Tuesday, February 27, 2007

dreamgirls

a must watch movie~
excellent voice, enchanting backdrops =)
dreamgirls is an emotional movie.
u can feel it in their songs!
strong emotions & prowess in their singing.
amazing!
whoa~ i love it!
living for one's dreams & find success is not an easy path.
to be let down by your closest ones...
one must be strong & fight on!
in the end, u'll get the last laugh =D

want to thank zax & colin for spending the time to perk me up =)
been rather down.. but i'll not let my emotions get the better of me.
must be strong & move on!
believe in my own ability <3

zax & colin =P


colin, me & zax ^^;
i'll rem our deal~


my piggies =)
thank u my dearest buddy <3

Monday, February 26, 2007

love

Love has its own time, its own seasons and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.

But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do...

Love always has been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

If you keep your heart open, it will come again.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

half a year

gone...
if u really love a person, u'll let him / her go.
love is not a possession.
if u can survive what didn't kill u, u'll be stronger.
he's already giving a shot at another relationship.
why should i still be hanging on?
please be really concern about my feelings like u said.
promise me that it's not another pack of lies.
if u really cherish me as ur buddy, respect my feelings.
it's really not easy for me all these time.
this swop in status is a huge change.
it has been tough for me.
but i guess i'll survive it.
i must survive it.
i don't want to give up on myself.
i dont want...

Saturday, February 24, 2007

死了

被遗忘了
付出了那么多 最终还是个空
我的心已经痛到麻了
应该把手放开了
真心祝福你们俩
ra, it's time to really move on.

nagano

treated the gang at Nagano.
one of my fav japanese restaurants.
succulent dishes at affordable price =)
heheee~ feedback from the gang is good!
they love the food & will come back again. haha!
mr tang must give me commission! XD

salmon yansei set =)
the sukiyaki set is a must try. yum!


contented diners =P (missing chaps went for take-5)

ooh.. had my 1st taste at sake.
hot sake is like soju!
cold sake is like vodka!
ahahaa~ hands up for hot sake =)

after dinner, it was dessert time!
brought them to Ice Cream Gallery.
they love the durian ice cream!
no no for me.. *pinch nose*
i enjoyed avocado gula melaka <3

after filling up our tummies, we went for "Just Follow Law".
it's so freaking true about working in civil service.
can relate to it.
people with high IQ are often not blessed with high EQ.

在傍晚时我不是很开心.
原本是相当开心的..
将会和我最要好的朋友们去享受晚餐..
直到我接到一通电话...
在那一瞬间, 我感到我在他的心目中的地位是那么的渺小..
心好痛.
被取代地位了吗?
是他故意的吗?
伤害我的心..
有没有想到我的感受..
再坚固的水晶,在多次地甩在地板上也会粹掉..
听到'专属天使'时, 眼泪自动滑下来了..
为何?

Thursday, February 22, 2007

bar stop

=) went there for happy hour & dinner with sok chen, colin & zax.
bar stop is a pretty cool place.
when sok chen & i got there at around 6.30pm, it was almost packed.
whoa~ so early. hahaha~
those people don't have to work?!
the pork cubes & lobster ravioli are good =)
the ox-tail stew is too salty.
zax's lamb chops is too well-done. charred. XD
hmm.. overall, i love it.
will consider going back to chill out.
best of all... SMOKE-FREE!
muahaha!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

专属天使

during the 2nd day of CNY, i was at josh's place.
our 大姐, cecilia started to tell me about '花样少男少女'.
it was such a funny drama! XD
finally watched it on tv. muahaaha~
ella is so kawaii!
ooh.. not forgeting 吴尊 & 汪东城!
吴尊 is of the same age as me! =P
帅!
came to know of this new taiwanese group '飞轮海' when i saw their mv about 2 months back.
a cute bunch of guys =)

'花样少男少女' 的片尾曲 '专属天使' 是一首相当好听和感人的歌.

专属天使
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
woo 要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
oh 绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
Woo...
Woo...

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

blessings

from my closest friends made my day =)

yest was still a public holiday & most places were closed.
laura brought nachos home!
the cheeky dog was barking for at least 2 mins before he settled down.
he came to me after that. very adorable <3
haha! he will do anything for food!
he refused to shake paws with us until laura lured it with pineapple tart!
hahhaha!
when zax & marlene came over to my house, nachos started barking again. T_T he took at least another 5 mins before he quietened down.



we went bowling 1st =P
after that, we went to the bees' place.
when we got there, there were already lots of people gambling / watching tv prog.
i didn't expect zax to bring out my fav ice cream cake.
it was cookies & cream <3
yummy yummy! =)


i'm very touched to have so many of my friends celebrating my bday..
it felt like i'm 21 again. lol
it is really a great joy to be with my beloved ones on my big day.
i'm so contented =)
don't know what words to use to describe my feelings...
heheee~ like a family photo =P


finally.. my bday gift from the gang <3


wahahahaa~ i wanna play with my neon pink nano <3

a heart-felt thank you to my dearest ones..
all these mean alot to me..

i love u guys <3

Monday, February 19, 2007

my big day

i don't mean it as my wedding day.
of course, i wish that day will arrive one day.
a year older now... i hope it also means alot wiser.
earlier, the day didn't go quite well.
i seriously think the sentence 'how have u been?' is not lucky.
whenever i replied 'good', 'great' or 'wonderful', something unpleasant is bound to happen.
fancy squabbling with my best friend.
i was upset that why he didn't offer his help.
expectations? no.. not exactly.
i want my closest friends to show concern on their own accord.
i didn't want them to shower concern after i told them of my disappointments.
shouldn't it be purely out of good gesture & will?
it hurts more when the blow comes from someone very close to me.
everyone of us have good friends.
out of these good friends, there is 1 or 2 whom you will count on & turn to most.
when they didn't do what you would think they could, you'll start pondering.
questions will start appearing in your little head.
are new friends more important?
friendships that is almost a decade is nothing special?
those special moments that we have shared is incomparable?

what do you exactly hope & wish your best friends will do for you?
it is very simple for me.
a sweet sms to perk up the day.
a lunch / dinner date.
a pack of my fav snacks.
a comforting hug.
an ensuring smile.
a 'get well soon' msg when i'm sick.
being there for me when i'm the weakest.
these are not very demanding right?
it doesn't take a lot of effort to show love & care towards your closest friends.
most important of all, these little actions must come from within your genuine heart.

my 1st bday gift =)
a pretty set of jewellery.
very sweet <3


a slice of pretty cake for myself =)

i hope for things to take on a better path for me.
the last quarter of the year had been very tough on me.
many changes took place & they almost suffocated me.
these made me realise i'm not that strong as i thought i am.
i wish i will be more independent, firm, healthy, cheerful, confident to take on new challenges.
i must always believe in '明天会有新的剧情 会有人更爱我 会有不再委屈的命运'

a bear hug to my dear friend, andy <3
see this uberly cute sheep!

muacks to andy!
i love you, girl!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

crazy first love

just finished watching 첫사랑 사수 궐기대회 on cable.
not the 1st time watching this movie.
the memories still seem so fresh...
do guys like Tae-il still exist?
going all the way to protect & fight for his love.
believing in the fact they will be living happily ever after.
life is so unpredictable.

a pretty set of mobile phone accessories.
i wonder where is it now.



when will my heart be shielded?

i hate watching old movies.
always cry after watching them.
wish i'm not an emotionally rich person.

=)

lol~
can't believe i picked such a card XD
have plenty of fun my dearest friends on this auspicious day! <3


Send this eCard !

Saturday, February 17, 2007

new year eve

heheee~ to all my beloved friends =)
enjoy your reunion dinner <3

Send this eCard !

Friday, February 16, 2007

drained

feeling so tired =.=
intensive training is tough

happy birthday 에릭

Thursday, February 15, 2007

missing out

things in life.
diving is one of them.
i learnt from andy that it is a very refreshing way to relax.
i knew this long ago from my classmate years back.
he is a pro diver.
i've always been fascinated then..
viewing the underwater world is an overwhelming experience.
phobia of the sea deter me from dipping.
hearing the exciting experience from the horse's mouth is cool.
it is something worth considering.
during my course, i learnt many new things from vincent.
traffic police is really an eye-opening job.
next is raymond, who saves cats.
he showed me a video of his 2 cats.
lovely, healthy cats with beautiful tails!
i've a strong affinity for cats since young.
love dogs, hamsters, rabbits, etc etc..
in a nutshell, love anything furry.


oh yes.. went for dessert at Häagen-Dazs.
melon & green tea.
hmm.. the melon ice cream tasted like banana :x
weird tasting.
green tea is still the best.

왜 마음이 실망해?
싫어..
불쾌하게 생각해..
그가 너무 새롱거리는 것이 불쾌해..
너무 너무 좋아하지 않아요..




Wednesday, February 14, 2007

rose


hehee~ darling pauline gave this to me =P
a sweet pink rose with baby breathes <3
it comes with a teddy bear! =)

i wish the lighting is better, kinda too dark to see the pic clearly.
i'm not a huge flower lover person but still it feels great to get this from my close friend.
during my way back, i was thinking how would it be if i were to return home to find a bouquet of sunflowers for me.
touched? i will be, for sure.
i guess i still love the idea of receiving flowers.
well, the sender is definitely a crucial factor.
this year's valentines' is different.
nevertheless, i feel wonderful to spend it with my beloved friends <3
who says valentines' is only meant for lovers..

love is universal =)

happy v day


a very blessed & lovely valentines' day to all my beloved ones =)

i love u all <3

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

생일 축가해


to my dearest friend, blue szeto
happy birthday! <3
it's your special day to shine!
enjoy every bit of it, my dearest friend =)

state of shock

i can't believe this...
in a state of shock when i read about Jeong Da-Bin's death.
barely a month ago, U;Nee hanged herself..
depression was the main reason.
screw those malicious keyboard 'warriors'!
these f*ckers enjoy leaving vicious posts on fansites.
losers!
they can't express their anger in real life and choose to express evil words behind anonymity and from a safe distance.
they take pleasure in posting poisonous messages.
they believe that they are targeting at these people in the news, and not having the intention to cause personal harm.
what the f*ck are they thinking?!
they are ruining someone's precious life!
a word kills someone faster than a sword.
i'm feeling rather disturbed by these news =(
what is happening to all these people?

may Da-bin & U;Nee rest in peace.

Monday, February 12, 2007

best friends

best buddies


hug each other


always

Sunday, February 11, 2007

i belong to me



Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

beauty

is in the eye of the beholder.
is your vision clear enough?
heart, mind & soul..
all is crystal clear?

what do you want?

Saturday, February 10, 2007

下场

终究结束了
电影下场了
有人问是否好看
因为爱情电影常常都是有好结局的
答案是 不好看
虽然打了很多广告
大家也很期待看这部电影
可是好可惜...
主角们都没把自己的角色演好
故事内容单调乏味
不够新鲜刺激
人们都喜欢看浪漫有趣的电影

Friday, February 09, 2007

liar

lies lies lies lies lies

nothing but lies

u r nothing but a big fat liar

Thursday, February 08, 2007

why

is all these happening?
why a 2nd grade?

don't do this to me anymore.
please.

my heart is too fragile for all these.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

sweets addict

i know i'm addicted to ferrero
one of my sources of comfort food <3
it makes me happy =D

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

ferrero

i love anything praline <3
blue szeto, i think we have all these but Maxi here.
maybe i can find it in Candy Empire.
that place has the biggest range of snacks & sweets <3

the Pingui site is so cute! =)

ah... i crave for nutella banana sandwiches..

윤호아~ 생일 축가해!
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Monday, February 05, 2007

L'Estaminet

L'Estaminet, at Hillcrest Park, is an uberly cool place!
the food is succulent, especially the pizzas & portobello mushrooms!
must try! :9

check out this 21" parma ham pizza!
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the toilet is interesting =)
you will be smarter after reading some facts. lol

oh.. we get to doodle on the table, too.
pure fun!

excellent ambience + delicious food + reasonable price = winner

Sunday, February 04, 2007

最终话

终于太阳 还是升起
蒸发昨夜 为你落的泪滴
终于自己 能为自己
呼吸一口 不为你活的
呼吸 为自己而呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
噢噢 明天 会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的格性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景

一开始你 就准备好
最后一集 你抽身的干净
成全了你也就是我 成全自己
最后最美的期许
那天你眼神泄漏孩子气
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定
那开场白说得越真越壮丽
那最终话就是 遗憾的天地
不该继续叹息
再次深深 呼吸 为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
明天 会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语
虽然心还疼痛地
感谢名单还有你

终于太阳 还是升起
蒸发昨夜 为你落的泪滴
终于自己 能为自己
呼吸一口 我不为你活的呼吸
最终话的最终场景
女孩眼中他的背影

Saturday, February 03, 2007

找幸福给你

拥有喜欢的事让人变坚强
我的天堂就在你手里
承受所有的雨滴
像大海无边又无际
包容你是我温柔的使命
把让你伤心的人都忘记
我会治好你的心
天使不是谁都爱得起
我终于明白双手存在的意义
为了扞卫心爱的你
为了紧紧拥抱你
翻天覆地 找幸福给你
让人刻骨铭心什么都不怕

Friday, February 02, 2007

彩虹

期待着雨过天晴的彩虹..
我何时才会看到?

Thursday, February 01, 2007

i love feb


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why is it so?
various reasons =)
it is a month of pink.
it is a month of loving.
it is a month of giving.
it is a month of sharing.
it is my month!
lol~ i declared it as 'rara month' because it's my birthday month =P

feb has the least # of working days =)
feb is the lunar new year =)
feb is the month to pig out on sinful pineapple tarts, ferro rocher, candies, bak kuah without the guilt =)
feb is st valentine's day, where one is showered with plenty of love =)
feb is the time where i get lots of lovely birthday well-wishes =)
feb shows that i'm a year older. lol =)
i'm going to age well like the good ol' wine =)

i love feb.
always.