Monday, May 29, 2006

desperate

can't believe my 1st post after 4 days is something like this :x

it dawned upon me that i'm going to have a hard time surviving...
after i come back from my trips.
provided i manage to secure a decent paying job in jul..
or else.. i'm in shit.

i really want to enjoy my trips to the fullest..
without any resistrictions on my budget.
but after careful calculations, i think it is highly impossible to enjoy myself to the max.
i do not want to end up in debts just because i want to enjoy my trips.
neither do i want to drop out from my trips.
i hate how all the craps are happening.
feel like running away from all the junk falling onto me.
away from all the things that i love :(

frustrated.
upset.
grouchy.
moody.
sad.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

1 month to go

to the land of rising sun...!
wooooh~
feeling so high just thinking about it!
shopping, eating & seeing the boys with hicky & berries!

<333

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

hit and run

f*ck the guy who hit terence's 3 month old honda city!
my heart froze when he called up & informed about this terrible incident.
there was no CCTV in the carpark to tape down the accident.
he was on a case & when he got back to his car, he was stunned.
the front grill, bumper and bonnet were dented.
he went around asking the passers-by if they saw the culprit.
an eye-witness saw a blue pick-up hitting his car.
that idiot must have really lousy skills because there were ample space to reverse.
i don't know how the heck he could have hit the city!
and he just drove off.

wtf! hit and run!

that loser will get his punishment one of these days!
his behaviour is intolerable!
缩头乌龟!

feeling really irked!
no mood to eat my lunch already.
my heart broke into a million pieces when i saw terence's mms.
that picture of the car.. =(
*sob*
at least $1K is needed to repair our beloved car.

argh!

Monday, May 22, 2006

can't breathe

i'm totally drained of my strength.
sick of all the crap i'm facing here.
turning in a nervous wreck T.T
no wonder, some people say when u quit from your job..
in the last month there, u get sh*t.

i feel like dumping all the things and just go.
but i can't do it.
sometimes i wonder if my sense of responsibility is a blessing or a curse.


listening to: my heart

Saturday, May 20, 2006

begin










東方神起 - begin pv

泣きたい時は泣けばいいから
나키타이도키와나케바이이까라
울고 싶을 때는 울면 되니까

ねえ 無理はしないで
네에 무리와시나이데
그래, 무리하지는 말아

涙涸れたら 笑顔はひらく
나미다카레따라 에가오와히라쿠
눈물이 마르면 얼굴에 미소가 떠오르겠지

ほら、もう笑ってる호라,
모오와랏떼루
봐, 벌써 웃고 있잖아.

戸惑うのは未来はあるから
토마도우노와미라이와아루까라
망설이는 건 미래가 있기 때문에,

眩しさに負けない、勇気が欲しい
마부시사니 마케나이 유우키가호시이
눈부심에 지지 않아, 용기가 필요해

every day and night with you
小さな君の手を握り締めるから
치이사나 키미노테오 니기리시메루까라
작은 너의 손을 꼭 쥐고서

every day every night every where
つながる感触をずっと確かめよう
츠나가루 칸쇼쿠오 즛또 타시카메요오
(너와 나의) 이어지는 감촉을 계속 확신하고서

今、物語はbegin
이마 모노가타리와 비긴
지금, (우리들의) 이야기는 시작돼

瞳反らして避けてるつもり
히토미소라시떼 사케테루츠모리
눈을 돌려 피하려고 했니

でも僕は好き

だよ

데모보쿠와스키다요
그래도 난 널 좋아해

離れていても分かち合うもの
하나레떼이떼모 와카치아우모노
떨어져 있어도 서로 나눠 가질 수 있는 건

そう 想いがあれば
소오 오모이가 아레바
그런 (서로에 대한) 추억이 있다면

昨日にまだ"さよなら"言えずに
키노오니마다"사요나라"이에즈니
어제 또 “안녕” 이라고

말하지 못하고 (talking)
くすぐってる時間は無駄しにだけさ
쿠수굿떼루 지칸와 무다시이다케사
흔들리는 시간은 덧없을 뿐.

every day and night with you
冷めない微熱だけ持て余しながら
사메나이 비네츠다케 모떼아마시나가라
식지 않는 미열을 어떻게 하지 못해 곤란해 하면서

every day every night every where
二人のcontactをもっと重ねよう
후따리노 칸타쿠오 못또 카사네요오
두 사람의 접촉을 더 쌓아가

今、君と僕はbegin
이마, 키니또보쿠와 비긴
지금, 너와 난 시작하는 거야

本当はぼくも同じよ
혼또와 보쿠모 오나지요
실은 나도 같아

(baby I need your love, need your touch)
(baby I need your love, need your touch, baby)
夜の闇
におびえてる
요루노 야미니 오비에떼루
밤의 어둠에 두려워하고 있어
(You tell me now)

でも一人じゃない
데모 히또리쟈 나이
그래도 혼자가 아니잖아

every day and night with you
ふるえる君の手を握り締めるから
후루에루 키미노 테오 니기리시메루까라
떨고 있는 너의 손을 잡고서

every day every night any where
つながる感触をずっと確かめよう
츠나가루 칸쇼쿠오 즛또 타시카메요오
연결되어 있는 감촉을 계속 확신하고서

今、物語はbegin
이마, 모노가타리와 비긴
지금, (우리들의 이야기는 시작돼.)

every day and night with you
冷めない微熱だけ持て余しながら
사메나이 비네츠다케 모테아마시나가라
식지 않는 미열을 어떻게 하지 못해 곤란해 하면서

every day every night every where
二人の運命をそっと重ねよう
후따리노 운메이오 솟또 카사네요오
두 사람의 운명을 조심스레 반복해가

今、二人だけでbegin
이마, 후따리다케데 비긴
지금 둘만의 시작

credits: daum

정말 감동해~ <333

Friday, May 19, 2006

chum

A Friend Most True

I need to know if you’re my true friend,
will you be by my side until the end?
Can I tell you my secrets deep,
and trust them in your heart you’ll keep?
We are neither of us without our flaws,
can you accept mine as I will yours?
I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue,
will you be there for me when I need you?
No matter how busy I will make time for you,
if you are busy will you make time for me too?
I will take your hand and comfort your tears,
will you hold me and soothe my fears?
I will give you joy and many warm smiles,
can we share that even across many miles?
I will not forget what’s important to you,
will you remember what’s important to me too?
With you my most favourite things I’ll share,
If only I know do you truly care?
If you can accept me as I do you,
then I will know you are a friend most true.

by http://www3.50megs.com/wendy

are you my true friends? =)
this passage touched my heart~
and it made me tear in the wee hours of the morning...

Thursday, May 18, 2006

chirpy day

=P today was such a gloriously cheerful day!
sms-es of shinhwa, tvxq & buzz related hit my inbox.
they sure made me grinned even broader. lol.

ying was telling me about 경훈 & 성희's nifty hair-style (which i blogged on before i left for work this morning).
hey~ great minds think alike =P
i can't wait to talk to her about the 신화's concert and of course, our beloved M.
rei & her got really fab seats.
another swell thing IS their names were on the overseas fans' banner of shinhwa.
the groovy thing IS their names were the 1st 2 to appear under 'Singapore'!
that made me spazzy!

wenny informed me she had gotten me the fila tees =D
really nice of her to check it out for me~
i remembered during my korea trip in feb, i didn't even have time to pop into boutiques >.<
really appreciated her help to get me the tees and buzz 3집.

<333 a big thank you to the wonderful friends who got me gifts from korea

laura brought nachos to visit me this afternoon!
oh my! the little dog is so much heavier compared to a few weeks back.
ahhhhh! he is such a darling ^^
he was trembling alittle as i carried him.
height phobia? i think.
after awhile, he started to lick me and this chap SMELLS really good.
laura surely takes good care of little nachos <333
sigh.. my mobile went out of cell T.T
or else i could have taken pics of adorable nachos~~ boooo~

heheh~ i was shopping again after work.
went to international plaza to look for terence and..
i ended up buying a new pair of pumps. lalalaalaa~
i'm really a shopaholic :x

intended to watch 'da vinci code' but we decided to wait for the gang to catch it on sat.
this is one movie that i must watch.
no matter what the critics poke crap about it.
watch it with an open mind~

time to wash off the delicious smelling L'occitane honey calm mask~
i must try to sleep early.
late nights = bad, dull, lifeless skin

cornrows

=(
nah~~ not very impressive..
엑릭, 전진 and 앤디 with the same hair-styles again for the concert :x
they could have looked better than this.







and this~
clean cut images = love <333








almost forget my 'perfect' buzz 3집





credits: on pics

ga ga~ i've a very soft spot for pretty guys with 성희's hair-style
<333333333333333333
can't wait to get my hands on 'state of the art' & 'perfect' =D
can't stop smiling to myself..
feeling like an idiot =P

listening to 플라워(FLOWER) - 걸음이 느린 아이

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

卤面

leaves a stinky garlic aftertaste :(
i can still taste it even though i ate it for dinner yesterday.

yummy but stinky.......

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

tvxq with korean republic

<3 face="verdana" size="2">why i love this pic?
because of player 이천수
and of coz tvxq, too =D



준수 must be super elated to be there with the national squad~
look at his smile ^______________________________^

hahahaa! 유천 & his glasses.. nerdy =P
재중's jacket.. wow! XD



time for bed~
my headache is acting up again.
driving me bonkers :x


been there, done that

i did it.
i tendered.
i don't know.
having mixed feelings :(

before he left, he lamented
"actually one month is not enough, but i guess i have to let you go as you are helping your friend at business."

i just kept quiet.

doesn't he know the MOM rules?

sigh..

not in mood to do anything.
feel like burying myself under my blanket.

state of the art

*gasp*
this is foxy 혜성?! <333
i love this pic


and tvxq's krn ver of 000777 days is a dream, too
=D
going to watch the dvd tomorrow.
nothing special.. except for a postcard with a fav pic of them in the van


^^ ying bought the 신화 8집 & it comes with 2 posters.
such a darling for getting me this album <3


준수:
' i tell myself "think positive!" all the time.'

i'm going to be positive~ today is the D-Day..
nervous as i'm going to 'throw' my letter at my manager~ :x
finally!

Monday, May 15, 2006

성년 ^^

준수~
사랑하고 너의 성년의날을 진심으로 축하해요 <333

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

tvxq jpn concert song list

1. stay with me tonight
2. the way you are
3. 言葉わ いらない
4. 愛しない
5. my destiny
6. eternal
7. 明日わくるから
8. try my love
9. somebody to love
10. break up the shell
11. rising sun

앵콜 무대
12. heart, mind & soul
13. hug
14. begin
15. one

credits: 서티 (xiahsoul)

it appeared to a fab concert though i wish there were korean songs, too
nevertheless, i'm looking forward to this concert in june with hicky and the berries <3>
now the boys are back in Seoul this morning for a perf at 명지대학 tomorrow~
poor things.. they should be resting~

mothers' day

엄마.. 사랑해요~
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looking forward to the dinner at 주신정 later ^^

Saturday, May 13, 2006

shinhwa & tvxq concert

are starting today..
all the best to them <333
both concerts will start with a bang~

fighting to my loves ^^

Thursday, May 11, 2006

shopaholic

=D
i enjoy shopping as it makes me joyous!
retail therapy is the coolest thing on earth!
i ended up at Mango again.
can't seems to resist getting something from there..
and Topshop, too!
a new top and shorts = luuuuuuurve <3
oh~ i got a new mobile phone pouch, too
so pink and pearly <3
take pics of it other time ^^;

sheesh.. i'm getting on a super junior high.. :x
kinda think 이특 resembles 이준기...

혁재.. <3


이특 <3
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and world cup fever is burning~


credits: daum + on pics

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

choice

geez.. i hope i'm making a right choice..
to be true, i'm feeling sad..
but i don't want 창민 to feel the same as me...

it pains my heart to even think about seeing all names but max...
cannot be so selfish...

Monday, May 08, 2006

sanrio

omg..
kawaii! <333
i had such a fun time!
the horoscopes are so accurate~

http://www.sanrio.com/main/zodiac/zodiacmain.html

Sunday, May 07, 2006

samsung d500

lalalalaa~
my past entries were all on mobile phones~
now this should be the last for this month ^^;
at least i hope~
swopped mobile with terence.
he went to get the d820.
d820 is a pretty cool phone! very slim!

now i'm equipped with another lovely samsung mobile <3
kinda happy and excited.
like a kid who had gotten a bar of new flavored candy.
going to be busy experimenting with all the gif and mp3 i have.
muahahahaa~
i can finally take photos with my mobile again!

i'm over the moon =D

i met up with beatrice and ying in the afternoon
ying will help to pass m my fighting letter ^^
a big hug and kiss for ying <333


*boogie*
i'm so happy for ying, rei and wenny that they will be attending the 신화's concert!
next will be the berries and kangols to attend 동방's concert!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

Saturday, May 06, 2006

hate it when

you are expecting me to be relaxed when things are screwed up.
how would you be if you were in my shoes?
seeing something that was not used frequently to be in much worse condition than something that i used everyday for the past 2 and a half years?
wear and tear is your answer.
i'm flabbergasted.

unhappy things happened at the same time and you are STILL expecting me to stay calm.
i'm human and i err.
i'm not perfect. never ever.
it is wrong to throw my mobile aside when i can't access to GPRS.
why is it so?
it is not a pretty sight to see me throwing stuffs?
it does not make the situation any better?
it is wrong to vent anger?
or because it has to do with someone very precious to you?

i'm not a tidy person and my things are sprawled all over.
BUT at least, i'm the kind of person who ask for permission to take others' things.
i'm the kind of person who take the effort to take good care of things, be it mine or others.
i'm the kind of person who bother to clean up after cooking or eating.
sparing the rod will only spoil your kids.

'hate it when people slams or throw shit'
you know what?
i hate it when my things are always being taken for granted.
i simply don't get it.
is it that hard to ask?
that is basic courtesy.
i'm really appreciative for things she has done for me, i really do.
but it does not mean she can take my stuffs without asking.
i'm shutting one eye because i know i shouldn't be ungrateful.
however, there is a limit to my benevolence.
i don't like it when people just presume it is ok to take things without asking.
it is NOT ok.
several times, i always ended up hunting for things that people have taken away without my permission.
be it at home or work.

why do i end up hunting?
because people don't ask!
in the 1st place, all these shit wouldn't happen if they asked.

bottling up my vexed feelings all these years is unhealthy.
one day, i might just end up confronting and hurting all those around me.

samsung x460c

finally got it back.
this white elephant is looking worse than my spoiled e700.
x460c is about 1 yr old but it looked like it is a 4 yrs old mobile phone.
e700 is in a much better condition :(
to be honest, i'm upset.
i've entrusted my mobile to someone i respected.
i'm expecting that my mobile will be well taken care of..
but when i got it back, the condition was just...
from the cover, the screen, the charger section, accessory slot and battery..
i don't know how to describe.
felt a hole burning in my little heart.
call me petty. calculative. whatever..
i'm upset why people do not handle things properly, especially when it was on loan.
in my p.o.v, extra care and attention should be paid.
why?
because it was not yours.
you should be, no.. i mean, MUST be extra careful with others' belongings.

i just feel so screwed up.
i'm trying to get a new melody and the GPRS is messed up.
wtf.
messed up day afterall.
i'm constantly getting headaches.
must be the lack of sleep for the past 4 days.
it also ruins my mood.
i should probably just get to bed.
i must calm myself down.

:x

Friday, May 05, 2006

samsung e700

is a goner.
i can't read my sms since yesterday's afternoon at around 3pm.
the mobile screen just went on a disco fever :x
it was flashing non-stop whenever i flipped open my mobile.
by evening, the screen was like a mirror.
i can see my reflection so clearly.
total blank screen :(

feeling really miserable..........
want to cry too..
it was a gift from my sis Laura, 2 years ago.
i love it very much...
this very mobile phone also share many beautiful memories..
euphoria, bangkok, hong kong, pics of my fav stuffs..
to think that i can no longer use it.. breaks my heart.

another thing is, i stored most of my friends' contact numbers into the phone memory.
a big lesson learnt!
always store into SIM card memory to save everyone the hassle..
now i'm troubling my friends to email me.. sigh..

colin is such a sweetheart.
he lent me his 3G LG phone.
a pretty cool mobile but i'm such an idiot.
too used to samsung and i don't know how to use it.
will figure it out soon..

i'm such a pain in the ass.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

^^

omg.. i just realised how near grand central hotel is.
which means.. i will be able to meet kat <333
it is a pity it will be a short meeting..
but i'm finally seeing her =D
i'm already very happy to think about it~~

fish

like a fish out of water.
can't breathe.
can't think.
can't sleep.
dying...

a mix of the two~

I am an Aquarius. (Also known as "Water Bearer") My Horroscope starts like this:
" A hopeless and helpless dreamer, forever out of touch with reality, an Aquarius is ever lost in his own fantasy world. " (Read more Find yours)


I am a Pisces. (Also known as "Fish") My Horroscope starts like this:
" A Pisces cannot live without lies and treachery. They often get so wrapped up in their own tall tales that they can easily forget which of their stories are true and which are not. " (Read more Find yours)


this is so evil :x
not as dreamy and innocent as most people thought.
so is that the real me? real face?
that is for you to find out.
i had a good time reading how mean the other horroscopes can be.

ought to just stop cracking my head.
i should just probably force myself to sleep.
have to wake up in 3 hrs' time~
but i'm feeling miserable :(
why do nice people always finish last?
because in this damn world, nice people get booted out.

슬퍼요

어떻게..
친구가 마음이 슬퍼요..
나도.. 슬퍼요.. :(
그 친구의 기분을 잘 알아요...
나는 어떻게 하면 좋을지 전혀 알 수 없었어요..

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

060501 Pop Jam

:x
tvxq's live ver of rising sun jpn ver is.. weird.
창민 looking really fierce..
reminded me of his trip at the korean concert..
ready to burn a hole on the stage :(

sigh.. they could have done better..

Monday, May 01, 2006

if i have the power

i would banish PMS :x
the ugly, painful zits.
the bloat caused by too much sugar or salt.
the dull ache.
moody.
grouchy.
a devil-in-making.
why do half the women in the world have to suffer from PMS? :x
that is so crappy.

i want my comfort food.
hot chocolate

muscles man

i'm just high to see m's well-toned abs~
can't believe he is looking more awesome than before...
whoa <333
kekeke~ 혜성 on the right-hand corner =P
cute~~

040629 fila fanmeeting

o.o
they are looking so.. wow~
especially 윤호's hair.. bowled over <333
& their fila t-shirts are a dream~

go corea! world cup 2006! ^^

http://photo-media.hanmail.net/200604/29/newsen/20060429191510.180.0.jpg
http://photo-media.hanmail.net/200604/29/newsen/20060429191512.302.0.jpg
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credits:
http://news.media.daum.net/entertain/music/200604/29/newsen/v12547336.html
http://news.media.daum.net/entertain/music/200604/29/newsen/v12547342.html
http://news.media.daum.net/entertain/music/200604/29/newsen/v12547340.html
http://news.media.daum.net/entertain/music/200604/29/newsen/v12547613.html