am i doing it right?

i'm grouchy. moody. -_-
there are tonnes of things piling up and i wonder if i EVER get to finish them on time.
my neck is aching as usual. heavy always.
is my head too big? -_- wtf.
i think i'm spending too much time sloughing in front of my PC.
i'm literally rotting in front of my PC.
i can't seem to peel away.
am i too devoted to my forums? so much that i'm losing my own life?
there are so many things going in my mind and i want to blog it all down
BUT.. BUT i'm always not blogging.
it seems that i'm always abandoning my blog sites.
then wtf am i doing here again?
*search me, too*
i guess i need to vent my fustrations, which is why i'm back here.

my soju hut at xanga has long been gone.
doing nothing in there but looking at my shinhwa skin warm up my heart.
oh boy! i'm so tired.
i feel like quitting all i have on hand.
no.. i'm not a quitter! i'm not.
but the things going on in the forum is simply driving me nuts.
only the ones closest to me are aware of how i'm REALLY feeling.
i fcuking hate my life.

no.. wait! one thing happy. i dreamt of tvxq this morning and i kicked 재중.
hahaha! i'm insane

listening to Shinhwa 7th jib - Angel