Monday, November 20, 2006

绝情
我能像你吗?
我只想当你的火柴盒里的唯一火柴
让时间倒回到3年前

好痛好痛
那一瞬间 我的心是那么的痛
痛到我好想在那一瞬间就窒息而死
你能体谅我的感受吗?
到底要哲摩我多久?

hoobastank - the reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you (x4)

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Friday, November 17, 2006

gay animals

a refreshing read.
as we all know, homosexuality is a touchy issue.
most people will shun away from this topic.
i feel there is nothing wrong with it.
it is against nature?
little do we know, it existed in the animal kingdom.
i was so surprised to find out that the beautiful giraffes's homosexual activities is more than heterosexual..
i know that dolphins are sexual but i didn't expect to see the graceful black swans as one of the them :x
other homosexual animals include walrus, antelopes, gray whales & of course.. humans~
holy~ i want to see splashing orgies of gray whales.
lol~

i would love to visit this museum.
it is so interesting!
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Gay animals out of the closet?
First-ever museum display shows 51 species exhibiting homosexuality

From male killer whales that ride the dorsal fin of another male to female bonobos that rub their genitals together, the animal kingdom tolerates all kinds of lifestyles.

A first-ever museum display, "Against Nature?," which opened last month at the University of Oslo's Natural History Museum in Norway, presents 51 species of animals exhibiting homosexuality.

"Homosexuality has been observed in more than 1,500 species, and the phenomenon has been well described for 500 of them," said Petter Bockman, project coordinator of the exhibition.

The idea, however, is rarely discussed in the scientific community and is often dismissed as unnatural because it doesn't appear to benefit the larger cause of species continuation.

source of news
pics of gay animals

the colors of rainbow

Once upon a time
the colors of the world started to quarrel.
All claimed that they were the best.
The most important.
The most useful.
The favorite.

GREEN said:
Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."


BLUE interrupted:
"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."


YELLOW chuckled:
"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun."


ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet:
"I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and pawpaws. I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you."


RED could stand it no longer he shouted out:
"I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."


PURPLE rose up to his full height:
He was very tall and spoke with great pomp:
"I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, cheifs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me! They listen and obey."


Finally INDIGO spoke, much more quietly than all the others,
but with just as much determination:
"Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."


And so the colors went on boasting,
each convinced of his or her own superiority.
Their quarreling became louder and louder.
Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.

In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak:
"You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different?
Join hands with one another and come to me."

Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands.
The rain continued:
"From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace.
The Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow."

And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky,
let us remember to appreciate one another.

source

In my search for the Rainbows end, I found, not GOLD, but you my friend.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

tears

There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two.

50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie.
50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.

At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.

They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else.

However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.

This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heartache experience.

Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves... and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears.... is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?
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cry your heart & eyes out.
it is better than bottling up...
let your tears flow...

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

好不好

希望你好好地过

好累啊...
头痛
眼痛
颈痛
背痛
脚痛
心痛

왜 남의 기분을 무시해요?

自导自演的悲剧

为了要得到幸福,是否要把双手给放开?
才能得到更多的东西?
我好想让你幸福和开心
如果我真心爱你该有快乐结局
怪我不懂珍惜

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陶喆 - 自导自演的悲剧

就像早就知道 一个故事所有情节
却是四处问一别人 熟悉感觉
我们心已了解 这出戏不该再见
却没有拒绝 我看着你对着空气作表情
没有对手的戏场又一场 你只好一个人对镜头笑
如果我真心爱你该有快乐结局 怪我不懂珍惜
把你推向他 我来不及 改变结局
这是我自导自演的悲剧 自导自演的悲剧

那是什么动力 为何还要由而不屈
事情变得两害使人重复过去 毕竟有种美丽
爱越苦就越刺激 最后想像了意义
我看着你对着空气作表情 没有对手的戏场又一场
你只好一个人对镜头笑 如果我真心爱你该有快乐结局
怪我不懂珍惜 把你推向他
我来不及 改变结局 这是我自导自演的悲剧
如果我真心爱你能否改变结局 还是不懂珍惜
又搁在以前 我来不及 改变结局
这是我 自导自演的悲剧

是你是我 只能怪自己

Monday, November 13, 2006

似曾相识

如果真的有下一世, 就让我把错给纠正吧.
我到底要什么? 为何我总是那么的害怕?
往常的喜好都渐渐的消失了...
我... 什么了?
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陶喆 - 似曾相识



噢~~似曾相识
那一片阴沉如海的天 和你擦身而过
有些晃神你再回头 才发现我的行路在延
我却无法解释是谁 乱了我生活

该怎么做才能把回忆都删去
该怎么做才能把回忆都删除
错过了幸福我像跌入迷雾

遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉
仿佛有种同样感受在你的眼底
能不能让我们再相遇
能不能让我再次认识你
似曾相识犹如游戏

那一片深入你的世界 和你擦身而过
却忘了要往哪里走 才感觉我的心看不见
我该怎么解释是你 乱了我生活
我看见同样感受在你眼底

遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉
是否在前世我们有逆转不去
能不能这次改变命运
能不能这次让我真的爱你
还是往事别在提起

遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉
是否在前世我们有逆转不去
能不能让我把你忘记
能不能把我定下对你追寻
或许我能不再想你

遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉

jinx

car jinx.
yes, i am.
it is so crappy that i feel so down.

things are not going well.
probably, i'm too stressed out.
can't sleep well at night.
dread going to work.
falling sick so easily.
coming into the 3rd month and i ought to adapt well by now.
i know i'm a fast learner but why am i feeling so incompetent?
this is not right.
why am i feeling this way?
perhaps i should go back into food industry.
maybe venturing into a new industry is not a safe & wise bet of mine.

my head hurts so much that i feel like smashing it.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

말을 하지마

싫어...
'보고싶삼' 말을 하지마..
특이 오늘 밤에..

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

proposal

i just watched the tv programme on ways to propose.
that guy strummed the guitar & sang 'more than words'.
romantic!
holy.. that is one of my dream proposal.

in a very bad mood.
feel like crying.
my things were thrown away.. again...
i didn't want to blow up at my mum.
but this is not the 1st time.
i've told her to ask me 1st before she discards anything.
once again, it happened.
i'm going mad.

나.. 나쁜 년...

Monday, November 06, 2006

距离

人体的距离?
心灵的距离?
到底哪个比较遥远?
A君住在离你不远的地方 而且几乎天天能相见 可是你总觉得他的心好遥远.
B君远住他乡 相见的机会都不可多得 但是他总是很关心你.
你会被谁感动?

心灵的距离是很难或不可能拉近的.

如果人类不是感情丰富的动物 那该多好啊..
好想变成个冷血动物.

多么想到海边 大大声的呐喊.
谁会陪我?

turtle

what are you?
i doubt i'm a turtle :x
am i really that sweet & nice?
sigh...


If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends,all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Cat: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy,with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.You are generous enough.Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk.You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group.Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

疯了

我看我八成是疯了
我既然把我yepp里的韩语歌统统给删除了
我到底是这么了
好想大声地痛哭一场
为何我的情绪总是那么乱
我好想假装一切都没改变
我真的是傻到不可救药

你很爱他

f.i.r - 你很爱他

当你决定 你要离开我 我没有说什么
就当作你自由 有好几次 我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用 就当作是寂寞 只有我能明白
他的温柔 对你是种解脱 其实要告诉我
只是你的最爱 其实你很爱他 对我的惩罚
说你没有想他 谁可怜我吧 我也没有借口
只能放手 不敢奢求 你说爱我
其实你很爱他 他很温柔吗 其实你很想他
就说出口吧 我也不想多说 捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说 你很爱他

其实你很爱他 对我的惩罚 说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧 我也没有借口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你说爱我 其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗 其实你很想他 就说出口吧
我也不想多说 捂住耳朵 不想再次听到你说
你很爱他
你很爱他...

Saturday, November 04, 2006

the covenant

:x i went to watch this movie despite of my eye infection.
well.. this movie does not require to use much of my brain cells to understand the plot.
pretty straight forward & lotsa eye candies.
sans some ugly scenes of darklings, spiders, creepy corridors~
the leads are all pretty babes & hunks =P
the sons of ispwich, studying in an elite boaridng school, are born with special powers.
i do think that is cool~
the ability to do anything you desire.
i would love to teleport myself to any destination =)

watch this witching movie trailer at the covenant

Friday, November 03, 2006

i'm sorry

matchbox..
i caused the scratch on your car indirectly.
shouldn't have called..

i'm truly sorry...
;(

sore eye

눈이 아파요...
싫어...
의사의 진찰을 받았어요..

i must have seen too much porn :x
nah! just kidding!
don't ever believe i was watching porn.
the doc told me it was eye infection.
must be my lenses and solution..
boo hoo~

feeling sleepy..
the prescription causes drowsiness

Thursday, November 02, 2006

balloon

be free~

finally watching goong again after a long break.
how nice it would be to go anywhere without being the attention of the public.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

channel news asia

wah~ saw this at clinic.
ying sms-ed me when she saw it on tv mobile.
i didn't expect to see it at my clinic =P

click here to see news interview of shinhwa =)

went for 肉骨茶 at balestier with terence & the bees.
it was yummy!
very peppery.. <3
after that, we went for ice cream at island creamery =P
kahlua latte is not bad.
fresh banana is ok.
apple pie is still the best!

..........

had a dream this morning.
feel really weird when i woke up..
funny convenience store, funny staff, funny customers.
@_@
i think i'm too stressed.

어떻게..