goodbye to you

i really cannot find a better song to express my feelings now.
really feel like giving up on myself.
i don't know how would i react when i see u & the gang for ur bday treat later.
will i smile & be all gracious?
or will i break down in the ladies' room?
frankly.. i don't know.

"Goodbye To You"

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

a big joke

that heaven is playing on me.

this krn guy expresses his interest in me.
asking me to go over to seoul soon.
i can work & study there.
he is not aware of the relationship problems i'm facing here, though he knows i'm attached.
well.. i WAS attached.
i'm now single but on the way to make the relationship work again.
through a very painful method.

to him, i love Kr alot and it has been a huge interest to me.
he will teach me krn & i will help him with english.
to me, he is like an older brother.

the guy whom i love so much is forcing me to give up all krn related things.
this guy here, who is a native krn, is encouraging me to go to Seoul.
i know he will embrace my likes with open arms.
i can watch, listen to my interest openly...
live the life-style i have always wanted to live...

*smirk*
how pathetic my life is.
entangle in this mess.
a tricky, sticky mess that i can't seem to get myself out of it.

why is heaven playing such a cruel joke on me?

yo yo

state still..
it seems like i can't get myself out of this cycle.
they want me to drop my hobby. totally.
no viewing of vids, no songs, no perf, etc.
total cut off.
what is this?
an exchange for a relationship.
a relationship that was once almost perfect till i wreck it 2 yrs back.
i told them to give me one month.
am i able to do it?
he, himself, agrees that it is very selfish & demanding.
afterall, i've been watching these stuffs for the past 10yrs.
even before i knew him..
i need to remove my source of entertainment in order to make the relationship work.
he can't bring himself to hate me.
so he will hate the thing that bring me away from him.
he said he cannot live with the fact that my hobby is a major part of my life.

my heart is slashed once again.
not with a knife now.
but a chain saw.

it is either him or my entertainment.

my best friend told me that
'losing him is one thing. losing yourself is another. '
am i really losing myself?
i realise i love him more than i thought.
to the extend that i'm trying to drop my hobby..
to the extend that i know i'm losing my own identity.

i don't want to think anymore.
why am i force to make this decision?
my mum is not even forcing me to drop anything.
随缘 is her reply..
what about him & his family?
i MUST ABANDON my fav things.

can i just die?

matchbox

many happy returns of the day!
hope your day is filled with beautiful sunshine and happiness <333
love will fill the days and beyond =D

i got it

can't stop giggling to myself.
i can't believe i got the job at NUH!
=DDD
to be true, i didn't pin alot of hope on it.
i think i kind of blotch up the interview.
terence did tell me before that 70% of the interviewees who went for interview late in the afternoon / during evening will get the job.
i'm in that 70% of the interviewees ^^;;
i slept at around 4am just now & when my mobile rang, i didn't want to wake up.
suddenly it occurred to me that it could be from recruit express.
so i climbed out of my bed & bingo!
i can 'see' kat smiling so brightly to herself while she talked to me!
omg... i really got the job!!!!
a brand new start for me now.........
looking forward to it!!!
i know i am going to excel!
must have the confidence!

geez.. i'm seriously having mood swings..
last few weeks have been bad bad bad & today..
i'm suddenly delirious.. god...

thank u everyone for your support..
you guys are my special angels <3

bitch

truly i am one.
i'm a sinner & i'm no saint.
i'm sick & tired with many things in my pathetic life.
sometimes i wonder if all these are worthy.

i constantly remind myself i'm one lucky girl to have many friends who truly care for me.

i still remember a friend who once said i'm beautiful.
but he added on saying 'beauty & luck don't go well together'.
another friend told me 'you are one of the prettiest, sweetest & nicest girl i know but i find that you have not been lucky'.

i DO NOT find myself to be a beauty so i SHOULD have plenty of luck right?
but why i'm so down in my luck?
where is my luck?
must i buy alot of lucky 4 leaf-clovers to make things much better?
i've a$$ luck.. seriously..
with $, with strappy heel shoes, with work, with men.
wth is happening to me?!

i wanted to sleep as i'm dreadfully bushed.
but i can't...
am i suffering from insomnia?
or i'm just not willing to sleep?
fearing that i might sleep forever...

i hate how things are moving in swirls for me.

상처 입은 마음

<3

thank you to my dear girlfriends for your support..
pauline, jade, andy, mad, peach, linyan, ying~

colin & don, i understand the situation more from ur p.o.v
it means alot to me..

i just want things to progress well..
and...
i don't know..
i'm confusing myself as i don't want to jump out of this vicious cyle...


"what if there is a cute guy who drives a tuscani in your new workplace?" *^^*

"no, i want to sit in a honda city." *sob*

"......"

제발.. 힘이 들어 돌아와 줘

;(

really cannot take it anymore..
i don't want to cry anymore..
i ought to sleep now..
i have not been sleeping for the past 24hrs already..
turning into a zombie.
feeling so numb.
i'm pathetic?
talking to you on msn make me very happy.
at the same time.. depressed.

last, first kiss

aug 25th marks the end.
i've never ever shed so much tears in my life.
since 10pm to now.
i'm the worst looking goldfish on earth.
my eyes hurt.
my nose hurt.
my heart broken.
into many many million pieces.
best friends as we agree upon..
i know you didn't want to because you broke down when you were at my door.
but my passion for something else is killing you...
i'm really sorry i hurt you so much...
you have never been on the bottom of my list.
never...
both of us agree to be strong & carry on to pursue our goals...
how will things turn out for us?
let's wait & see again...
if we are meant to be.. we will be...
all the best to us..
i'll always love you for who you are.
and remember the sweet times forever.
thank you for being there for me..

i need alot of strength now..
please let me be strong.....
please..

왜.. 나는 눈물에 젖어요...?
왜?
너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 아파요..
견딜 수 없는 슬픔..
can i stop crying?

listening to vibe - 미워도 다시 한번

잘 지내고 있는 거겠죠
좀처럼 연락이 없네요
요즘 많이 바쁜가봐요
이미 다른사람 품에 안긴 너인데

나 미워도 다시 한번만
나 싫어도 다시 한번만
내 꿈속에 나타나줘요
이미 돌아올수 없을 만큼 떠난 너인데

I need U baby bye bye bye
가야만하니 why why why
그 모든 말은 lie lie lie
오늘도 눈물 나는게

슬퍼서 bye bye bye
가야만하니 why why why
의외로 참아내기가 힘이 들어 돌아와 줘
미워도 다시 한번만

어쩌면 많이 변했겠지
어쩔수가 없겠지
아직도 나를
용서할수 없겠지
내가 미쳤었나봐
너무 늦었나봐

다시는 너를
볼수가 없나봐
왜 자꾸만
멀어지는 건데
왜 자꾸만
잊혀지는 건데
이렇게 너무 쉽게
헤어졌다는 게
믿을수 없어
견딜수가 없어
비오는 명동을 걸었죠

그대 생각이
많이 나네요
이런 생각하면
바보 같지만
저기 먼곳에서
그대 다시 올것만 같아

I need U baby bye bye bye
가야만하니 why why why
그 모든 말은 lie lie lie
오늘도 눈물 나는게

슬퍼서 bye bye bye
가야만하니 why why why
의외로 참아내기가 힘이 들어 돌아와 줘
미워도 다시 한번만

하지만
그댈 잊어야만 하는 나

I miss U baby bye bye bye
영원히 그대 bye bye bye
가야만 하니 why why why
그모든 말은 lie lie lie

I miss U baby girl 너무 많이 보고싶어요
오 제발 이런 나를 용서해줘요
미워도 다시 한번만

날 그만 잊어요

listening to

거미-날 그만 잊어요

난 이제 조금씩 그댈 잊어가나봐요
가끔 웃기도 하는 걸 보니
조금 더 지나면 그댈 만나게 되도
반가울 것 같아요

난 그런 마음에 그대 내게 남아있는 사진을
한장씩 뒤적여 보다가
혹시나 그대는 또 나와 달라서
아직까지 혼자만 힘들어 할까봐

날 그만 잊어요
그댈 보낸 못난 내 기억에
행복하지 못하면 안돼요 그대까지

날 그만 잊어요
난 왜 이제 까맣게 잊은채
행복하게 잘 지낼 그대가 걱정되죠
아직도



아직도 모두 다 잊지 못한건가봐요
그대를 걱정하고 있는 걸 보니
날 버린 기억이(아픈 지난 기억이)
가슴에 남아서 혹시라도 나처럼 울기만 할까봐

날 그만 잊어요
(잊어줘요 날 이제는 그만 모두)
그댈 보낸 못난 내 기억에
행복하지 못하면 안돼요 그대까지

날 그만 잊어요
(잊어줘요 날 이제는 그만 모두)
난 왜 이제 까맣게 잊은채
행복하게 잘 지낼 그대가 걱정되죠
아직도


그긴 시간 힘이 든건 나만
내맘 그 어디에 그대 남아있어
마지막 한번만 날 위한 그대가
이제는 날 그만 떠나요

잊어줘요 날 이제는 그만 모두
그댈 못내 잊은채 힘들게 행복하져 보려는
날 위해서( 내가 행복할 수 있도록)

날 그만 떠나요
그대 이제 내 맘에 이렇게 남은채로
힘들게 하지 말고 떠나요

--------------------------

sigh...
pls. give me strength...

dumb bells

LOL~
은혁 exercises with pink dumb bells to 차근차근~
he looks hilarious!
he is wearing that scarf again.. :x

ooh.. 스윗소로우 is singing 3 songs live <3
they just got into the studio & the crew is adjusting the video cam.
이특 & 은혁 keep waving =P
와! 스윗소로우 is good!
one of the members reminded me of 규현~~

hmmm.. will 예성 be at the radio show at 2부?
hope so... birthday boy!

AHAHAHAH~~ i see 예성~
한경 & 규현 are here too =DDD
they prepare cake for 예성 <333
i've craving to eat cake just now....
i want some cake...

하하하~
i want to laugh really loudly!
they ask 한경 how to say 'Kiss' in mandarin.
'吻吻一下' is his answer & the boys repeat after him. LOL~
so funny~~ =DDD
come.. 吻吻我一下~~ =P

아~ 희철 call in~ i thought i hear wrongly..
his voice is different...
he pokes fun at 한경~ 하지마~~ =P

the 2 DJs just make heart signs before they leave <3

click on frame to watch
credits to prettysyuju

i finally did something to my cyworld~~~
pretty huh? lol~
oh my.. self-praising ^^;;;

종운~

^^ 생일 축하해!!!
사랑해~

힘들어...

feeling so tired...
nevertheless, must watch this~
can't concentrate though as i'm trying to fig out something..
*pulls hair*
:x

the opening song is twins =D
the 2 DJ mouth & dance to it~~ ㅋㅋ
today 려욱, 성민 & 신동 attend the radio show ^^
려욱 is cute.. he is playing with the mike =P
성민 kept yawning ^^;
i like 이특's white top~
아~ 은혁 is thoughtful~
he is always waving at the cam before he leaves.
he just reminded 이특 to wave bye~
kiss kiss good night~

click on frame to watch
credits to prettysyuju

혜성 같아

하하하~
이특이~ 혜성이 같아요~
왜요?
이특이 머리를 손으로 건드려고 좋아해요~ ^^;;;

우후.. 2부동안 동해와 시원이 왔어 ^^

i wish i can capped them live.
이틱's burberry top is wow-ie.
he is wearing his white von dutch cap again ^^
은혁 looks fatter in that black, grey long sleeved shirt <3
hmm.. don't fancy his scarf though~
as for 시원, his sky blue t shirt is nice, too.
동해 wears a red hooded Mickey Mouse top. kekeke~
이특 didn't style his hair today~
he looks like a little boy =P

they sang 2 cf songs ^^
one was by M(i can't rem the title)
the other song was 이준기's pomegranate cf song 미녀는 석류를 좋아해 =P
waitng for the vid to be uploaded now by prettysyuju ^^
은혁 is always cute in vids <3

click to watch

축하 축하!!!

기범~ 생일 축하해 ^^


이특, 은혁~ 슈퍼주니어의 KISS THE RADIO 첫방송 축하해 ^^

click on frame to watch
credits to prettysyuju

'8월 21일 월요일!
키스의 새로운 DJ!
'슈퍼주니어 이특 & 은혁'과 함께하는
키스 더 라디오 첫 방송이 펼쳐집니다!

이특 & 은혁씨가 라디오 DJ로 입성하는 첫날인만큼,
슈퍼주니어 멤버들이 우르르~ 몰려와
시끌벅적한 축하쇼를 계획하고 있습니다!
1,2부에 걸쳐 슈퍼주니어 전 멤버가 총출동하는 첫 시간!
'보이는 라디오'로 생생하게 진행되니까요,
요거 놓치시면 후회합니다~!!

한가지 더!
특집이 오늘 하루뿐이냐! 아수워하실 분들을 위해,
이번주 일주일간은 스페셜 방송으로 진행됩니다!
이번주 1부에서는..
버라~이어티한 축하사절단이 기다리고 있구요!
그리고 2부에서는..
슈퍼주니어 멤버들이 릴레이로 키스에 놀러올 예정입니다!

새로운 DJ '슈퍼주니어 이특&은혁'과 함께,
새롭게 펼쳐질 키스 더 라디오!
키스가족들의 들~끓는 성원과 관심&사랑&지지&환호!!
특이씨, 은혁씨와 더불어, 전 스텝이 기대하고 있겠습니다! *^^* '









click to see gif ^^
text & pic credits: kbs

오~~ (1부)신동,려욱,규현,기범(2부)동해,성민과 예성 왔어! ^^
I FINALLY SEE 예성 LIVE~ 호호호호호호~
진짜 재미있어~
귀여워~
라이프 노래했어~

오오오오오오오~ 11.25pm~
준수야~ 슈주에게 전화걸었어!!!
하하~ 준수가 은혁에게 놀려댔어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

나~ 기분이 아주 좋겠다!!!!
오늘~ 슈주 day 예요 =D
슈주 CDs 를 배달했어!

TODAY IS SUCH A CHEERY DAY!

great escapee

i'm so tired after a long long day~
will blog about my day events when i wake up later~
so glad i'm back home!

i was about to shower when i thought i saw some crap in the toilet bowl.
i can't see it very clearly as i already took out my contacts.
went to get my glasses and holy sheesh~
what i saw shocked me :x

a CRAB!!!
in the toilet bowl! =.=
terence's dad brought some live crabs back and dumped them into a huge styrofoam box.
somehow, this great escapee climbed out and made its way into the toilet bowl! :x
terence tried to grab the string that was used to secure its claws but it swam further into the bowl.
i was reeking of BBQ smell & can't wait to shower~
so i ended up showering and constantly peering into the toilet bowl.
just in case it climbs out!
i didn't want to get pinched by it :x
at this moment, it is still in the bowl as we can't get it out.

in the morning, the 1st person to use the toilet will be horrified :x

eeks~~

lol~ somehow.. the crab reminded me of 혜성~
히히히히~

=D

on SBS Music Wave 060818
excellent <3
예성~~~ so smiley =DD
i miss 희철 & 동해..
enjoy these <3

Talk 1

Talk 2

난 남자다

U

미워도 다시 한번

박충재

생일 축하해 ^^
all the best for the concert in thailand <3

let death be me

why do u want to sleep it through?
u know how major this event is to me.
and i actually chose to give it up for u.
why are u still so distant?
why am i still crying?

am i doing the right thing to give up?
trying to make things work for us?
am i doing it right?
i don't know anymore.

how deep is ur love

i just farking hate how everything could be so screwed up.
sneering me at the same time.
internet connection sucks.
i can't talk to the person i want to.
i want a job badly.
i want to scream on top of my voice.
i feel like crying myself silly.
no.. in fact i did that already.
i farking look like a goldfish now. ㅠ.ㅠ

why must i hear 'how deep is your love' now?
u have wander away~
and i don't want u to show me anything.
let me dwell in my own world while u enjoy every moments in your life now.

allow me to live in my own fantasy world where i will be truly joyous.

<슈퍼주니어의 "속담아, 노~올자!">
8월 16일 함께 할 멤버 : 이특, 은혁, 성민, 강인, 규현
1st time 규현 is attending this radio show =)
♩♪ 인기가요 1 부 ♬
1. Summer time ... 포지션
2. 열정 ... 인순이
** 스타 뮤직 블로그 with 싸이 **
3. 연예인 ... 싸이
4. 새로운 사랑을 ... 보은

Super Junior 의 속담아 놀자
with Super Junior ( 이특, 은혁, 성민, 강인, 규현 )
5. Dancing Out ... Super Junior
6. Candy ... H.O.T

♩♪ 인기가요 2 부 ♬
1. Maybe I Love You ... 걸프렌즈
2. Goodbye ... 이브
3. Throw My Fist ... 신화

** 말꼬리를 잡아라!**
4. 노을 ... 부활
5. 내사랑 송이 ... 원우

song list credits kbs
these boys are so delirious~
and they want to go to a-nation?! lol~ silly dudes ^^;;
omg...... i can't believe what i hear at 11.35pm (KRN Time)
hahhaha! a male fan called in ^^
who turned out to be..... read on~~
based on my goldfish memory ^^;;

at about 11.35pm, a male called into the radio show.

male: hello! this hyunjoong. (in a girly voice)
suju: hello!
male: who is this?
suju: blah blah (the suju boys were introducing themselves)
male: HUH? who is this? blah blah~ (can't hear well because he is mumbling)
dj junhyung: which suju member do you like best?
male: who is this?
dj junhyung: park junhyung ^^**
male: ahh... i like... Kangin the best (giggling in the background)

by this time, i was already very amused by this male fan who likes suju.
he sounds so young..

kangin: ahh.. thank you (sounding alittle surprised and amused)
leeteuk: where are you from? are you a student?
male: who is this?
leeteuk: leeteuk.
male: ahh.. i'm a high school student. (giggling again)
leeteuk: jaejoong ah!
male: ah... AHAHAHAHA! ye, hello! jaejoong here.

i burst out laughing when i found out it was him who called in <333

suju: ah~ where are you now? japan?
dj junhyung: in japan? for 'Sky' promotion?
jaejoong: ah.. it is for a movie premiere in Osaka. it just ended.
dj junhyung: oh~ where are the rest of them?
jaejoong: pls wait (giggling again)

male: blah blah (alot of static from his mobile, he was introducing himself)
eunhyuk: ahh.. junsu ah~~~~
junsu: blah blah (i can't hear him but he was really hyper and happy =DD)
suju: (laughing away at his comments)
dj junhyung: who else is there?
junsu: pls wait~~~~ (laugh)

male: HAHAHAHA! (he laughed very loudly)
leeteuk: ah.. yunho ah?
male: ahh.. ahahaha~
leeteuk: yunho? (uncertainty in his voice)
male: NO~ it is CHANGMIN ah~ (=.=;;;;;; he is weird)
dj junhyung: it is fun in japan? what are you doing?
changmin: oh.. hello! hyung! just finished the movie. it had been fun in japan ^^
dj junhyung: who else is there?
changmin: pls. wait~~

male: ah.. hello~ (deep voice, sounded like he had a bad flu)
leeteuk: ah.. it must have been very tough on yunho.
dj junhyung: ah.. yunho ah? this is junhyung.
yunho: yes.. hello junhyung~ hyung~
dj junhyung: how are you? is everything ok? it must have been hard on you. a leader who has to take care of his younger ones. it must be tough on your body.
yunho: ah.. it is ok~ (i think he was trying to add on he is fine and doing well on his leader role. i don't know how he mentioned kangin's name)
kangin: yunho ah~ this is kangin~ (laugh)
yunho: oh.. kangin hyung (sounded rather surprised)
kangin: pls. take care~ where is yoochun?
yunho: ok. i will~ pls wait (sigh.. poor thing.. his voice is really choked up ;( )

yoochun: HELLO! (he sounded so hyper, like junsu)
dj junhyung: hello~ what are you doing now?
yoochun: oh~ we just finished watching a movie. just ended.
dj junhyung: do you know who am i? this is park junhyung.
yoochun: ah.. i know. junhyung~ hyung (he is like act coquettishly!!! ^^;;;;;;;)
dj junhyung: come to kbs radio soon all right?
yoochun: OK ^^ (i can almost pic his beaming face)

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ha~ how pathetic my life is?
i'm happy over such little things~

T.T

i don't know why i'm feeling so sore.
i ought to be happy because the tickets are with me already.

am i doing the wrong things to make the distance even further?
why are u acting strange?

i hate myself even more.
i wish i know what is going on.

---------------------------------

thank u maddie <333
u cheered me up~
for saying i'm looking like 재중 ^^;
he is such a pretty boy~
i would LOVE to have his delicate features and charmistic smile =)
in fact, i think he is more girly than me =D

maddie says:
jaejoong look-a-like = rara

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
:x
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
wah.... i'm jaejoong?

maddie says:
the hair the hair
maddie says:
covering one eye

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
i don't mind manz =P

maddie says:
ringo

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
ahahahaaa~ he is pretty!
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
i want to look like him

maddie says:
rara kirei too

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
kirei?

maddie says:
pretty?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
ooooh... *blush*

maddie says:
wat shampoo you use huh?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
ahahah~ i use 'the face shop' intensive shampoo ^^;

maddie says:
oh...good ma?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
it is good for colored hair ^^

maddie says:
ah so...looking for frizzy hair one

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 혁재 M 동해 정수 종운 성희 - ♬ beat - ★ SCREWED supernova says:
hmm.. i think they have hair straightening ones too =D

maddie says:
ah must go see see

히히

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO....
dear pyschomo!

생일 축하해!!!!!!
=DDD

i want to

drink the ice soda that they are having~
준수 looks so skinny >ㅁ<

m size 060814

credits to lovecc
edited by `rara


sigh.. why is the graphics so lousy? :x
so blurry~
been a long time since i last made a gif.
i can't remember the old programme that i used.
the graphics was so clear.

생일

생일 축하해 모라비 ^^
슈주짱 ♡

기분이 정말 좋아!!!!!!

슈퍼주니어 이특·은혁 라디오 진행

슈퍼주니어의 이특과 은혁이 라디오 DJ로 데뷔한다.
이특과 은혁은 현재 그룹 god의 데니안이 진행하는 KBS 2FM(89.1MHz) ‘데니 안의 키스 더 라디오’ 후속 ‘이특 은혁의 키스 더 라디오’의 마이크를 잡는다. 21일부터 라디오 황금 시간대인 매일 밤 10~12시를 점령하는 이특과 은혁은 발랄하고 톡톡 튀는 신세대 만의 언어로 신세대 청취자들을 매료시킬 각오다.

이특은 Mnet ‘M!Countdown’의 MC로 활동하며 보여준 뛰어난 입담 덕분에 라디오 DJ까지 꿰차게 되었고,은혁은 평상시 보여주는 엉뚱한 발언과 재치 덕분에 10대 시청자들을 사로잡으리라 기대되어 발탁됐다.

이특과 은혁의 소속사 SM엔터테인먼트측은 “이특과 은혁이 첫 DJ 도전을 앞두고 매우 설레어 하고 있다. 벌써부터 두 사람이 호흡을 맞춰보며 청취자 연구에 나서는 등 방송 준비에 열중하고 있다”고 밝혔다.

이특과 은혁은 MBC 표준FM ‘옥주현의 별이 빛나는 밤에’의 옥주현, SBS 파워FM ‘하하의 텐텐클럽’의 하하 등 인기 프로그램을 이끄는 선배들과 경쟁을 벌인다.

Super Junior's Lee Teuk and Eunhyuk are debuting as DJs. They will be taking over Danny's 'Kiss The Radio' Show from the 21st Aug. It will be aired every night from 10pm-12am.

It is said that both of them are very excited to DJ for this radio show.

source: hankooki
---------------
muahhaha~ good good!
민우 used to host this radio show!
now it is going to be my 2 fav <3

annoyed

i was told that YES933 FM has been playing 东方神起's 傻瓜 alot these days.
=.=
i don't know why i'm feeling so annoyed.
shouldn't they be playing 신화's songs?
hello~ these 6 boys are coming to SG~
not 东方神起

바보 같아요~ :x

sigh

"우리는 슈퍼주니어~예요"
노홓철의 기쁜우리 젊은 날~
i get upset & almost forget to tune in to radio.
it is 시원 on radio tonight.

the 1st song i hear is?
'endless moment'
that make me want to cry.
of all songs.. it is 'endless moment'~

'My Endless Moment, Pray for you
My Shining Moment, Forever'

i'm so frustrated that i just want to scream, cry, shout..
whatever that could make me feel better.

화냈어!

아주 아주 화가 나요!!!!!! ㅠ.ㅠ

f*cking hate how things are done!
screwed up!
messed up!
f*cked up!

give me a break!

endless moment

예성~ 아름다운 목소리 ♡
슈퍼주니어의 감미로운 목소리~
sigh..
feel so glum.. the thought of 희철's accident makes me blue.
this is the 1st perf that i've seen 예성 singing most parts~
i was asking mo & vi on fri why didn't he get to sing much.
this boy has a GOOD voice, really~
he deserves more attention.

endless moment 060813 kbs music bank

click on frame to watch

credits to myteuk
edited by `rara

:x

what does a blog mean to you?
to me, it is my own personal place to spazz, dream, drool, rant, curse, etc~
it is UP to you to read it at your own preference.
if you don't like it, i don't feel sorry.
if you like it, i would like to say 'a very big thank you' as you are concered about me <3

i want to hug jade~
there is an unknown, jealous LITTLE kid who left rude msges on her board.
it is obvious that this tagger is a 'hulk' for she is green with envy.
for things that berries, hicky, vibra have shared together.
she is an idiot for trying to bring jade down with her nonsense tags.
jade is gorgeous and one of the sweetest and most caring persons i know.
that is what i call a true beauty <3
this unknown tagger SHOULD GROW UP & stop acting so juvenile.
only insecure people will leave anonymous tags. =.=

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist loves
준수 윤호 혁재 종운 정수 동해 민우 형준 친구들

to my friends, even silent readers, thank you for reading <3

^^

finally got home =D
just now i was spazzing so much with momo & vi at mac's ^^
we are the psychomoravi. lol!
we can stare at one 슈주 pic and yakked so much~
슈주짱!

ahh.. went for an informal interview which ended up as proper interview ^^;
i was decked in jeans & my fav black top~
well.. kat told me i don't have to be in formal attire.
she suggested another job =D
how coll~ (유천 style)
i ended up meeting 2 recruit consultants and their manager in that 1 hr =D
i did 3 personality tests, too~ ^^

*cross fingers and toes*

*hugs my lucky charm tightly*

it has been such a cheery day <333

Full Ver of Free Your Mind Remix MV

click on frame to watch
credits to withyoonho
edited by `rara

형준.. 보고 싶어~

radio shows

43min of drooling time <3
i was out for some discussion & didn't catch it.
it was the afteroon radio show~
and i also missed 박준형의 FM 인기가요 at night..
yesung was at the radio show... argh!
i want to hear him LIVE...
:x what was i thinking then? sigh......
wtf

2FM 이금희의 가요산책 060809

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박준형의 FM 인기가요 060809

click to see the gif =D

credits to kbs

happy birthday to.. 손성희 ^^
생일 축하해 ^^

accident

omg.. now it is 희철..
my heart is tearing apart.
what on earth is happening to our SM boys? ;(
pls. get well soon, 희철


그룹 '슈퍼주니어'의 김희철(23)이 왼쪽 대퇴부 골절상을 입었다.

김희철은 MBC TV '레인보우 로망스' 촬영을 마친 후 부친상을 당한 동료 멤버 동해의 아버지 빈소가 마련된 전남 목포를 방문한 다음 10일 새벽 서울로 올라오던 중 사고를 당했다.

김희철은 매니저와 함께 서울로 올라오다 오전 5시30분께 충담 당진 인터체인지 부근에서 앞서가던 대형 차량을 추월하기 위해 차로를 변경하다 타이어 이상으로 도로 중앙분리대를 듣이받는 사고를 당한 것으로 전해졌다.

김희철은 인근 병원에서 응급 처치를 받고 삼성서울병원으로 옮겨져 정밀검사를 받고 있다. 소속사는 "정확한 결과는 오늘 오후 중에 나올 것"이라고 밝혔다.

Super Junior's Kim Heechul, fractured his left leg. He was heading back, to film MBC's 'Rainbow Romance', from Mokpo after attending Donghae's father funeral when the accident occured.

Heechul and his manager were at the Cheongdam Damjin Interchange at around 5.30am. They wanted to avoid a large vehicle infront of them. In midst of changing lane, something occured to their car's types which resulted them to crash into the median strip.

Heechul was sent to the nearby hospital's emergency ward. Right now, he is currently in Samsung Seoul hospital for further treatment.

source: newsis mtstarnews newsen

mini drama preview

want to watch this badly~

click on frame to watch

talking about suju high~
i want to faint..
just found out from a fren

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
lol guess what rara, i stayed in the same hotel as them, believe it or not, my room is nxt with them lol

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
in regent?
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
i was there!!!!

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
it was me, and this girl from soompi

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
level 19

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
ahhh
'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
HOW COME WE DIDNT MEET!?!?!

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
wah~~ u girls talk to them?

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
*faint*

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
i didn't know u went~~~~

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
lol yes, and we gave kang in their presents~

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
oh cool!!! we gave them presents too

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
my friend was so brave and knocked their door! =O

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
kekke
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
OMG
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
and...
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
who opened the door?

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
keke yes, for the love of suju, yes?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
the security is not there?

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
it was kangin ^^

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
OMG

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
noppersss
'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
and kang in said "terima kasih" in malay
'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
hahahaha

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
i like all of them =D
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
muahahahaa

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
*nods* suju is lurrveee kekekekeke

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
tvxq is love too..
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
lol
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
who else in the room with kangin?

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
kangin only open like a bit of the door lol
'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
so im not sure who's inside
'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
but it was noisy
'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
i can see few boys htere jumping on their bed @_@

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
HAHAHHAA

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
must be yehsung xD or maybe... hyukjaeee?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
dorks :x
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
hyukjae~~ holy~~~

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
haha yes XDDDD

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
maybe heechul :x
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M 동해 이특 - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
puahahahhhaa

'원탁의 천사' [^_^] says:
yeah maybe @_@

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XD suju are so dorky

왜?

릭디.. 왜 팬들을 얕봐? 왜?
신화.. 그렇게 짓궂게 굴지 마라!
너한테 실망했어.
정말 실망했어.

싫어.
진짜 싫어..........

listening to 장리인 + 김준수 - Timeless

동해...

인기그룹 슈퍼주니어의 멤버 동해(본명 이동해)가 눈물로 아버지를 떠나보냈다.

동해의 아버지는 8일 새벽 3시께 지병으로 세상을 떠났다. 고인의 빈소는 전라남도 목포시 한 병원에 차려졌다. 발인은 10일 오전.

동해의 한 측근은 8일 뉴스엔과 가진 전화통화에서 “동해가 아버지가 돌아가신 데 대해 침통해 하고 있다. 지금은 빈소의 아버지 영정 앞에서 떠날 생각을 않고 있다”고 전했다.

이어 “현재 슈퍼주니어의 다른 멤버들은 조문을 하고 동해를 위로하기 위해 개인 스케줄을 마치는 대로 목포로 오고 있다”고 덧붙였다.

Donghae's dad passed away on the 8th in the morning at around 3am. It was due to a chronic disease. The furneal will be on the 10th.

A family member told the reporter that Donghae is grieving and refused to leave the mortuary.

Super Junior members rushed down to be with him after their schedule to give him support.

source:
newsen mtstarnews

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this is depressing.
i read news about 준수's throat infection and if he doesn't rest, he might not be able to sing anymore. ;(
now this 동해's news..

*sob*

free your mind

oh.. the remix ver
but it uses all the 1st concert in Seoul's footage~
blah.. anyway, this is the preview ver only.

Free Your Mind (Remix MV)

click on frame to watch

hahahah~ the boys are funny!
they throw the crew into the sea =P

M Size 060807 MTV Jpn

click on frame to watch

credits to withyoonho + narynyuchun
edited by `rara

mel ^^

oh gosh! i'm so glad she found me <3
she is one of my best mates in poly.
we didn't keep in much contact after she was detained for 1 semester.
mel is currently flying with one of the best airlines in the world, SIA.
i'm so happy for her that she is getting married next year =D
we used to skip classes & head down to town to shop ^^;;;
recently, she found me through friendster and added me on msn ♡
can't wait to meet up with her and a few of the other girls ^^

~HunnY~ says:
Clara?

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
hey! ^^ how have u been?
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
i just got back from a movie ^^

~HunnY~ says:
AAArrrrhhhhhh!!!!!
~HunnY~ says:
Clara!!!

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
hahah!

~HunnY~ says:
i finally found you
~HunnY~ says:
u lo0k so good in the friendster pic.

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
lol~

~HunnY~ says:
like u have never aged.

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
erm.. u got to be kidding me :x

~HunnY~ says:
honest

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
=D

click

CLICK here
most of adam sandler fans would go for this movie with a light heart & mind.
expecting corny jokes, cheesy lines and weird characters.
BUT surprise surprise, this is ONE of his best movies ever!
well, i wouldn't say there are no corny jokes..
they even poke fun at britney spears & michael jackson. LOL~
but these are the essence of dear adam sandler =D
it would not be an 'adam sandler' movie without those~

if you are expecting yourself to be laughing away throughout this movie, you are wrong.
the twist comes and soon you might find yourself tearing.
this movie makes you ponder about your life.
do you really want to click your life with an universal remote control?
a remote control that will control your universe?
think again~~

i'm so glad i choose to head out & catch this movie.
been coping myself up at home due to some work :x
'all work and no play makes rara dull'
oh~ at the cinema.. it is funny!
for the 1st time, for that row of 12 seats, i'm the only girl o.o
anyway, most of the patrons are guys.
lol~ adam sandler has alot of males fans =)

too many

cuties to handle :x
i'm losing count on the guys i'm paedo-ing on.
not as in real boy-girl relationship.
irl, there is one & ONLY one guy in my ♡
in my little fantasy world~ *cough*

신화 - 3 minjinsung
東方神起 - 3 jaehosu
슈퍼주니어 - 5 teuksunghyukhaebum(i KNOW i'm gonna like more SOONER or LATER)
버즈 - 2 seunghoon
이준기
TRAX - 1 jay
팀

i was trying to tell helen i got the creeps after watching all ep of 슈주's mystery 6 one shot yesterday.
i love it though it scared me stiff :x
in the end, it ended up like this ^^;;;;

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
last night when i go to bed, my curtains were half drawn
★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
when i woke up, it was down :x

-- Helen <3 Zepp Tokyo -- says:
=x rara
-- Helen <3 Zepp Tokyo -- says:
who did it?
-- Helen <3 Zepp Tokyo -- says:
hyukjae or yesung?
-- Helen <3 Zepp Tokyo -- says:
=x
-- Helen <3 Zepp Tokyo -- says:
wahahahaha

★으컁컁 `라라☆ u-know xiaholic 은혁 M - ♬ beat - ♡ sweety vocalist says:
............ :x

i thought she would say that it was something supernatural.. lol~

anyway, i should get to bed. =)

바나나

i ♥ boys in yellow!
puahahha! 희철 is such a dork <3

Dancing Out 060806 SBS Inkigayo

click on frame to watch
credits to myteuk
edited by `rara



oppsie~ am i falling for sexy 예성?
어머..
this is no good when 슈주 consist of 13 guys :x
help!

라라라라라라

i'm so amused =D

FTTS - CF Sunkist Lemonade

click on frame to watch

rem my caps on the spoof of the mvs? =P

Super Junior - MV Parody 060803 mnet

click on frame to watch

the weather in krn is so warm now~
no wonder they sweat so much :x

Super Junior - Show Cut 060804 mnet

click on frame to watch

credits to SuperBerryz, myteuk
edited by `rara

어떻게..
섹시한 예성군~~
두려워 위압당해~~

credits to daum

非常 superband

today is the finals for the battle for SG's 1st Superband.

i've no interest to watch it.
momo supports lucify and i've seen them once during a promotion.
well.. i think they are the coolest group.
i like jrock style <3

*cough*
Soul did 신화's CN ver of 'Perfect Man'.
i can't help but went out of my room to see how 'well' they perf.
it is.. erm... i don't know.. just DON'T like it :x
they did 東方神起's CN Ver of 'Rising Sun' & '바보' during the semi-finals.
those were bad.. and now they are doing 신화's.
i know it is mean of me to say this but they will NEVER EVER be SG's 신화.

안돼! 진짜 싫어!

노래방

wanna blog on joyous things.
been stressed out lately :x

met up with chu, florence & jamie yesterday <3
we haven't seen jamie for a long time as she is busy flying between krn & sg.
i missed our krn classes~
we are all very pleased to know her fashion boutique is doing very well.
many krn actresses are wearing her clothes. wooooah~
wanna go to krn to check out her shops.
she is planning to open another outlet at 압구정 ^^

jamie treated us dinner at fish & co. (glasshouse.)
the live band drowned out our voices.
we were literally shouting so that we can hear each other.
duhz~ for goodness sake!
it is a restaurant, not a pub :x
they shouldn't have the live band.

lol~ i took pics of our dessert instead of main courses.


<3 예뻐요


히히~ we went to 노래방 at tanjong pagar.
the name is Rain 비
=.=

anyway.. the room is huge! and cold! *brrrr*
no smokey smell =D



i looked dumb :x


after that, i went to the bees' place as the guys were chilling out there~
nemo started licking my hands because i smelled of cherry =P
it was my hand cream ^^;;;;
the little dog is weird ah? lol

alan brought xbox 360 along =D
i suck totally at driving games.
became a laughing stock because i can't seem to get the direction right!
my 'car' was always in the reverse mode!
the guys laughed so much that they teared :x

oh~ 'Burnout 3 Takedown' is awesome!
a big thrill whacking the cars out!
ok.. i suck at driving BUT~ i won the guys at 'Dead or Alive 4'
muahahahha!

Ninety-Nine Nights rocks!
wanted to give it a shot but i dozed off while waiting for terence to finish his game~~
love the graphics! <3

shinhwa concert

the floor plan is finally out at Sistic

my work is not done yet.. T.T
argh!

좋아해!

우와!!!!!
found myself staring at 예성~ ^^;
희철, 기범 & 한경 were not around~
oh~ i think 려욱 changed his hairstyle?
hahhaa! 규현 looked so happy =D
oh.. & all the boys are sweaty~
wonder why....
air-con down? hahaha!

this song is ADDICTIVE!
i ♡ sapphire blue

dancing out 060803 mnet m! Countdown

click on frame to watch

credits to sjblue + sjsupporters
edited by `rara

SPOOFS of MV
=.= 신동...


슈퍼신화 =D

god 데니의 KISS THE RADIO

listening to 이특 & 데니 is comforting.
oh boy~ <333

feel like pulling my hair out.
someone just messed up our server and i can't retrieve the data i want :x


어머.. 이특아.. 눈이 살짝 피곤해~

박준형의 FM인기가요

하하하~~
진짜 귀여워요!

지금 슈퍼주니어의 이특, 신동, 은혁, 성민, 동해, 한경이 라디오생방송에 있어라~~
정말 재미있는 남자들~~
와! 한경이 한국어를 참 잘 하시네!

나~~ 기분이 참 명랑해!
이특~ 은혁~ 동해~ 성민의 소리가 좋아!

아~~ 그들 아이스크림은 먹어~~
먹고 싶은데~~~~~

신동아~ 너.. 미쳤어? :x

사진 ^^




하하하하하하~
한경아.. 왜 얼굴을 감추는데..?
바보 :x

슈주는 애교쟁이~~