Friday, December 29, 2006

un-touch-able

^ㅁ^ 깜짝~
그의 행위에 놀랐어.

"我猜你一定很 shocked."
he went on to select a song.
and it was M's song =D
i was pleasantly surprised to know terence burnt this song into his car cd.
hmmm... interesting...

anyway, i took out M's 1st album and i got another shock.
'Just One Night' was written by Rara J & Brian Kim.
muahahaa!
now then i realised it was written by someone who is also known as Rara.
i'm so slow! XD
i'm known affectionately to my dear friends as Rara, too. ㅋㅋ

우... i'm so glad to be home!
i need a good rest 1st ^^

it is going to be farewell to 2006 in 2 days!
i wonder how will this brand new year be awaiting for me..
i believe it gets better as it approaches =)

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

strive hard

for my future.
not only for myself.. but my family as well.
i'm going to make up for the loss over the past few years of sloughing.
i DESERVE more.
i'm going to determine my own future.
boost my confidence!
work with zesty people who will inspire myself <3

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

my xmas

of 2006 had been one of the best holiday seasons =)
this long wait is worthwhile...

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a big hug & kiss to all my dear ones for their lovely xmas gifts.
i love them.

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chilling out at ritz carlton is uberly cool!
the bathroom is a dream!
i almost dozed off in the bath tub XD
the view is magnificent!

we had too much food.
roast beef, honey baked ham, hotdog cocktail, baked chicken, snacks & lots of alcohol.
it was a crazy weekend!
binging & boozing! =D

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mistletoe~ i have a thing for it.
a good way to get a smooch XD

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oh~ did i say this bed is cosy?
i love the fluffy pillows!
the guys were jumping onto the bed.
we were petified that they might spoil the bed :x

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these candies are so pretty!

our 'guess the christmas gift' session was hilarious!
i laughed so much till i had stitches on my sides.
can't never forget the break-dance from alan, pole dancing from alvin, dirty dancing from joshua!
poor terence had to go topless for 1 game session.
he must have been freezing :x
photo-taking time was a bunch of laughters, too!
PJs theme is cooler than we all thought.
some of them had to go down for smoke & they didn't change out of their PJs.
=P the other guests shot them weird looks.

alas.. sweet moments are short-lived..
have to head back home & to work later..
it is raining cats & dogs now..
so nice to sleep in.
suddenly, i wish i took leave..

nevertheless, this xmas has been special <3
the wonderful moments are etched forever in my heart~

Friday, December 22, 2006

christmas gifts

it is so sweet of pretty ann to send me a christmas card.
it truly touches my heart <3
every word inside warmed up my little heart.
my dear friend, it is really a blessing to know u ^^

cutie runting from rgs, who is attached to inpatient, gave me a very pretty christmas serviette.
i didn't expect her sweet gift ^^
oh~ she loves '궁' especially 신. ㅋㅋ

thoughtful meiyan gave me a charming glass ornament.
it is a glass painted mirror holder <3
gorgeous!

i was really delirious to get the above presents..
but i was kinda put off when the delivery man sent a bouquet of pink roses & white bear to my workplace earlier.
it was a sweet gift but... i'm not liking it.
i wonder what is the problem with me.
most girls will jump with joy to receive flowers but not me.
i'm never a flower girly person.
i love flowers but i don't fancy receive flowers.
such a weirdo :x
i think it is partly because i don't fancy nick.
no chemistry...
he has been nice but i don't feel a thing other than a friend.
i guess he thinks otherwise.
he is always trying to ask me out for dinner & to chill out.
i ought to give him a chance but i'm so screwed.
my life is already too complicated to allow another guy into my life.
why am i always attracting the wrong attention?
i'm such a jerk for putting the bouquet into a paper bag.
i didn't want to carry it in my hands :x
i think i'm going to dread seeing him in my clinic whenever he comes to give samples to my doctors.
*tugs hair*
i shall act nonchalant.
crap.
why am i such a jerk?!

enough of these.. i must be joyful!
it is the christmas weekend!
i can't wait to hang out with my buddies.
i've waited for this season for the longest time ever.
it really means alot to me...

HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS & A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR AHEAD <3
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Monday, December 11, 2006

what is marriage?

during dinner, my buddy was asking some of us:
"you have been married for years with no kids.
one day, you find that the marriage is monotonous.
you realised you find your colleague/new friend very attractive & special.
he/she is the special someone who adds spice to your boring life.
would you choose to salvage your dying marriage or have an affair?"

some of us said:
"go for marriage counseling" "go for the affair" "tell your partner of this special person you've met. ask him/her if he/she finds the marriage dying."

there is no wrong or right to their answers.
in my point of view, a marriage is sacred.
it is about finding the right person & being the right person.
i marry the person because i want to spend the rest of my life with him.
he is the one to build a warm family with me.
he is the one to father our kids.
we are there for each other in moments of ups & downs.
to substain a marriage, it takes more than just love & effort.
you need commitment, understanding, togetherness, unselfishness, communication.
it is crucial to love the person as who as he/she is & NOT how you want him/her to be.
we have to constanly remind ourselves how in the 1st place we fall in love with our partners.
it could be his silly faces to make you laugh, his lame jokes (you are the only one who finds it funny), his extra efforts to pick the yucky green peas or corn out of your dishes, his caring, sensitive side that is only revealed to you..
any daily routine will make life boring.
how could we take that as an excuse that the special someone you met recently will be the party of your new life?
it is wrong!
there is no dying love.
the only thing that is dying is the faith in yourself.
what happen to the wedding vow that both of you have recited?
“For it is my solemn vow that in the name of God, I, take you to be my lawfully wedded husband/wife, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to have and to hold from this day forward, to love and to cherish, until we are parted by death.”

there is always something new to discover about your husband/wife.
take the time out to explore & rediscover each other.
learn a new dance, song, hobby, sport together.
give each other breathing spaces, be thoughtful, sincere & sensitive to each other's needs.

there is no perfect person in this world but i'm willingly to love that one special imperfect man's imperfections.

quote of Barnett Brickner
"Success in marriage does not come merely through finding the right mate, but through being the right mate."

i hope that my friends will meet their special someone & have blissful marriages.
have faith in yourselves. love will blossom.

Christina Aguerila - These Are The Special Times
Oh yeah, oh
In these moments, moments of our lives
All the world is ours
And this world is so right
You and I sharing this time together, oh
Sharing the same dream
As time goes by, we will find

These are the special times
Times we'll remember
These are the precious times
The tender times, we'll hold in our hearts forever
These are the sweetest times
These times together
And through it all one thing will always be true
The special times are the times I share with you

Mmm, oh yeah
With each moment, moment passing by
We'll make memories that will last our whole lives
As you and I travel through time together, oh yeah
Living this sweet dream
And every day we can say

These are the special times
Times we'll remember
These are the precious times
The tender times, we'll hold in our hearts forever
These are the sweetest times
These times together
And through it all one thing will always be true
The special times are the times I share with you

These tender moments
When heaven is so close
These are the moments that I know

These are the special times
Times we'll remember
These are the precious times, the tender times
We'll hold in our hearts forever
These are the sweetest times
These times together
And through it all one thing will always be true
Oh yeah, yeah

The special times are the times I share
The special times are the times we share
The special times are the times I share with you
Ooh yeah
(These are the special times)
Yeah, yeah
(Special times)
Yeah, ooh
(These are the special times)
Oh, oh
(These are the special times)

Monday, December 04, 2006

ice cream high

아이스크림!
진짜 맛있어.....
지금 아이스크림을 먹고 싶어한다!
ㅋㅋㅋ

these korean ice creams look so yummy!

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mobile strap

=D i love the pink doggy mobile phone strap!
so pretty!
it reminded me of the cute puppies i saw over the weekend!
<333

dec is a joyous month!
i can't wait for the weekends =D

thank u, matchbox *^^*

feeling so sleepy~
time for bed soon...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

feeling

if you think it is just a feeling, turn back & think again.
is it really that hard to reciprocate one's feelings?
how far is this going to carry on?
why does it make one feel so lost?
is it only an illusion?

all i need is you.
all i need is you to understand how i feel.
all i need is you to comprehend that i understand you.

all i need is love, understanding, faith, trust & more love.