very very hard to achieve my goals!

was almost late for work today as i went to post something.

my friendships mean alot to me, much more than i've ever thought...
due to my poor management of $, i couldn't shower much gifts to my buds years back.
some of u might say it is not necessary to give presents.
in my eyes & heart, i'd love to show my appreciation through small gifts.
these may not be very expensive or of branded quality..
however, these represent my warm thoughts of u.
these are given to u from the bottom of my heart.
i want my bud to be truly happy =D
always remember that...
all of us will be there for u <3
always

my bud:
'you couldn't pay me to be your best friend...
i already signed up for free!'

Monday, March 05, 2007

mini cooper s

u r sooooooooooo going to be mine!
in 2-3 years' time!

Sunday, March 04, 2007

zoo

raining cats & dogs when we were at the zoo.
it was a great pity that we can't see the special hog show.
that was my main objective to be there.
ah! i want to comment on the drooling horse!
a trail of sticky drool dripped from the horse's mouth!
after that, it licked it up.
ewwwww!
didn't get to see alot of animals as it rained too heavily.
nevertheless, it was pure joy!
to be in my most relaxed & silly state =P
truly to be myself <3
i'm feeling so delighted that my bud enjoyed the day, too.
perky perky!
till now, i still fantasied about working in the zoo =P

music & lyrics is such a pretty film.
love the songs, not to mention drew barrymore.
her outfits are <3
hugh grant is charming!
'pop! goes my heart' is so retro!
i adore the scenes when they collaborated on writing 'way back into love'.
sweet =)
love is about complimenting & bringing the best out of each other.
the soundtrack is worth listening to. =)

these are my fav scenes quotes:

Sophie Fisher: [Moves chair]
Alex Fletcher: What are you doing, you madwoman, you're wrecking my apartment!
Sophie Fisher: Well, I can't write sitting all the way across the room.
Alex Fletcher: No, go back to your corner!
Alex Fletcher: ...Fine, alright.
Alex Fletcher: I'm blocked. How am I supposed to get out?
Sophie Fisher: Go out the other side.
Alex Fletcher: But...but...I've never been out the other side.

Alex Fletcher: The best time I've had in the last fifteen years was sitting at that piano with you.
Sophie Fisher: That's wonderfully sensitive... especially from a man who wears such tight pants.
Alex Fletcher: It forces all the blood to my heart.

Alex Fletcher: [start of Way Back Into Love Demo Version] Way Back Into Love, take one.
Sophie Fisher: I-uh-I'm getting really nervous.
Alex Fletcher: You'll be fine, just use your normal, nice voice that I've heard... so much over the last three days.
Sophie Fisher: It's like, ugh, my throat's closing up. It's, like, anaphylactic.
[cough]
Alex Fletcher: It's fine, it's just a three minute song.

blister

:x don't even know how i can get a blister on my right thumb.
don't tell me the bowling ball is too heavy for me?
or i throw it the wrong way?
sob.
it hurts ;(
anyway... i won a ang bao for striking =P
there is a CNY promotion for a strike when the only colored pin is in the centre.
didn't expect to strike it. keekke~
the manager of super bowl called me 小妹!
ahhaaa~ that sounds funny.
i do wish i'm still that young ㅋㅋ


muahaha~ can't wait to watch 'music & lyrics'!
have been humming the song 'way back into love' in my little head.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

protege

it is a good movie.
Protege is about drugs.
i had not watched a good HK movie for ages.
this is good =)
daniel wu is wow! lol =P

:( i've been feeling pukey lately.
lost my big appetite.
will feel the hunger pangs but i just don't feel like eating.
even when i eat, it's only a few mouthful.
after awhile, i'll feel like throwing up.
what is wrong with me? :(
bulimic?

Thursday, March 01, 2007

beep



it's time to beep off my life.
enough is enough.
i'm going to have the last laugh =)


met colin for lunch at Beppun Menkan Japanese Noodles.
the noodles are succulent!
we can get to pick the spicy rating =P
i picked 1 chili. haha~
2 chilis is already too spicy for me ^^;

in the evening, met up with josh for dinner at Aglio Olio at tanjong pagar.
prior to dinner, 2 sweet japanese girls came up to us to ask for directions to Blue Ginger.
as both of us are not too sure, josh went to search while i waited with both of them.
they were quite shy initial.. but i broke the ice =P
it was their 1st time in Singapore & they will be flying back to Kyoto tonight.
they would love to spend more time in Singapore but they don't have enough $.
one of them even said i look like a japanese. lol
they were delighted to know both of us had been to Tokyo & love their homeland =)
as josh still can't figure out where Blue Ginger is, he finally called the restaurant.
the staff offered to come over to lead the 2 japanese girls the way.
that's good service =)
kekee~ going to try blue ginger someday.
heard of their big name long time back~
peranakan food is part of my heritage <3

music

& lyrics =)
demo version of 'way back into love'


hahaa! i can picture myself doing that XD


i love drew =)
since many many years back.

colin, thank u buddy for sending this song 'lift' to me <3
i love the song.
it is very meaningful & i want to thank u for encouraging me..
will be lifting up soon.
i'm sure of it =)

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

dreamgirls

a must watch movie~
excellent voice, enchanting backdrops =)
dreamgirls is an emotional movie.
u can feel it in their songs!
strong emotions & prowess in their singing.
amazing!
whoa~ i love it!
living for one's dreams & find success is not an easy path.
to be let down by your closest ones...
one must be strong & fight on!
in the end, u'll get the last laugh =D

want to thank zax & colin for spending the time to perk me up =)
been rather down.. but i'll not let my emotions get the better of me.
must be strong & move on!
believe in my own ability <3

zax & colin =P


colin, me & zax ^^;
i'll rem our deal~


my piggies =)
thank u my dearest buddy <3

Monday, February 26, 2007

love

Love has its own time, its own seasons and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.

But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do...

Love always has been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

If you keep your heart open, it will come again.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

half a year

gone...
if u really love a person, u'll let him / her go.
love is not a possession.
if u can survive what didn't kill u, u'll be stronger.
he's already giving a shot at another relationship.
why should i still be hanging on?
please be really concern about my feelings like u said.
promise me that it's not another pack of lies.
if u really cherish me as ur buddy, respect my feelings.
it's really not easy for me all these time.
this swop in status is a huge change.
it has been tough for me.
but i guess i'll survive it.
i must survive it.
i don't want to give up on myself.
i dont want...

Saturday, February 24, 2007

死了

被遗忘了
付出了那么多 最终还是个空
我的心已经痛到麻了
应该把手放开了
真心祝福你们俩
ra, it's time to really move on.

nagano

treated the gang at Nagano.
one of my fav japanese restaurants.
succulent dishes at affordable price =)
heheee~ feedback from the gang is good!
they love the food & will come back again. haha!
mr tang must give me commission! XD

salmon yansei set =)
the sukiyaki set is a must try. yum!


contented diners =P (missing chaps went for take-5)

ooh.. had my 1st taste at sake.
hot sake is like soju!
cold sake is like vodka!
ahahaa~ hands up for hot sake =)

after dinner, it was dessert time!
brought them to Ice Cream Gallery.
they love the durian ice cream!
no no for me.. *pinch nose*
i enjoyed avocado gula melaka <3

after filling up our tummies, we went for "Just Follow Law".
it's so freaking true about working in civil service.
can relate to it.
people with high IQ are often not blessed with high EQ.

在傍晚时我不是很开心.
原本是相当开心的..
将会和我最要好的朋友们去享受晚餐..
直到我接到一通电话...
在那一瞬间, 我感到我在他的心目中的地位是那么的渺小..
心好痛.
被取代地位了吗?
是他故意的吗?
伤害我的心..
有没有想到我的感受..
再坚固的水晶,在多次地甩在地板上也会粹掉..
听到'专属天使'时, 眼泪自动滑下来了..
为何?

Thursday, February 22, 2007

bar stop

=) went there for happy hour & dinner with sok chen, colin & zax.
bar stop is a pretty cool place.
when sok chen & i got there at around 6.30pm, it was almost packed.
whoa~ so early. hahaha~
those people don't have to work?!
the pork cubes & lobster ravioli are good =)
the ox-tail stew is too salty.
zax's lamb chops is too well-done. charred. XD
hmm.. overall, i love it.
will consider going back to chill out.
best of all... SMOKE-FREE!
muahaha!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

专属天使

during the 2nd day of CNY, i was at josh's place.
our 大姐, cecilia started to tell me about '花样少男少女'.
it was such a funny drama! XD
finally watched it on tv. muahaaha~
ella is so kawaii!
ooh.. not forgeting 吴尊 & 汪东城!
吴尊 is of the same age as me! =P
帅!
came to know of this new taiwanese group '飞轮海' when i saw their mv about 2 months back.
a cute bunch of guys =)

'花样少男少女' 的片尾曲 '专属天使' 是一首相当好听和感人的歌.

专属天使
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
woo 要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
oh 绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
Woo...
Woo...

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

blessings

from my closest friends made my day =)

yest was still a public holiday & most places were closed.
laura brought nachos home!
the cheeky dog was barking for at least 2 mins before he settled down.
he came to me after that. very adorable <3
haha! he will do anything for food!
he refused to shake paws with us until laura lured it with pineapple tart!
hahhaha!
when zax & marlene came over to my house, nachos started barking again. T_T he took at least another 5 mins before he quietened down.



we went bowling 1st =P
after that, we went to the bees' place.
when we got there, there were already lots of people gambling / watching tv prog.
i didn't expect zax to bring out my fav ice cream cake.
it was cookies & cream <3
yummy yummy! =)


i'm very touched to have so many of my friends celebrating my bday..
it felt like i'm 21 again. lol
it is really a great joy to be with my beloved ones on my big day.
i'm so contented =)
don't know what words to use to describe my feelings...
heheee~ like a family photo =P


finally.. my bday gift from the gang <3


wahahahaa~ i wanna play with my neon pink nano <3

a heart-felt thank you to my dearest ones..
all these mean alot to me..

i love u guys <3

Monday, February 19, 2007

my big day

i don't mean it as my wedding day.
of course, i wish that day will arrive one day.
a year older now... i hope it also means alot wiser.
earlier, the day didn't go quite well.
i seriously think the sentence 'how have u been?' is not lucky.
whenever i replied 'good', 'great' or 'wonderful', something unpleasant is bound to happen.
fancy squabbling with my best friend.
i was upset that why he didn't offer his help.
expectations? no.. not exactly.
i want my closest friends to show concern on their own accord.
i didn't want them to shower concern after i told them of my disappointments.
shouldn't it be purely out of good gesture & will?
it hurts more when the blow comes from someone very close to me.
everyone of us have good friends.
out of these good friends, there is 1 or 2 whom you will count on & turn to most.
when they didn't do what you would think they could, you'll start pondering.
questions will start appearing in your little head.
are new friends more important?
friendships that is almost a decade is nothing special?
those special moments that we have shared is incomparable?

what do you exactly hope & wish your best friends will do for you?
it is very simple for me.
a sweet sms to perk up the day.
a lunch / dinner date.
a pack of my fav snacks.
a comforting hug.
an ensuring smile.
a 'get well soon' msg when i'm sick.
being there for me when i'm the weakest.
these are not very demanding right?
it doesn't take a lot of effort to show love & care towards your closest friends.
most important of all, these little actions must come from within your genuine heart.

my 1st bday gift =)
a pretty set of jewellery.
very sweet <3


a slice of pretty cake for myself =)

i hope for things to take on a better path for me.
the last quarter of the year had been very tough on me.
many changes took place & they almost suffocated me.
these made me realise i'm not that strong as i thought i am.
i wish i will be more independent, firm, healthy, cheerful, confident to take on new challenges.
i must always believe in '明天会有新的剧情 会有人更爱我 会有不再委屈的命运'

a bear hug to my dear friend, andy <3
see this uberly cute sheep!

muacks to andy!
i love you, girl!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

crazy first love

just finished watching 첫사랑 사수 궐기대회 on cable.
not the 1st time watching this movie.
the memories still seem so fresh...
do guys like Tae-il still exist?
going all the way to protect & fight for his love.
believing in the fact they will be living happily ever after.
life is so unpredictable.

a pretty set of mobile phone accessories.
i wonder where is it now.



when will my heart be shielded?

i hate watching old movies.
always cry after watching them.
wish i'm not an emotionally rich person.

=)

lol~
can't believe i picked such a card XD
have plenty of fun my dearest friends on this auspicious day! <3


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Saturday, February 17, 2007

new year eve

heheee~ to all my beloved friends =)
enjoy your reunion dinner <3

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Friday, February 16, 2007

drained

feeling so tired =.=
intensive training is tough

happy birthday 에릭

Thursday, February 15, 2007

missing out

things in life.
diving is one of them.
i learnt from andy that it is a very refreshing way to relax.
i knew this long ago from my classmate years back.
he is a pro diver.
i've always been fascinated then..
viewing the underwater world is an overwhelming experience.
phobia of the sea deter me from dipping.
hearing the exciting experience from the horse's mouth is cool.
it is something worth considering.
during my course, i learnt many new things from vincent.
traffic police is really an eye-opening job.
next is raymond, who saves cats.
he showed me a video of his 2 cats.
lovely, healthy cats with beautiful tails!
i've a strong affinity for cats since young.
love dogs, hamsters, rabbits, etc etc..
in a nutshell, love anything furry.


oh yes.. went for dessert at Häagen-Dazs.
melon & green tea.
hmm.. the melon ice cream tasted like banana :x
weird tasting.
green tea is still the best.

왜 마음이 실망해?
싫어..
불쾌하게 생각해..
그가 너무 새롱거리는 것이 불쾌해..
너무 너무 좋아하지 않아요..
개

새

끼

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

rose


hehee~ darling pauline gave this to me =P
a sweet pink rose with baby breathes <3
it comes with a teddy bear! =)

i wish the lighting is better, kinda too dark to see the pic clearly.
i'm not a huge flower lover person but still it feels great to get this from my close friend.
during my way back, i was thinking how would it be if i were to return home to find a bouquet of sunflowers for me.
touched? i will be, for sure.
i guess i still love the idea of receiving flowers.
well, the sender is definitely a crucial factor.
this year's valentines' is different.
nevertheless, i feel wonderful to spend it with my beloved friends <3
who says valentines' is only meant for lovers..

love is universal =)

happy v day


a very blessed & lovely valentines' day to all my beloved ones =)

i love u all <3

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

생일 축가해


to my dearest friend, blue szeto
happy birthday! <3
it's your special day to shine!
enjoy every bit of it, my dearest friend =)

state of shock

i can't believe this...
in a state of shock when i read about Jeong Da-Bin's death.
barely a month ago, U;Nee hanged herself..
depression was the main reason.
screw those malicious keyboard 'warriors'!
these f*ckers enjoy leaving vicious posts on fansites.
losers!
they can't express their anger in real life and choose to express evil words behind anonymity and from a safe distance.
they take pleasure in posting poisonous messages.
they believe that they are targeting at these people in the news, and not having the intention to cause personal harm.
what the f*ck are they thinking?!
they are ruining someone's precious life!
a word kills someone faster than a sword.
i'm feeling rather disturbed by these news =(
what is happening to all these people?

may Da-bin & U;Nee rest in peace.

Monday, February 12, 2007

best friends

best buddies


hug each other


always

Sunday, February 11, 2007

i belong to me



Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

beauty

is in the eye of the beholder.
is your vision clear enough?
heart, mind & soul..
all is crystal clear?

what do you want?

Saturday, February 10, 2007

下场

终究结束了
电影下场了
有人问是否好看
因为爱情电影常常都是有好结局的
答案是 不好看
虽然打了很多广告
大家也很期待看这部电影
可是好可惜...
主角们都没把自己的角色演好
故事内容单调乏味
不够新鲜刺激
人们都喜欢看浪漫有趣的电影

Friday, February 09, 2007

liar

lies lies lies lies lies

nothing but lies

u r nothing but a big fat liar

Thursday, February 08, 2007

why

is all these happening?
why a 2nd grade?

don't do this to me anymore.
please.

my heart is too fragile for all these.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

sweets addict

i know i'm addicted to ferrero
one of my sources of comfort food <3
it makes me happy =D

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

ferrero

i love anything praline <3
blue szeto, i think we have all these but Maxi here.
maybe i can find it in Candy Empire.
that place has the biggest range of snacks & sweets <3

the Pingui site is so cute! =)

ah... i crave for nutella banana sandwiches..

윤호아~ 생일 축가해!
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Monday, February 05, 2007

L'Estaminet

L'Estaminet, at Hillcrest Park, is an uberly cool place!
the food is succulent, especially the pizzas & portobello mushrooms!
must try! :9

check out this 21" parma ham pizza!
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the toilet is interesting =)
you will be smarter after reading some facts. lol

oh.. we get to doodle on the table, too.
pure fun!

excellent ambience + delicious food + reasonable price = winner

Sunday, February 04, 2007

最终话

终于太阳 还是升起
蒸发昨夜 为你落的泪滴
终于自己 能为自己
呼吸一口 不为你活的
呼吸 为自己而呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
噢噢 明天 会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的格性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景

一开始你 就准备好
最后一集 你抽身的干净
成全了你也就是我 成全自己
最后最美的期许
那天你眼神泄漏孩子气
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定
那开场白说得越真越壮丽
那最终话就是 遗憾的天地
不该继续叹息
再次深深 呼吸 为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
明天 会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语
虽然心还疼痛地
感谢名单还有你

终于太阳 还是升起
蒸发昨夜 为你落的泪滴
终于自己 能为自己
呼吸一口 我不为你活的呼吸
最终话的最终场景
女孩眼中他的背影

Saturday, February 03, 2007

找幸福给你

拥有喜欢的事让人变坚强
我的天堂就在你手里
承受所有的雨滴
像大海无边又无际
包容你是我温柔的使命
把让你伤心的人都忘记
我会治好你的心
天使不是谁都爱得起
我终于明白双手存在的意义
为了扞卫心爱的你
为了紧紧拥抱你
翻天覆地 找幸福给你
让人刻骨铭心什么都不怕

Friday, February 02, 2007

彩虹

期待着雨过天晴的彩虹..
我何时才会看到?

Thursday, February 01, 2007

i love feb


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why is it so?
various reasons =)
it is a month of pink.
it is a month of loving.
it is a month of giving.
it is a month of sharing.
it is my month!
lol~ i declared it as 'rara month' because it's my birthday month =P

feb has the least # of working days =)
feb is the lunar new year =)
feb is the month to pig out on sinful pineapple tarts, ferro rocher, candies, bak kuah without the guilt =)
feb is st valentine's day, where one is showered with plenty of love =)
feb is the time where i get lots of lovely birthday well-wishes =)
feb shows that i'm a year older. lol =)
i'm going to age well like the good ol' wine =)

i love feb.
always.

Monday, January 29, 2007

happy hippo

=P a sweet gift
last year, we got pauline's brother to buy these for us from U.K.
very very yummy!
we were a little sad to finish the hippos.
this is my fav after kinder bueno =)
terence found it in candy empire!
there is no hazelnut cream though..
nevertheless, i'm happy to have this *drool*
thank u, my dear matchbox ^^

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

r.i.p

i saw the taiwanese news & i was shocked to learn 许玮伦 died this evening.
:( she was in a car accident on fri.
life is really so short.
i don't really know who she is but i remembered her in some taiwanese variety show.
she is quite pretty.
红颜薄命

i feel unusually sad...
i've no idea who she is and it appears that she is quite a popular celebrity.
i feel pain in my heart...
this is really tragic..
this shouldn't have happened.
她有个美好的前途..

rest in peace, 许玮伦...

Saturday, January 27, 2007

innovative

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A print of a cup of Folgers coffee was placed on top of manhole covers in New York City , USA .
Holes on the print allows the steam to come out.
Wordings around the cup reads 'Hey, City That Never Sleeps. Wake up." from Folgers.

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An innovative idea on a large billboard in Amsterdam , Netherlands .
It really makes you want that 'Heineken'.

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This is a great advertisment campaign at Unicenter Shopping Mall in Buenos Aires , Argentina for Valentine's Day.
It magnifies the romantic ambience with a simple idea.

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An ambient exercise to promote Eatalica burgers.
A 'Caution Wet Floor' board was placed near an Eatalica burger signboard.
The copy on the board reads 'Oogling at the burger may involuntarily cause drooling which may in turn lead to a wet floor.
Issued for your safety by the management of Eatalica restaurant'.
Eatalica is an American-Italian Food Joint in Chennai , India .

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A giant mirror was built that allowed passersby to stop and look at themselves wearing Indivi clothes at a shopping mall in Tokyo , Japan

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An advertisement for a job recruiting company in Berlin , Germany .
Depicting people working in the vending machines, ATMs, it delivers the message that 'Life is too short for the wrong job'.

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This is an advertisement found in Vancouver during the National Non-Smoking Week.
The car was placed at the Vancouver Art Gallery and the message reads 'Death from car accidents: 370, Death from smoking-related causes: 6,027, Quit now before it kills you.'

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Life size images were stuck on glass doors at shops, airports in South Africa for the advertisement of glass and window cleaner I.C.U.
The expression on the face is priceless.

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This is a creative ad by Mini Cooper placed at the Zurich , Switzerland train station.
It gives the perception that the Mini Cooper has a large space.

Friday, January 26, 2007

p.i.s.s.ed

is the word to describle my feelings.
have been very tolerant till my patience snapped!
cannot take it anymore.
i'm finally using the 4 letter word again.
i thought i would not use this word anytime soon.
it has been a f*cked up day.
to those f*ckers:

PRICK
JERK
LIAR
DUMB ASS
2-FACED IDIOT
INSENSITIVE ASS

I HATE U

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

好累

好累
好累
好累

미워
진짜 미워

我开始很讨厌你
all these ain't meant to happen


i need a hug

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

malodorous flatus

also known as bad human gas.
or simply fart.

this Under-Ease will be useful.
i think it is amazing.
good for my buddies who enjoy farting into our faces :x
our air is free from their malodorous flatus!
=)

Sunday, January 21, 2007

b.i.t.c.h

B.eautiful
I.ntelligent
T.olerant
C.harming
H.yper

N.othing
I.nsecure
C.oward
E.nervated

which one would u choose to be?
ultimately men marry the bitches.
i'm tired & sick to be known as 'oh! clara the nice girl.'
i'm no doormat!
time to be a b.i.t.c.h =)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

coincidence

=) went for dinner with terence & to kinokuniya to grab some books.
lol~ we bumped into our dear friends, justin & colin.
can't believe we met in kino =P
it was unplanned for all of us. kekee!
think we can become bookworm club members? lol

a patient's mum sent me this email & i think it is really meaningful.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it. In his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days and weeks passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.

He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.

It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."


Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

"Today is a gift, that's why it is called the present."

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

to sydney

J just called & asked if i'm going to seoul for 동방신기's concert in feb.
i said no.
he sounded sad.
after that, he told me of a suggestion.
to go to sydney.
he wants me to consider to move to sydney.
absurd?
he is not giving up.

my retribution?

'Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.'

i need to sleep.
don't want to think anymore.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

the burning crusade

=) WOW players must have been anticipating this.
alot of people lined up at suntec to get the official launch of this game.
been a long time since i last gamed warcraft.
the burning crusade is so cool with new alliance & horde race!
new spells, jewelcrafting..
my gaming urge is back~

Sunday, January 14, 2007

save me

would u still be the one?

'They say you won't know how somethings are precious to you until you lost it.
And will appreciate more if you find it back.'

Monday, January 08, 2007

how true

Iris: I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little peices of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
quote from The Holiday

how true.
when the night falls, no matter how hard i try to ignore my feelings, i'll eventually feel really low.
在夜深人静的时刻, 脑子里总是浮现很多的问题..
可是我常常都没有答案..
谁会来帮我找答案?

Sunday, January 07, 2007

恶作剧

partying & boozing hard enough will make one forget troubles.
momentarily. that's good, though it is for awhile.
for new year, we went to Velvet Underground & drank ourselves silly.
Vodka Lime, Long Island Tea, Flaming Lamborghini & e 33 made us freaking high & almost killed us all.
the puking part is, of course, the most disgusting :x
well, paying to get drunk & puke.
at least, it made me gay for a few hours.

this weekend, after a North Indian dinner at Swissotel, we headed to Ministry of Sound to celebrate pauline's birthday.
this is rather amusing.
among the girls, i was the only one who got checked for ID.
guess i should take it as a compliment? =P
i was a party girl reborn at M.O.S.
it had been an awfully long time since i feel like a dancing queen.
u will get the moves at SMOOVE. =)
alot of guys surrounded us at the dance floor.
lucky they didn't do anything funny to us.
it was sardine-packed.
several times, i can feel that cutie's hands near me.
he was standing close behind me.
marlene kept asking me if he was touching me.
i would have smack him if he did!
most of the gang were drunk by the time we headed back to our seats.
they were boozing alot of Chivas.

i wish i was dead drunk so that i can forget my incurring pain.
at least for awhile.
i'm wondering if i was cursed.
whenever, someone asked me how i'm doing & i said everything is good.
a few days later, my life will be screwed.
something, that is going to rip my heart, is bound to occur.
it appears that he has more to speak to someone else.
they talk & sms each other often..
regarding each other's problems & sometimes i hear my name..
i can tell though he didn't say who.
my 6th sense is always right.
am i still the 1st one he tells of his ups & downs?
seriously, i don't know..
things were no longer the same ever since i succumbed to my vice.
do i regret for that vice?
yes, i do.
it almost took everything away from me.
i almost died.

yes, they are good friends. i know.
i've a few close guy friends, too.
i know platonic friendships exist because i've them.
why do i feel threatened?
partly because i don't know her & the gang had seen her before?
seen pics of them?
i'm not a jealous freak.
i'm just a pathetic, insecure loser who can't see the light.
3 months ago, the gang always tell me to move on & take the time to find someone new.
they said i'll have no problems hitching a new chap who might appreciate me more.
but no.. i tried & my little heart still refuses to open up.
he is irreplaceable.
josh disclosed to me that i must work hard & i'll still be the one.
that is what he told josh.
i'm working so hard but can he see?
the whole gang can but can he?
is he blinded by something else?
can he see actions speak louder than words?

one of my failures is not asking enough.
i always let him do what he desires.
i don't ask more. why?
because i'm not a sticky glue or miss ask-it-all.
he has his own life to lead.
he is mature enough to know what is right or wrong.
i don't believe in grilling every details out.
what is the point?
a relationship is built on trust.
when he told me he wants alternative sundays to himself, i said ok.
in my heart, i feel misery building up.
i'm only spending the weekends with him.
2 days out of 7 days.
is that too much?
in fact, it is little.
did i protest?
no, i didn't. i don't deserve the rights to.
all i want is more understanding & love.
are these too much?
look deep into your heart & ask yourself.
why are you punishing me so severely?
do i really deserve this much?
不要把我们之间的爱情剧变成恶作剧好吗?

why do i feel i'm going into my withdrawal state again?
i'm so numb.
i can't breathe.
why am i weeping?

what am i to you?


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