taipei

不会吧...
in jan 2007.
sigh.
don't know to feel happy or sad.
it better NOT happen.

halloween

boo!
trick or treat? =P

ooh..
i would love to eat some toffee apples, candies, pumpkin seeds, pumpkin pie~

get spooked on halloween

key of heart

ooh... english version
a pretty song by BoA ^^

La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Though we are in love
우리가 사랑에 빠져있더라도

Sometimes we do hurt each other dry and cry
우린 가끔 서로를 상처주고 말리고 울리지

Everyone has a such experience
모두가 이런경험 하나쯤은 있어

I don't know the reason why
난 그이유가 왜인지 몰라

I could not find the word to get you back
널 다시 찾을수 있는 말들은 찾지 못했었어

And I turned my back to you going out
그리고 나가기위해서 내등을 네게 돌렸지

I don't want lose your love in fact
이말은 내가 너의 사랑을 잃고싶지 않다는거야

Looking for the word
말들을 찾고있어

Just a simple word
그냥 간단한 말들을

To open up closing door of your heart
닫혀져있는 네 마음의 문을 열기 위해서

But it's hard to say for me I'm sorry
미안하다는 말은 나에겐 말하기 힘들어

I don't lose my faith
난 내 믿음을 놓치지 않아

I don't lose my nerve
난 낸 용기를 놓치지 않아

Let me go to see you to say the word
내가 네게가 가 그 말을 하게해줘

Not to be afraid to face the fear
얼굴과 불안함을 두려워하지 않는건

Is the key of heart
마음안의 열쇠

I believe in love, two hearts
난 사랑을 믿어, 두개의 사랑

I believe in love, two hearts
난 사랑을 믿어, 두개의 사랑

Thousands of your smile
천개의 네 미소

Getting back when I look back on those days of us
우리의 날들을 바라볼때로 돌아가고있어

Now I feel they are still calling me
그들이 아직 날 부르고있는걸 느껴

Maybe you're the same as me
아마 너도 나와 같을거야

Searching for the chance to make it up now
지금을 만들어낼 기회를 찾아보며

I believe you to be waiting for me
난 니가 나를 기다리고 있을거라고 믿어

I'll be with you shortly
난 너와 가까이 있을거야

Looking for the word
말들을 찾고있어

Just a simple word
그냥 간단한 말들을.

To open up closing door of your heart
닫혀져있는 네 마음의 문을 열기 위해서

But it's hard to say just once I'm sorry
미안하다는 말은 나에겐 말하기 힘들어

I don't lose my faith
난 내 믿음을 놓치지 않아

I don't lose my nerve
난 낸 용기를 놓치지 않아

Let me go to see you to say the word
내가 네게가 가 그 말을 하게해줘

Not to be afraid to face the fear
얼굴과 불안함을 두려워하지 않는건

Is the key of heart
마음안의 열쇠

To meet in this world
이세상안에서 만나는건

Is just a wonder
그저 바라는것

Now I want to say I was born to love,
이젠 난 사랑하려고 태어났다고 말하고싶어

fall in love with you,
너와 사랑에 빠졌어

live in your future
너의 미래 안에서 살아가

Open up your door
너의 문을 열어줘

Wrap me in your arms
너의 두 팔안에 나를 감싸줘

Let me dive into your heart once again
내가 니마음의 바다로 한번더 뛰어들게해줘

To try to keep our story going on
우리의 이야기를 계속 이어나가기 위한건

Is the key of heart
마음안의 열쇠

La la la la la la
La la la la la la


source

workaholic

i am not T_____T
and i do not want to be one...
a hardworking worker is different from a workaholic.
i feel it is crucial to set our priorities right.
what is the point to devote all your time to work when you could be affecting your personal life?
worse still.. your health?
soon, you will find friends 'forgetting' to ask you out because you always have to cancel your appointments at the last minute.
you may even lose sleep because you are constantly thinking about work.
the lack of sleep will lead to decreasing concentration.
irritation will soon arise WHICH will directly affect your work.
so what does that mean?
a vicious, never-ending cycle T________________T

why slough so hard?
work hard & work smart.

want to know some workholic symptons?

i hope my dear friends are not workaholics...

chocolate show

holy mooney~
i would LOVE to attend this chocolate show!
now in new york, next will be in shanghai, tokyo~ woooooooh

check out the pics of the fashion show~
you will be drooling~~
the guys will be more than happy to eat off the models.
lol!

other than eyeing delicious looking outfits (other than dreaming of gobbling up the models), there are activities that will attract you.
culinary demos~
be a lizard lounge in the chocolate lounge~
view paintings~

this is one sin that i would love to commit..
endless, shameless indulgence on chocolate!

wow! the 2004 wall of memories created by Nir Arda was so cool~


quote from chocolate show:
The empty spoon left behind represented the void left by those with whom we have enjoyed life, and since have become a bittersweet memory.

ah... craving for a piece of chocolate mint now~
*going to lala land to become a food stylist*

my ultimate love is still a food related job~
*twiddle fingers*

fly away

blah..
$ is so near yet so far...
boo hoo!
how sweet it would be if i did win it..

right track

if it feels good, then it is good.
but if you are down and out about what's happening, stop the train and get off.
it just won't be worth the ride unless it's supporting your ultimate vision of where you want to go.

what do i want?
what do u want?

source

the guardian

would say that it is not bad~
considering i get to see gorgeous ashton kutcher =P
like him since 'that 70's show'.
nerdy kelson. lol~
the guardian is a tribute to u.s coast guards~
"so others may live"

crappy

today has been such a horrible day!
before i left for work, i realised my mummy dearest gave away some books (which belongs to my friend) to the rags & bones man.
how am i supposed to tell my friend? T.T
30 mins after the clinic started, i was summoned into the room & questioned at why patients were not seen.
in the 1st place, mr. chief was not even around at 9am! he is always late!!!!!
2nd, his mo (who claimed to be at clinic at 8am) was not even there!
i was told by my girls that he was walking in & out of the clinic.
3rd, mr. chief can always get the 2nd patient in the list to see him since 1st patient had not returned from breakfast!
4th, the nurse told me both doc were discussing some irrelevant things in the clinic till 9.30am & they REALISED why patients have not seen them.
5th, to summon patients in is NOT MY DUTY! they are the ones to decide!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!
after a lousy start, went to attend 3 meetings....
*almost brain dead*

finally endured the day & waiting for the bus to go home...
waited for more than 20 mins!
usually, it takes less than 5 mins.
guess what?! 2 buses came at the same time! =.=
everyone was scrambling to board the buses and ended up getting pushed T.T
i thought the nightmare of the day was over after i alighted.
in the end?
i got honked at by a Nissan Cefiro~ wtf!
hello!!!! his damn car was more than 80m away from me!
wtf did he honk me for?!
i ended up pointing my middle finger at him :x
i'm so pissed!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

ok~ i must calm down.
it is the weekend & it is truly precious to me..
i must be happy!
i must be happy!

I MUST BE HAPPY!

i'm going to enjoy my dinner & movie later <3

what am i?

i'm a cross between aquarius & pisces.
i possess both signs' characteristics~
wonder if this is good or bad~~

aquarius or pisces

Aquarians are always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many have lots of imagination and are very intuitive.

The Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is the age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening.

The negative side of Aquarius is fanatical eccentricity, egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society.

They are also secretive, hard to know, and hardly know themselves.

They must learn how to use power wisely, they have vitality, have an urge to rule.

They are easygoing, affectionate, submissive and offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters.

They are emotional rather than rational, instinctive more than intellectual, and have limited willpower.

They tend to withdraw into their own dream world as a retreat from the harsh reality of day - to -day living and the inability to cope with real life.

i'm always burying myself away from the harsh reality :x
sometimes, i do not even understand myself.
wish i could be more sane.

went for lunch with 2 of my closest colleagues.
jeanelle's friend, coman, came to fetch us to ikea.
boy! i missed the swedish meatballs! yummy!
oh~ another interesting thing~
coman loves japanese & korean dramas & soft toys!!!
it is uncommon to find a guy who adores such things.
and a very tall singaporean guy. lol~
i find it really amusing XD
we kinda bullied him.
hahha~ we are mean girls.

i wonder how my ol' buddy is doing in finland & paris.
wah.. i would love to be in his place to sample all the yummy food!!!
and shopping~ all the lavish boutiques, cafes~
i want to stroll along the romantic streets of paris <3

*day dream mode*

진짜?

i wonder how true these horoscopes are...
just now, i overheard the horoscopes forecast for aquarius & pisces.

air sign:
异国恋情即将发生

water sign:
桃花运旺
适合的另一半将出现

아.. 진짜요? 정말요?
blah~

yesterday, i encountered 2 very different services in Takashimaya.
at my fav dessert store, the auntie's service was excellent!
would say she is devoted to her job to bring the best service.
at Gucci store (the so-called high end store), the sales rep was haughty & her replies to laura's enquiries were f-king rude.
i thought high end stores would provide better services?
ha~ crap

dwell upon

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness...
you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation you are ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you can attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death...
you are more blessed than three billion people in the world.

If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep...
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace ...
you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still alive and still married ...
you are very rare, even in the United States and Canada.

If you can read this message, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.

What then shall we lucky ones do?

Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.

Live like it's Heaven on Earth.
Do something nice for someone every day!

source

big ego

man aka mr neo is irritating the h3ll out of me.
not every girl is materialistic like what he presumes.
stop telling me about your evo 9, ur condo, ur manager post, ur watch, ur 3 car plates, blah blah~
i'm not interested to know.
there must be a generation gap.
he does not know what is anime.
only 1 yr of difference but..
anyway, it does not matter whether he knows what is anime.
each of us have different hobbies anyway.
he appears to be rather immature in his thinking, too.
i don't know.. just feel it from the way he talks.
what i can't tolerate most is his big ego.
i'm not going to feed his ego.
no way.

woooh

their comeback on kbs is <3
in fact, i think this is my fav out of all their comebacks~
live perf is 짱~
relived to see 윤호 doing well...
준수 seems to be so smiley =D
현준~~ ㅋㅋ

clubs hopping

well.. we intended to hop from st james power station to mos to the butter factory.
power station was a bore.
mos was too freaking packed!
butter factory was too quiet.
blah~ none of these can entertain us.
cam-whoring was fun though, especially in the toilets. lol~
soon, we got pretty sick of st james.
as ususal, we debated & tried to decide on a place to eat at.
no where else to go?
eat =)

finally, i thought of desserts at tong shui cafe at zion road & off we go~
i'm surprised that the gang have not been to this place.
sob~ the white fungus dessert sux :x
i thought it would be the soft, jelly-like dessert.
instead, it was crunchy. the type i hated :x
but as long the gang love the food, i'm happy.
they were gobbling down the food as if they haven't ate for days. lol~
i would have eaten the thick toast if i didn't have a sore throat.
i've craving for toast.......
*drool*

빵 빵 빵~ 먹고 싶어~ ㅋㅋ

pms

:x
damnit.. i hate to be a woman, only at certain time of the month.
pms is one of the worst things to happen to us.
bloated. water retention. tummy pain. cramp. zits.
blah~

ah... the consolation i get is...
alot of people have been saying i look much younger than my real age.
^^;
good to look young right? =D

time to sleep..
i'm so drained.
many things to do but i'm really drained of energy..
zzzzZZZzzzzzz

the last name

are u bored with ur life?

those who have not watched part 01.
trailers here.

part 02 is what i'm waiting for.
i love dark, twisted stories.

i'll be there

061014 쇼음악중심 comeback special

061015 인기가요

hope 윤호 is recovering fast.
he is going through too much hardships.
it feels so weird not to see him in today's perf.
they won the mutizen.

why do i feel so down when i hear 'i'll be there'?

cute

i love rodents <3

haha!
i love felines <3

happy birthday

to 동해 <3

anti

holy frack!
i was taken aback when i read the news :(
an anti-tvxq fan drugged yunho's drink during the filming of KBS' 'Girls 6' yesterday.
there was a note to curse him to death.
after consuming the spiked drink, he vomitted & was sent to the hospital.
that vicious anti must be captured by the police.
this is absurd.

동방신기 유노윤호, '음료수 테러'

그룹 '동방신기'의 유노윤호(20)가 안티팬으로 추정되는 여성에게 '본드 음료수' 테러를 당했다.

14일 밤 10시께 KBS 2TV '여걸식스' 녹화 도중 휴식시간에 팬으로 위장한 여성에게서 건네 받은 음료수를 받아 마신 유노윤호는 구토 증세를 보이며 병원으로 급히 옮겨졌다. 음료수에는 본드로 추정되는 유해물질이 들어있는 것으로 알려졌다.

사고 후 현장에서는 '너를 죽여 버리겠다'는 내용의 쪽지도 발견됐다.

동방신기 측은 "유노윤호가 마신 음료수 병을 15일 국립과학수사연구소에 지문감식 의뢰키로 했다"고 밝혔다.

유노윤호는 병원으로 가는 도중 피를 많이 흘렸지만 생명에는 지장이 없는 것으로 알려졌다. 현재 서울 강남의 병원에서 입원 치료중이다.
newsis

friend

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first
names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address
book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has
gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their
problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you
have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until
after u've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for
them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you.

which one are you?

the departed

is a remake of 无间道.
throughout the whole movie, i kept hearing 'fuck'.
well, probably because it is a police-thief storyline.
such vulgarity is common.
begin & end a sentence with 'fuck'.
i wonder if it is a necessity?
or merely a form of expression to emphasize on the issue.
it is a blood & gore twisted movie.
there is no clear line between black & white. right & wrong.
in the end, all are dead.
blah.

i hate how i'm turning into a serious junkie.
i hate how i'm submitting to junks for comfort.
i hate how one can be nonchalant.
i hate how things are becoming.
i hate how i've to adapt to the changes.
i hate how i wanted to hate the world.
i hate how i hate assumptions.

i've made myself clear..
if u guys wish to continue to assume, i'm going to leave.
for good.
i really had enough of assumptions.
i'm going to void my heart of love.
not going to love another.
i do not want to go through this heart-wrenching cycle again.
u have made me change my views of love.
i used to think as long my guy loves me as much as i love him, it is a bliss.
i'm so naive. blame myself for loving evian.

sadly, this is not going to work on me anymore.
love & like have already turn into hate & dislike.
fairytales do not exist. just like santa claus.
just like unicorns.

timeless or heartless

if i could swop my heart, i would.
my poor heart is saturated with so many thoughts of all of you.
working much too hard to erase the pain & unhappiness.
my ailing heart is failing.
i don't think i want to endure all these anymore.
stop turning my life into a big yo-yo.
the best solution is to hate me.
it is not that hard to hate someone like me.
i want my heart to stop beating.

i don't mind turning into a robot.
but i will want to erase all memories.
what is the point of bearing all the past memories which will haunt me?
all things should start anew.
am i able to do it?
do i have the courage to start afresh?
even this robot shed tears..
would clara the robot be able to control all emotions?
maybe she can lock up her feelings?
*turns her heart into steel*

where has the innocent love gone to?
where has the unrequited love gone to?

i want to believe in forever love.
i want to believe in friends forever.
time & time again, my heart get slashed.
the bleeding has to stop somehow.
i'm so weary...
谁能带我到一个遥远的地方？
一个没有痛和伤害的地方..
我真的真的好怨卷...

i wish i have a death note to kill myself.
i want to cook up a wonderful plot for myself.

death note

lol~ fancy watching it on oct 13th~
i didn't have time to read the comic but i'm loving the plot.
i would try to read it soon.. provided i've time.
it seems like i've 1 & many other million things to do.
i wonder if i will ever finish.. but anyway..
i'll try.
'L'~ i love his style. woot!
mainly because we are junkies. lol~
i would love to have 1/2.. erm.. 1/3 of his brain cells.
such a smarty kid~
then i would have solve many problems.
that is good right?
how wonderful that would be..

having a death note book... hmm..
i wonder how it would be like?
the ability to kill someone.
very dark & mystic?
one can kill someone just with a thought.
well, i mean in theory, i can kill someone with my evil thoughts.
there is always a dark side to ABs
we are eccentric beings :x

before i went out for movie, i was watching ep 13.
lol~ coincidental huh?
ep 13 on 13th oct. lol~

so heart-warming ^^


doh.. i don't know why i feel so sad for 율 as he stood there looking at 채경, while reminiscing their encounters ;(


forced to consummate.
lol~ 신 is so shy... puahahaa!
they ended up doing crutches & playing games.. till...


채경 hit him near his eye with the bead.. &...
smooch....? almost..


&... finally... =D
(kissing scenes in movies & dramas are always so <3)


i've the sudden urge to cry...
this drama is really getting onto me...

pringles

lalalaa~ who love pringles?
ME! =P
on a junkie spree @ serene centre just now ^^;;


then i went for some interesting ice cream with matchbox =D
guess the flavors?

left = apple pie
right = nutella
super delicious! =D love it!
better than habanero chili.. :x
that gave me a bad sore throat.

oh! i didn't know this product is already in the market ^^;
i was so surprised to see it..

in the end, i was teased by matchbox.
i'm not a junkie afterall!
matchbox is the REAL junkie! LOL~

i can't finish goong today.. blah..
having a slight headache again..
i think i should just go to bed early..
been feeling rather tired lately...
this is my earliest night to sleep ^^
zzzzZZZzzzzz

habanero chili ice cream

muahahaa~~
i had this special ice cream just now.
u read it right.. i didn't type wrongly.
it is habanero chili ice cream.
vanilla ice cream with habanero chili blend.
sweet with a touch of spice.
yummy.. but now i'm having a sore throat.
that power.. :x


i'm loving rochester park <333
been there twice with 2 of my closest friends.
both sessions were so fun =D

1 rochester is more for chilling out with alcohol.
north border has excellent food.
yummy!

oh~ i forgot!
hehhee~
i saw this pasta dish that reads as 'aunty helen's whoop yo' ass pasta'
it is a spicy seafood pasta.
it reminded me of dear helen =P

ooooh... this scene is so <3
why 신 becomes so sweet....?! ah!
gaga~ *hug myself*


ah~ ep 11 is so sweet!
he carried 채경 when she fainted in sch.. omg..
haha! he still don't want to admit he has indeed fallen for 채경.
muahahahaha~ own up, prince charming!

*pulls hair*
then 율.. sigh.. 默默地守着..
好可怜


슬퍼요..

small world

wah..
i'm meeting a financial planner this wed & my new colleague is his friend, too!
what a smal small world!
yeah.. i've many new colleagues this month ^^
all newbies. so fun!

i'm going to cheong 궁... =P
this drama is airing tonight on ch U!
bet it will be a big hit =)

hmm.. a nice surprise to get a call from my buddy =)

bears

stupid 신!
is it that hard to make a phone call back to report safety?
the ego of guys is bigger than a mountain!
*slaps*

one reason that i love 궁 alot is partly due to bears.
i always love teddy bears & i've lost count of the # of bears i have at home ^^;
the other reason is the outfits & hairstyles.. gorgeous!
other than that, i like the storyline =)
many will love to hate 효린.
yes, she is the bitch for trying to break up 신 & 채경~
which girl will not fight for her own happiness?
she regrets going for her own dreams rather than marrying 신.
how will the ending be?
i predict 신 will still pick 채경.
the silly girl who knows nothing...
but it has been hard on her.. knowing that 신 still loves 효린.
who can tolerate that?
only someone who is kind at heart.
ep 9 is where the twist starts.. ep 10 onwards will be exciting.

i realised i miss my grandmother so much..
i cried so much when the empress talked to 채경.
할머니.. 정말 보고싶어..


how nice it is to have someone to talk to & hear your heart out.


where is my someone to be there to offer his shoulder?
to promise he will make me smile


to give a hug..
to tend to me when i'm sick..
to let me cry my eyes out..
to give a little knock to wake up my senses..


do i need one?
no, i only need my teddy bears.
they will be beside me all the time.


i've always been a girl full of imagination & picture myself as the lead.
lol~ i'm that silly...
i need a reality check.
i can't live in my own fantasy world.
is it because my own life is such a bore that i'm turning to my fantasy world?
dreaming of living a life that is out of my reach..

wake up, clara~

must watch

goong (宫) is definitely better than full house.
from ep 6 on.. 신 is.. & 율 is.. <3
feel so sad for 채경.. ;(
i thought i'm no longer have any feelings..
as in.. numb & void of feelings for other people..
but i realise.. i'm loving this drama..
been a long time since i laughed so loudly~
ep 7 & 8 are very cute~
when 신 goes to 채경's house to stay for a few days <3

아이구.. 정말 귀여워 =D
when 신 wants 채경 to hug him from the back.. lol


stupid 신 trying to act cool~ boo boo~

if i can feel this way.. it means..
i still have a heart..
the last time i cried really badly for a show was 'Millionaire's 1st love'.
i think this will be the next show..
i shall try to finish this drama by tues~

Stay(스테이) - 당신은...나는 바보입니다

난 바보였었죠. 내가 바보였었죠.
我是笨蛋. 我就是笨蛋.

후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠
后悔也迟了 我知道 无法再回头

그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
再也见不到你 我知道

내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말 미안해요
我真的错了 实在对不起

그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那时没有说 是我太傻

이제와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
此时此刻 我焦虑地乞求原谅

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

자존심 때문에
因为可怜的自尊心

술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
用烟酒堕落

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪

그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
但是 我依然像个笨蛋

그러진 말아요 다시 생각해봐요
不要这样 请再想想

우리 어떻게 여기까지 힘들게 왔는데
我们曾经多么艰苦地共同到现在

다시 생각해봐요 후회하실꺼예요
请再想想 会后悔吧

내가 정말 잘못했어요 정말미안해요
我真的错了实在对不起

그땐 얘기하지 못했죠 너무 어리석었죠
那时没有说 是我太傻

이제 와서 이렇게 애태우며 난 용서를 빌어요
此时此刻 我焦虑地乞求原谅

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

자존심 때문에
因为可怜的自尊心

술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
用烟酒堕落

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

아직 사랑하기에 하루 종일 펑펑 울고만 있죠
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪

그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
但是 我依然像个笨蛋

그대 없인 나 한순간도 살 수 없어요
沒有你 我一瞬間也無法活下去

머릴 잘라도 술을 마셔도 눈물만 흐르죠
剪了頭髮 也喝了酒 我仍然流淚

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

자존심 때문에
因为可怜的自尊心

술과 쓴 담배연기로 망가지고 있죠
用烟酒堕落

당신은 나는 바보입니다
你是 我是笨蛋

아직 사랑하기에 하루종일 펑펑 울고만있죠
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪

그대도 나도 모두 바보처럼
但是 我依然像个笨蛋

이제 더 이상 망가지지 마요.........
現在開始不要讓我再墮落下去...

perhaps love

궁 OST 사랑인가요 mv

언제였던건지 기억나진 않아
是不是昨天 我記不起

자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
思緒開始因你而混亂

한두 번씩 떠오르던 생각 자꾸 늘어가서
偶爾的想念不斷遞增

조금 당황스러운 이 마음
開始慌張的這顆心

별일이 아닐 수 있다고 사소한 마음이라고
也許沒什麼 只是我多慮

내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한건
我不斷提醒自己的模樣多麼勉強

사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
是愛嗎？如果你我一樣就開始了嗎？

맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑하네요
心總是想要愛你

온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
想要全世界都聽見似的大喊

왜 이제야 들리죠oh~
為什麼我現在才聽見

서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고
為了讓彼此相遇 此刻才找到愛

지금 내 마음을 설명하려 해도
如果我想要說明我心意

니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법뿐인데
只能讓你成為我來感受我的心

이미 난 네 안에 있는걸 내 안에 니가 있듯이
我已在你心裏 就象我的心中已經有你

우린 서로에게 이미 길들여진지 몰라
也許我們已經被彼此馴服

사랑인가요 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요
是愛嗎？如果你我一樣就開始了嗎？

맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑하네요
心總是想要愛你

온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요
想要全世界都聽見似的大喊

왜 이제야 들리죠oh~
為什麼我現在才聽見

서로를 만나기 위해 이제야 사랑 찾았다고
為了讓彼此相遇 此刻才找到愛

생각해보면 많은 순간 속에
（생각해보면） （속에）
想想看 這麼多的瞬間裏面
（想想看） （裏面）

얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
曾有那麼多的心動

조금 늦은 그만큼 나 더 잘해줄게요 oh
遲到的時間 用我更加愛你作補償

함께할게요 추억이 될 기억만 선물할게요
讓我們一起 把只能回憶的記憶當作禮物

다신 내 곁에서 떠나지 마요 짧은 순간조차도 불안한걸요
不要再從我身邊離開 哪怕只一瞬間

내게 머물러줘요 oh~
請在我身邊停留

그댈 이렇게 많이 사랑하고 있어요
(이토록 많이) (그대 하나만)
我是多麼的 愛著你
(是如此深深的)（只愛你）

이미
已經

궁

finally watched it.. at ep 5 now.
it makes me wonder...
it is cinderella dream for most girls..
to be married to a prince
(but that happen to be a promise between the late emperor & best friend to have their grandchildren to marry in this drama)
to marry a man who does not love u is a torture.
no one to stand by ur side when u needed help most.
if i were her, i would rather die.
stupid 신 is all haughty & cold towards 채경..
but it seems like ice man is melting..
율 likes 채경, too..
hmm.. 4 angled love.. very interesting...
will 신 accept 채경.. who will stand by him
or his 1st love, 효린 (the bitch in making)?
or will 채경 accept 율 who is always by her side?

oh well.. all these are in dramas only..

NOTHING LAST FOREVER...

i don't believe in anything now.
in this world, people walk in & out of your life.
the only foot prints that are left in your hearts..
are the true friends who will stand by you...

i'm really tired of hearing the same thing again.
if u r my good friend, u would have thought of me.. however..
친구아.. 나인데.. 거짓말아..
나의 마음이.. 너무 아파...

friends forever

ha~ i wish it is true..
at least i think it is true.
terence & gang.. i'm really disappointed with all of you.
this is NOT the 1st time that i feel this way.
when i say i'm over it, i mean it.
why must all of you think i'm not?
just because i'm too emotional for my own good?
just because all of u think i'm not over it, u don't want to call me out?
all of u promise to stay as friends though the relationship is over.
all of u promise to call me out & not feel awkward.
NOW WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE AWKWARD?
YOU GUYS! NOT ME!
mr eng, if u were really to bring a new girl into the group, so be it.
i'm not that ungracious to bitch at u or her.
look.. i may feel jealous or envious at 1st.
if i'm not, something is wrong with me.
but like i say, it is over already.
we are good friends, right?
i'm happy with it. but are u?
i need to move on with my life.
it is no point to lament & hold u back.
i'm not that selfish..
i'm so disappointed..
my good friends.. i choose to believe all of u are still my good friends.
but.. do u guys feel the same?
i'm afraid not...
i don't even know why i'm crying for all of u.
i really feel nothing last forever.

난.. 진짜 실망해.. 힘없어..
너.. 다들 나의 참다운 친구야?
친구 좋다는 게 뭔가?
너무 슬퍼요...
교분이 식어져...

fresh air

gosh.. the air is so farking polluted now.
i got a big shock when i stepped out of clinic.
i coughed almost immediately..
blah.. no wonder i feel so sick.
maybe it aggravates my flu.

that neighbouring country does not learn..
still burning the forest, no matter how many warnings she got.
she doesn't know she is killing many treelings and polluting the air.
i pity the asthmatic patients.

hurt

my latest song craze is hurt by christina aguilera.
i love this girl for her powerful vocals <3

boy~ i knocked off late today.
i ended up waiting for the 5th bus #92 before i can board it.
it was that freaking packed.
during my wait for the bus, i saw this couple wearing the couple fossil watches.
it got me thinking~
why do people wear couple items? be it watches, outfits, etc~
to tell others they are deeply in love?
it is a form of identity?
an expression of 'i love you'?
well.. i respect them for boldly showing their love.
to me, wearing the same clothes is weird :x
anyway~ i don't think i've the right to comment on that~ =)

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

kbs world

whoa.. belinda told me of kbs world on scv.
yeah! =D
i can watch it!
i'm so kbs-fied.. lol
i love kbs!

pv winter love

진짜 예뻐요!
i think i'm missing winter time..
it is my fav season.. though it freezes my butt off..
i guess it is because i love snow~

why?

why am i stressed out at work?
didn't feel very good today..
seems like i screwed things up.
even my colleagues too..
maybe it was partly due to the new system..

watching the last ep of 'saving the last dance' by eugene on ch u.
i think i'm immune to touching endings..
i used to sob when i see 'man confesses to woman of everlasting love' & love each other after all the hardships they have been through & living happily ever after.
it will never fail to tickle my little heart.
BUT i did not cry. *stunned*
i am someone who cry easily.
moved by the slightest touching scenes.
is my heart dead now?
void?

maybe

mouldy heart

lol~
just kidding... ^^;
my new cyworld skin~


need some pumping music to get me hyper =)
no more grouchy or gloomy rara~

o~ get me some love~

mv o 正.反.合

time to sleep..
having headache again.. blah

comeback

whoa~
아주 멋져!
형준 & 준수~~ ♡
재중.. reminded me of final fantasy character. 짱!
유천.. like captain jack sparrow! lol~
윤호.. and his dangling earrings.. blah
창민.. no comments :x
watching it online live was a torture~
lag my PC like crazy. duhz~
anyway.. enjoy this =)

061001 인기가요 comeback special